I Dont trust anyone. Do you trust someone? Its hard to break a rule. Especially your own rule. But why? Why I suddenly broke it. Because of him? Because he's special to me? Or because I love him. Because I really care for him. But why he change? He betray me. He didn't feel the same way I feel for him. I need to punish him. I need to make his life miserable. He need to experience the feeling that I felt when he make my life miserable. I need to vanish him from where he stand. But why? After so long he came again. What now? To make my life sorrowful again? But the feeling is here somehow. I feel it. I know it. It's love compromised me of doing something worst to him. Is there a possibility for me to escape this fortune? Or I end up to do what is 'AGAINST MY RULE'