Before anything else is explained, let me start off by saying: I am not crazy. The word crazy, in my opinion, means mentally deranged, especially in a wild or aggressive way. Or, when someone does something others don't understand. Something they find unusual. Or what they are afraid of. And, they are right to be scared. Honestly, I scare myself sometimes. But I am not crazy. Or at least, that's what she tells me. 'She' being the voice in my head.