Hey! It's Araceli, or Ari, or Ara. I honestly dont care what you call me. People at school call me Ara-cellery sometimes and I'm cool with it.
I'm gonna be talking about a touchy subject now so if you are sensitive, you shouldn't read. Or read if you want too.
Okay, so I feel like most people don't understand this but, You shouldn't act like other people or like things that other people like just because you think 'they might like that'. If you feel happy, confident, and proud of yourself, you rock that! The only thing that matters is your opinion about yourself. I've been through a lot of things so I know what I'm talking about. I've cut ties with people I've known for years. I've thought of myself as worthless before. Whoever has made it through tough times, you're so brave!!! And being brave does not mean you're not afraid. Brave means you were strong enough to take challenges and get through them even though you were scared.
I saw this person on tiktok. His user is: carsonls
This person wrote a poem that I feel that anyone who wants their life to end or is thinking about ending their own life should watch. The poem is called "5 Seconds"
Here's the lyrics:
"My five seconds weren't of fame.
My five seconds came on November 25th, 2017.
On the bathroom floor with a bottle of pills and the choice to go or stay.
I chose to go and my five seconds almost never came.
And then I thought of her, my little sister and how she'd smile at me the very same day.
And in how just five seconds I can make her entire life be ripped away.
how in just five seconds I can take her big brother away.
And so I had a choice to make.
To pick up the phone and call for help or to let my last five seconds fade away.
Because we only have five seconds.
To choose to go, or to stay."
If anyone needs someone to talk, vent, or a friend, never hesitate to message me on wattpad. I will not judge you. I'll just listen.
- somewhere looking for the way to my dreams
- JoinedNovember 16, 2018