"I don't have a creative bone in my body, yet he must have thousands" "My mother must be sick of this place, she's already had to bury one child, I can't make her bury another. A mother should never out live her children, and she was in danger of outliving her second." Arctic monkeys fanfiction. Charlie is a young depressed girl who meets a young Alex turner. She gets lost in his mind and his music, hopefully finding her way out of her depression.