ikeeplosingmymind

hi everyone 
          	This might be a short message, but I can't describe how guilty I feel for the worry I caused anyone and how unprofessional and immature I acted. I felt so alone that I was angry and felt no one on the internet would care, either... And I'm sorry for underestimating your love for me. I love you all more (don't argue >:( ) and I hope you can forgive me for how I acted. All the love <3

ksere_

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ksere_

i know ur not here anymore but i fúcking love u so much like ur writing helped me get through middle school and i just remember being like 11 and seeing you update would immediately make my day 10000000  times better. like remembering the feeling i had when u updated just gives me such a  sense of nostalgia and happiness when life was easier. it’s hard to describe that feeling in words but i just wish life could be that simple again. i hope u end up checking ur account one day and see this. oh god i’m rambling but i just wanted to say thanks for making my life better when i was younger i truly appreciate it and i hope ur happy rn much love <3 

Msbellamidnight

Hi I'm reading one of your fanfiction and I love it. I also just want to say if you ever need to talk about anything you can chat to me because I am also experiencing what you are going through 

ikeeplosingmymind

@Msbellamidnight awe thank you!! I'm glad you're enjoying it :3 and thank you,, I'm here if you need to talk too <3
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ikeeplosingmymind

hi everyone 
          This might be a short message, but I can't describe how guilty I feel for the worry I caused anyone and how unprofessional and immature I acted. I felt so alone that I was angry and felt no one on the internet would care, either... And I'm sorry for underestimating your love for me. I love you all more (don't argue >:( ) and I hope you can forgive me for how I acted. All the love <3

ksere_

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ksere_

You got me on Wattpad through YouTube I love your writing so much!!! ❤️❤️❤️ hope you are doing well

ikeeplosingmymind

@justvibin_ aaaaAAAA I wof you :""""))) I love you more than you love anything I could make, honestly, you give me hope just by existing and I'm so sappy and gross but it's true  ❤️
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NasiaNika

I highly doubt you'll see this but, I really hope you're doing well! It's been so long, your 8th member story really hits me and in my eyes it's so inspiring and relatable (not the 'being an idol' part lol I wish) but whenever you say a chapter is trash I'm really sad because all of your chapters are actuals amazing, I really wish I could write just like you! Just remember you have thousands of fans that care and since you haven't posted in your book for a while I've read the whole thing 4 times! I never get tired of it!! And if you ever ran out of ideas please tell us and we can always help! But really I hope you're doing well and aren't suffering like before, I have felt so bad every time I read any of your messages here about how depressed you are and I've wished I was there to comfort you... I hope you haven't forgotten about wattpad and when you're strong enough and happy please continue your stories because it's one of my favorite things to read. Love you and I hope you're doing amazing 

NasiaNika

@ikeeplosingmymind (´༎ຶ ͜ʖ ༎ຶ `)♡
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NasiaNika

@ikeeplosingmymind I wish wattpad aloud every emoji so I can express my love through emojis lolol
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ikeeplosingmymind

I feel so bad. I've been off for so long, And I really did let so many of you friends down :(. I'm in a better place in my mind right now, and I've already started planning the end of BTS' Eighth Member but I know a lot of you really have been there for me for so long, and I let you down because I let MYSELF down. I didn't try to realize you care about what I make and how I am sometimes, because my own brain was forcing me not to believe it. Looking back at the replies I realize how ungrateful I was. You're all absolute sweethearts, such caring and wonderful people, I don't know how I didn't see that. I can't make it up to you, but the least I could do is surge on with strength and actual care, and worry about you all in return. I love all of you so much, I'm so lucky and grateful that the people who showed interest in what I did are such amazing people, and I'm so sorry in the past I've been unnecessarily rude. I hated myself so much, I spread hate to everyone else. I want to apologize for that. I love you guys so much. I didn't try my best for a long time, but I'm stsrting to again, because I want to be a better version of my happiest self ❤❤

jdaokoo

@ikeeplosingmymind Its alright dear, stay healthyy
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ikeeplosingmymind

@JeonDaokookie  im sprry it took so long to reply, thank you!! <3<3<3
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