Have you ever felt a mind blowing pain, and after it was gone you were numb. I am numb; not feeling anything. My name is Zoey Blackbird, I am 16 years old; I have not spoken one word sense I was 9 years old. I am going to my new foster father house today in new town I won`t be leaving. Ever. There is only one person who can save me, If only I wanted to be saved.