Heart's Desire

By Sincerelybrashae

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"You what my heart desires" Your soulmate will be the stranger you recognize. People think a soulmate is your... More

Meet The Cast 🤍
Prolouge
1. What A Time To Be Alive
2. Shoot Out, Aye
3. Fate
4. That's Just My Baby Mother
5. See you again
6. Rachet Happy Birthday
7. Graduation Lituation
8. Girl Talk
9. My daughter's keeper
10. Win your love
11. Trials & Tribulations
12. What To Expect
13. Date Night
14. Date Night II
15. Make it right
16. Flights and Feelings
17. Custody
18. W.A.Y.S.
19. Through Thick & Thin
20. Grief
21. Old Hoes
22. Meet The Taylors
23. Another one, thank you
24. Let me explain
25. Making ammends.. Kinda
26. Emotionally scarred
27. Good side
28. Stingy
29. Start over
30. Cutting ties
31. Let me know
33. Love in this club
34. Put to the test
35. Sex ain't better than love
36. Walk of shame
37. Blood ain't thicker than water
38. Throwback
39. Set up
40. One thing it's another
41. Secrets and creeping
42. Snatched
43. Hamptons
44. Dead man, Dead man.
45. PTPOM
46. Ruthless
47. Giving thanks?
48. Georgia
49. Beat A Bitch Up, Yup.
50. Talk to me baby
51. Kash rules everything around me
52. Family affairs
53. Adjustments
54. A man's world
55. Fuck the club up!
56. Goat Day
57. Fifty shades of Saint
58. Woman's Worth
59. Angels Cry
60. Open Arms
61. New beginnings
62. Differences
63. More money, More problems
64. OH BABY!
65. Tricks are for kids
66. Two hunnit a occasion
67. Out with the old, In with the new

32. Falling

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By Sincerelybrashae

September 3, 2020 | Harlem, New York
9:26 PM

I woke up to the sound of my front door opening and what sounded like a lot of rustling. I opened my eyes fully, giving them a chance to adjust to the light. Looking over, I realized Saint was no longer in my bed next to me, which annoyed the fuck out of me. I groaned, looking at the time to see it was only 9 in the morning.

I got up, pulling the covers off of me and going to brush my teeth and wash my face. After I was done I walked into the living room while checking my email and calling for Saint.

"Baby?! What are you doing." I said as I entered the living room confused.

"My bad ma, I knew you'd be hungry when you woke up so I went to get us some food and your stuff out the car."

"My stuff? I know you didn't go buy all this shit for me...." I said shaking my head

"I did, and I don't want to hear shit about you being able to take care of yourself, or not wanting people to spend money on you. You my girl and I'm living good as fuck right now, so if I want to splurge on you that's what ima do. Ain't shit you or the next mf can do to change that." He said sternly

I stood there dumbfounded, not even knowing what to say. Half of me wanted to admire all the shit he bought me but I was honestly shocked. Sending me money was one thing but this man really went and picked these cute ass items out for me, it's like he really knew what I liked.

"I know, I'm just overwhelmed.. You spoil me too much." I said smiling while wrapping my arms around his torso.

"Heard you mama, come eat." He said and I did exactly that. He already had my food out the bag and set up, so all I had to do was sit down and eat. He knew I loved this little hole in the wall breakfast spot he put me onto a few months ago, so that's what he decided to get us. I sat down and started to eat my food when he said something again.

"Neither of us are used to being with people that actually give a fuck about us.. clearly. Ima trust you and let you be the woman I know I need in my life, but you gotta let me do the same. As your man I don't want to do anything but protect you, spoil you and build a life with you. Let me ma... I told you and ima keep telling you.. I got you aight?"

"And as your women I wanna make sure you good before you leave out that door. I don't like when you shower me with love and gifts and don't want me to do the same. I really appreciate all of this though, I just hope you didn't get it because I was mad at you." I said walking over to him. I stood in between his legs kissing his face.

"Nah, I got it while you was mad at me but it wasn't for you to forgive me, that's why I waited on giving it to you. I already know how you are." He said chuckling

"How am I?" I asked him laughing while going to sit back down

"Yo you know if I woulda shown up tryna get you to talk to me by bringing gifts you woulda spazzed." He told me and I laughed. He was right, My love and forgiveness wasnt to be bought. "I love that about you though, it's never about the money. You as real as it get."

