I feel so bad. I've been off for so long, And I really did let so many of you friends down :(. I'm in a better place in my mind right now, and I've already started planning the end of BTS' Eighth Member but I know a lot of you really have been there for me for so long, and I let you down because I let MYSELF down. I didn't try to realize you care about what I make and how I am sometimes, because my own brain was forcing me not to believe it. Looking back at the replies I realize how ungrateful I was. You're all absolute sweethearts, such caring and wonderful people, I don't know how I didn't see that. I can't make it up to you, but the least I could do is surge on with strength and actual care, and worry about you all in return. I love all of you so much, I'm so lucky and grateful that the people who showed interest in what I did are such amazing people, and I'm so sorry in the past I've been unnecessarily rude. I hated myself so much, I spread hate to everyone else. I want to apologize for that. I love you guys so much. I didn't try my best for a long time, but I'm stsrting to again, because I want to be a better version of my happiest self ❤❤