this is a journal of sorts. but although it is from my perspective, it is mostly about someone else. the likelihood of anybody reading this seems low, and the likelihood of somebody reading this who knows us personally is even slimmer. lets say the circles we find ourselves in tend not to be the same as the circles on this website, as you will soon see. this may not be an enjoyable read, the plotline may be unclear, but i think it is important, what i have to say. and this may not be the correct way to go about it, but i want someone to listen.