"You right, thank you so much though baby. It means a lot that you thought of me and got me all of this even thought I know you have the money to spend, it's the thought that counts."

"So if I woulda walked in this bitch with a gift card you'd be just as grateful?" He asked

"Hell yes. As long as it's gift card to a place or restaurant I actually go to I wouldn't care." I told him honestly

"I know, that's why you got my heart." He said causing the biggest smile to grace my face

"Stoppp." I whined, he knew I hated when he said smooth ass shit to me, it made me weak in the knees.

We both sat at the table devouring our food in silence. When I was done, I threw my trash away and walked into the kitchen to get all of the things Saint bought me. This nigga went crazy, and he knows exactly what I like.

"I don't know why you acting like you don't want to go try all that shit on with a matching fit right now, you don't gotta front for me ma, I know yo ass extra." He said making me laugh

"Boy whatever, you swear you know me."

"What I tell you bout calling me boy...." He told me

"Saint, shutup" I said giggling

"Yea okay mama." He said walking into my room as I followed behind. My phone started to ring and I picked up seeing It was Jayda.

"Hello." I said answering the phone

"Girl, what you doing?" Jayda asked on the other end

"I'm at home, doing nothing. Question is where are you? Bitch you barely live here." I said making her chuckle. Jayda was always on the go, the girl couldn't stay in one place if she wanted to. We really balanced each other out growing up because when it came to that we were opposites. I watched as Saint striped down to his boxers, nodding his head for me to follow him into the bathroom. I shook my head no, trying not laugh at him while Jayda was on the phone

"Girl that is such a lie, anyway what you doing today? I'm tryna go somewhere." She told me as I walked into the bathroom, Saint was already in the shower and I guess he heard because he opened the shower door taking my phone from me.

"Oh hell no." I said

"Sorry lil jay, she busy today. She'll talk to you later." He said making Jayda laugh

"Oop, not he got you getting off the phone." Jayda said as he handed me back my phone and I rolled my eyes

"Girl that man is not my daddy-"

"Tell her you gone talk to her later." He told me and I laughed

"I am not about to tell her that." I whispered, Jayda was having a fucking field day with this shit on the other end of the phone. He got out the shower, dripping and towering over me cause he just big as hell. Damn he look good, I thought to myself, the shit was honestly intimidating.

"You heard what I said." He said looking at me

"Bye bestie, Ima talk to you later." I told her knowing her and London was gone drag my ass for this later. They swore Saint had me in check and after this, i'd never hear the end of it.

"Ooooh girl let me call London cause I am weak as hell. Bye y'all have fun." She said hanging up

"Saint... why?" I whined

"We spending quality time mama, now come get in the shower with me."  He said picking me up, he was still wet from when he was in and now the clothes I had on were a little wet too.

"I can tell you overthinking. If you don't want to get in you don't have to, you know that, but I'm not on no sexual shit, I won't try anything. I just wanted you in there with me." He said laughing and putting me down, He only told me what I already knew. I knew he wouldn't try anything sexual without getting a vibe from me first and I knew he wouldn't make me do anything I didn't want to do.

"No, it's cool. I wanna get in with you." I told him honestly. It was never that I didn't want to get in with him, I just knew it'd take everything in me not to want some dick after this.

"You sure?" He asked and I nodded. He walked up to me, lifting my shirt first. I never slept with a bra on so my boobs were exposed. He just looked over my body, as he removed each clothing item one by one. "You so beautiful." He told me

"Thank you." I said smirking

Opening the door to my shower, I walked in with Saint right behind me. The water felt so good, I could stay in here with him all day. Most niggas hated the water this hot but Saint was acting like it didn't phase him at all. He stood behind me, taking my wash cloth and washing my back first.

