It's you

So confused

Brandon's point of view

I pulled into the hospital as fast as I could and ran into the hospital. The hospital that I was just in two weeks ago for my stupid ass arm. I looked around and saw Nanny sitting by a vending machine.

"Nanny" I said

"Is she" I began to say

"They haven't said anything yet" she said looking up at me with her puffy eyes

We waited 5 minutes then 10 then before I knew it I was sitting in that damn chair for 3 hours. Finally Alices mom and dad walked out the room.

"She's awake" her mom said

"So what's going to happen" nanny asked

"Nothing I explained to the doctor that It was just one big mistake and that she was very tired and couldn't go to sleep and she accidentally took too many pills she can come home tomorrow now if you'll excuse us we're going home"her mom said then walked off

"God she's such a" I began to say

"A bitch yes I know" nanny said

"How do you deal with her" I asked

"I stay because I love Aliceion" she said

"You've been with her a long time I assume" I asked

"When Aliceions mom was 4 months pregnant David (Alices dad) contacted me and asked if I would be interested in being a nanny to his daughter, after meeting them and speaking for about 2 weeks they hired me. From the moment she was born I started taking care of her and I haven't stopped sense. I've learned how to deal with Madison (Alices mom) and David is quiet for the most part" she explained

A few minutes later a doctor came and got Nanny. Once again I was left alone. About 30 minutes later Nanny came out the room and said

"Go home Brandon hunny"

"Can I see her" I asked

"Visiting hours are over she'll be home by the time you wake up tomorrow" she said

"Okay then" I replied

"She's 18 so she can get out on her own" she said then walked off

"Great" I said as she walked off

Once I was sure she couldn't see me I slowly made my way down the hall. Luckily my nosey ass payed attention to what room Nanny walked out of. I opened the room down and saw her. Her eyes were closed and she looked pale yet still so Beautiful. Somehow it always amazes me how beautiful she is. She slowly opened her eyes then looked at me. She opened her mouth slightly then closed it. I wanted to scream at her and I wanted to tell her I loved her by nothing came out instead we just Stared at each other. Just as I was about to say something she turned away no longer looking at me.

"Excuse me visiting hours are over" a nurse said as she walked into the room

"I just needed to talk to her" I said

"I understand but she needs rest so please" she said then pointed to the door

I sighed then walked out the door then went to my truck. I got into my truck but before I could drive off something so fucking strange Happened. I started to cry. I haven't cried since my mom died. Everything just hurt so fucking much and I hated it. I wanted to take everything Alice was sad about and put it on myself so she could be okay. I never should have suggested we go on that break. I drove to the nearest bar I could find and I ordered 4 shots of vodka. Then it hit me. What if Chad did something to her. Suddenly my fractured arm didn't even hurt because I knew what I was about to do. I drove to heathers house. (Don't drink and drive kids I almost flew off the road twice) The house that I hit chad at for the first time. I'm sure her stupid ass friend group is another reason this happend. She hangs out with those sluts and Chad bitch ass. I got out my truck and started knocking on her door. I was drunk but I wasn't drunk enough. As soon as I find chad I'm beating him until he's pink.

"Brandon" Heather asked when she opened the door

"Yeah it's me where's Chad" I barked

"Is Aliceion with you" she asked looking scared

"No why" I asked

Then I saw why

Chad came down the stairs in his boxers and when I took a good look at heather I realized she had Lingerie on with a robe

"Oh my god does the whole group just fuck" I asked feeling sick

"Does Alice know that you fuck him not just Aaliyah" I laughed

"No I well" she stuttered

"Oh god I don't know why I didn't relize it before You're a slut just like Aaliyah" I said

She looked at me but said nothing

"Why are you here" chad asked

"Oh don't even get me started on you Chandler" I snapped

"What the hell is wrong with you you dude do you just fuck anything you see" I snapped

"You're coming at me when you had sex with MY girlfriend" he snapped

"Because you cheat on her with her bestfriends well the people she thinks are her bestfriends" I said

"I am her bestfriend" Heather cried

"No Heather you're a dickeider" I snapped

"I don't know why you're yelling at me you should be thanking me" chad said

"Are you fucking mental" I asked

"Hey douchebag I broke up with Alice so you two could ride off into the sunset together" he yelled

"You what" I asked

"Yeah I'm not about to sit around and watch her be in love with you while I date her" he said

"And as for the sex yeah I know it's messed up but Alice and I are done and what me and Heather are doing is just sex nothing else" he said

"Why would you break up with her if you love her" I asked because I'm so fucking confused

"I love her so much that's why I did it" he said

"I have to go" I said then walked back to my truck

I drove back to my house but not before grabbing a beer from the Refrigerator. After I drank it I passed the hell out.