for the thoughts i struggle to express; or for the times spent awake at 2am . or for the little stories of my life, or ones made up in my mind . #1 on rambles 7/6

a variety of losses, regrets, and depression wrapped into a mess of a poem book started: 04.29.15 completed: 06.24.19 a book that has existed almost as long as I have on here. thank you for giving my story a chance (my apologies if some are really cringe or triggering)

❝The thought of death made her plunge under.❞ ▬▬▬▬▬ Cover by: justapriincess #1 in Awareness 08/05/19 © XxQueen-_-MiaxX

Percy hasn't been the same since the Giant War. He has been changed, and it's not for the better. When he stumbles into the Avengers' arms, they have trouble getting along and sharing their pain. However, they know Percy is not well and will do anything to help him. This story deals with heavy topics and Percy does not just get over them within the first few chapters and skips happily into the sunset with the Avengers. This deals with pain and hardships. This can be very cliche at first. But please read at least ten chapters before deciding. It gets better as it goes, just like any book. It was also written before Spider-Man: Homecoming, The Magnus Chase series, and Trials of Apollo. Completed!

Violet Jackson can barely take a breath of senior year before Flynn Davis walks down the hall of her high school. It takes one look at him to have her world come crashing down. She thought that Flynn Davis is no more than Sebastian Reynolds, who died in an accident Violet was a part of. No one knows who Flynn is in relation to Sebastian, questions arise if the two are secret twin brothers no one ever heard of. Violet thought she could never look into Flynn's hazel eyes after the blame being on her of Sebastian's death, but instead she finds herself drowning in them. Every part of Flynn Davis draws her in closer, and him becoming addicted to her. It was dangerous for her, and she knows it. The untold truth of the twin brothers eventually has to come out, and the truth of the accident. Violet's fear of him turning against her when he learns she was there stops her for wanting to tell him. She is blamed for Sebastian's death. Even she knows it was all her fault. It took Violet Jackson one night to lose everything. Her friends, her popularity, and the hardest; her mind. But it took Flynn Davis for her life to begin to mend. __________________________________________ COMPLETED UNEDITED WILL BE EDITED IN 2022 STARTED : 15th Of July, 2019 COMPLETED : 13th Of January 2021 highest ranking in 'ACCIDENT' : #1 highest ranking in 'TRAUMA'. : #50 highest ranking in 'PTSD' : #46 highest ranking in 'TRAGIC' : #68

RaeAnna Sallow was once a little girl with a heart made of pure gold. Yet tragedy compelled her to grow up too quickly, protecting her little brother from dangers at home. Her pre-teen year was nearly destroyed by her almost losing her young life. Years later she would have to make a heartbreaking decision that would change her view on life forever. After all of these events occurred, she turned into a shell of the person that she once was. No longer the optimistic young girl, with the golden aura. Will she become what she used to fear the most? Or will she be able to overcome the obstacles that she has been dealt? This is a story of a beautiful, shattered soul. (Warning- Mature content; abuse, drugs, death, suicide, depression, rape, self harm, weapons, murder etc..some scenes are graphic.)

Just some poems I wrote. Only to hope. I can reach out to speak to you. And maybe understand. someday.Why some of us feel this way.

A compilation of poetry all written in a caffeine induced stupor. Ranging from love and freedom, to death.

"Spoiler, we die in the end."

"Are you kidding me? I'd love to be super dad, super cool chef dude but everything I try doesn't work out for me." "I'm not super dad. I want to be but... every day feels like I'm drowning and I have no one to help pull me up." "You have me...you'll always have me..." A story in which two single dads do their best to raise well-rounded kids while trying not to drown in their own misery. They find a way to stay afloat, build balance and maybe find love.

"But I'm bad with emotions... maybe cause my heart was made to be broken..." How's my life been? Heartbreak, Depression, Social anxiety, Insomnia, Anger, Pain, Suicidal thoughts... How do you think!? You broke my heart in the first place and left me to search for the remaining pieces. I'm empty. Alone. Sad. Angry. No words could describe how you broke me. These are my goodbye letters to you... If you're reading these... I'm already gone... Goodbye Heartbreaker.

Different angst stories, Trigger warnings: Sucide, Death, Pills, cutting, car crash, guns, drowning, jumping from high places.

Aimee Voltaire thinks she's an average teenager when the truth is... well, she's just not! Her parents put her up for adoption when she was a baby, and as she's grown up, she doesn't really give them a second thought. But as she enters her final year of high school, her life begins to crumble and things start to change. She feels completely alone - her problems keep piling and she's drowning. Her boyfriend, Blake, is hiding something from her and it's no small secret. It will change her life forever. A secret romance on top of the regular high school career? Can she balance everything or will her life forever be stuck in chaotic state?

*Previously named We're Not Okay (I Promise)* Hadley had never had a great life. She got bullied, her home life wasn't exactly steady and she didn't have many friends, but all that was okay, because she had her best friend right there with her, Gerard. But Gee had been suffering from depression for a long time, and to Hadley's horror, took his own life. Hadley's whole world is flipped upside down, she's sent wild with grief at the loss of her best friend who'd promised to be there for her, she hates herself for not doing more to save him. However, Hadley is sent to an even darker place when her best friend returns, yup, as a ghost. He informs her he's stuck between Earth and the After Life, and he thinks he'll be able to leave if he helps Hadley recover. He's sure if he gets her someone else to love, then maybe she'd forgive her deceased best friend, and if she doesn't? Gerard could be stuck forever.

Megan Vaughn, daughter of the Alpha of her pack, has looked everywhere for her lifelong mate to no avail. She's the only one mateless, until she finds him drowning in a pool of his own blood. A wolf without a mate has half of the power one who has one would have. When Megan's parents hands down the title of Alpha to her, when she is still grieving and shattered, she lets the family name fall to pieces. She's resented for being the downfall of the pack, and it isn't long before someone challenges her title. Without bothering to fight, Megan becomes an outcast, a rogue lone wolf, leaving her alone to roam around until she gets snatched into world even her, as a Lupi, had no idea about. The awesome cover is by @gollightly!!