"What do you have planned since you holding me hostage for the day?" I asked him

"Ma you know you wanna be with me, and honestly I ain't plan nothing special. We going to eat after we get ready, however long that'll take you." He said pausing to throw shade. "After that we can chill until we go out later." He said and I turned around to look at him

"Out.... where?"  He laughed shaking his head

"Out, to my club. Calm down homebody. I was gone tell you to let London and Jayda know so you don't have to be around just niggas but it's up to you. I got me a sprinter with a driver and shit so we can all pull up together and nobody gotta worry bout driving home."

"Special occasion?" I asked confused

"I guess you could call it that, I opened the club on this day last year. Tonight is the anniversary of its grand opening, and I know everybody expecting a nigga to pop out. It wouldn't be right if I ain't have my girl with me. The whole city gone know you mine." He said making me blush. I loved the shit Saint would say to me, he wasn't perfect but in my opinion he was the closest thing to it. The best part was knowing that it was genuine, he wasn't the type of nigga to say shit just to hear himself talk. All his words held meaning, Another trait I loved about him.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, kissing his lips repeatedly. The kiss got deeper, as I bit and sucked on his lips. "Aight Kori, chill." He said breaking away from the kiss.

"Chill?" I asked him and he laughed

"Not like that ma. You gone make my dick hard and I know you not gone let me take you to pound town. You tryna give me blue balls.." He said making me die laughing

"Pound town?" I asked him laughing "The fuck is that?" I actually knew exactly what it was but who knows what Saint's idea of pound town was.

"Don't ask no questions unless you tryna find out.." He said, I pondered if I wanted to go there with him or not. The sight of his dick alone had me ready to throw in the towel. This nigga is blesseddd.

Saint laughing broke me out of my thoughts "You thinking bout it huh?" He asked and I rolled my eyes before laughing too

"I was.... but now that I'm looking at it. That shit is not going in me." I said and he sucked his teeth

"Why not? I'm not even hard." He said looking down at me actually confused as to why I wouldn't want him fucking up my insides. He was right, he wasn't hard at all yet his dick hung between his legs, displaying a curve at the end.

"You a grower or a shower?" I asked curiously

"Grower why?" He said nonchalantly causing my eyes to bulge, I can't imagining his dick getting any bigger than it looks right now.

"There's no way that's going to fit in me."

"Trust me mama, it'll fit." He told me and I just shook my head

"You so nasty....." I told him and he smirked

"You love that shit."

We stood in the shower washing up for another 20 minutes before we both got out. It didn't take me long to put on deodorant, lotion up and put on my bra and panties.

"Pack you a bag." Saint told me

"Okay." I said quickly packing me something to wear tonight and then something to sleep in.

"I'm not gone hold you ma that ain't enough." He said referring to how much I packed

"We going on a trip or something?" I asked and he laughed shaking his head

"Nah, not yet anyway. You spending the week with me." He said causing me to look at him confused. It's one thing to stay the night but he talking about a week.

"Saint..I don't know..." He said mocking me before I could say anything, and I laughed

"Well atleast you know my answer."

"Why you act like everything you do with me is a big deal, even the small shit?" He asked. Even though this wouldn't be my first time spending the night spending an entire week was wild.

"I don't know, I guess cause it feels that way. Us being together every day, then sleeping together every night, I don't know. I guess I don't want us to get too attached too soon."

"I passed attached a long time ago ma. I know I said we can take shit slow but it's like you scared to go all in with a nigga. You not the only one that can get hurt in the process, I'm scared of being fucked over too but I want you so fuck it. Don't let your trust issues get in the way of something good. We in this together, even hurting you hurt me and i'm already in too deep. I be getting the vibe that you unsure about us or me and I don't fuck with that. I'm not tryna spring all of this on you, I guess it been on my mind but i'm tryna do better at expressing myself." He told me honestly, I hated that he felt that way because that wasn't the case.

"I think that's what scares me. I'm not unsure at all, I know exactly what I feel when i'm around you, I know the effects you have on me, I know I love being around you, I know I love your personality and pretty much everything about you. I never actually been this sure that I want somebody. You're perfect in my eyes but I can't help but think the happiness you bring in my life will be snatched from under me as soon as I get comfortable. That's not your fault though, so I don't want you to feel like me being unsure is because of you."

