lord I miss being happy with my x boyfriend. lord o know I cant go back to the time I had with him. but I miss being happy with someone who loves me. our relationship is not perfect but I cant condemn those times because that was the happiest time in my life too... to be with him. yeah I cried I get hurt I get crazy but I was the happiest. its not all the experience is bad because I was once feeling special and happy. I was once feeling beautiful and accepted. lord im praying that I can go back to that happiness.. lord I pray that I can find that someone that will make me very special despite my very imperfect nature. lord I miss being beautiful and accepted. lord im praying that if where that someone right now im praying that he is thinking me too and that we meet in a very romantic time that we feel that we are the one for each other. I miss being genuinely happy a lot. lord im praying for him to come over and win my heart. im praying that he will come to rescue me to this loneliness
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