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Parts 49
Time 2h 43m

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diary homeless orphan runaway soulmates suicidalthoughts teenromance writtenwithpride

cringe at first but trust me you'll love this 


⚠️TW this story involves with self-harm, and suicidal thoughts, and other things that maybe be uncomfortable for some readers⚠️

Asher  Dalton is an orphan, his parents both got killed, he's going to turn 18 soon and he has nowhere to go, no family at all, he only has himself.All Rights Reserved

diary homeless orphan runaway soulmates suicidalthoughts teenromance writtenwithpride

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Trusting My Brothers

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