"Trust me, I get it. I don't even feel like I deserve somebody like you, i'm sure that at some point you'll be snatched away from me but i'm willing to deal with that hurt if it means I get to experience you. A nigga just shocked to have found something like this, I be feeling like what we got is too different. I can't even describe our connection, I just click with you and I know you get me. I just want you to let me love you, and let yourself love me."

I sighed taking in everything he was saying to me. He was right and I couldn't pretend that I didn't feel the exact same way. "You more than deserve me Saint, your one of the most solid niggas I know and the list isn't long. You're a good ass father, a great friend, brother, son and companion. The only thing that could take me away from you.. is you. I'm going to try my best to allow you to love me and to love you too, be patient with me though." I told him smiling at the fact that I had this hood nigga blushing

"I got you mama, now hurry up and get dressed before we late. Ima pack the rest of ya shit." He said getting up.

"You think you finna pick my outfits for the entire week?" I asked before laughing

"Ma I got this. Don't play a nigga like he can't put some shit together, you ain't the only one styling in this bitch." He said and I laughed. He walked out the room and I'm 90 percent sure he was about to roll up and smoke which gave me a good amount of time to get ready.

September 3, 2020 | Harlem, New York
12:21 PM

It was almost 1:00 in the afternoon and Saint was rushing me to hurry up. "Saint it doesn't matter how many times you rush me, I'm not leaving until my hair is laid, period." I said rolling my eyes.

"I left you in here to get ready almost an hour ago, I rolled up, smoked, packed ya shit and got ready and you still in here." He said, he was impatient as fuck so I already knew he'd be in his feelings about me taking forever.

"Okay okay, I'm done damn." I told him throwing on my clothes. It was that time of year when it's colder in the mornings but hot as hell in the afternoon.

"You gone take this long to get ready every time huh?" He asked

"Yes. Don't I look good?"

"As fuck... but next time you getting left." He said making me laugh, because he and I both knew he wouldn't leave me. We walked out of my apartment and down the hall to the elevator, I noticed Saint always walked hella close behind me when we were out and I knew he only did that to cover my ass. He was so overprotective but I'm used to it.

"I love this blonde on you mama. That shit do sum to me." He said biting his lip

"Thank you baby, you know I gotta switch it up every couple days." I said giggling, I waited until we got somewhere with good lighting before asking Saint to take my pictures.

"Damn shorty, you mad pretty. You got a boyfriend?" Saint said while taking my pictures and I laughed. 

"Bae, stop...." I said laughing while standing up.

"I'm bae now?" He asked smirking as he grabbed my ass pulling me closer to him.

"Yeah something like that." I said being sarcastic

I watched as he posted one of my pictures to his instagram story. "Let me go ahead and deactivate my page for a few hours before I have to curse one of your hoes out." I said making him suck his teeth

"I only got one girl, zero hoes. So any bitch bold enough to come at my shorty sideways better be bold enough to get they ass handled. You already know how I'm coming bout you." He said and I smiled shaking my head, I don't know how I ended up with the craziest nigga in NYC.

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We rode the elevator down to the lobby, as I recorded videos of myself and then some of me and Saint. He looked good today per usual. He had on a blue Christian Dior T- Shirt, black Amiri shorts and his all black Christian Dior sneakers. He didn't put on a lot of jewelry today just 2 small chains and a rolex.

Valet had Saint's car pulled up by the time we got outside, so we both got in his car making our way to Carmine's an italian restaurant in new york.

Carmine's was a good 30 minutes away from my house, which is why I was starving by the time we got there. We pulled up, getting out the car as Saint handed valet a $100. After walking inside and having to wait a few minutes. We were finally seated, and I looked over the menu deciding on what I should get.

"You know what you want?" Saint asked after about 5 minutes and I shook my head yes. He then nodded before taking a sip of his water. We both sat in a comfortable silence, and I scrolled through instagram and twitter.

"What you got your face all frowned up for?" I asked Saint and he shook his head

"Nothing you need to worry about ma" He said putting his phone down on the table facing up.

"That's not what I asked...."

"Just some bitter hoes, making me get out of character."

"Oh, you got these hoes mad you posted me?" I asked him laughing

"Hell yeah, they blowing my shit up. Got my block list looking like my money... long" He said laughing.

"What was said?" I asked mugging

"Shorty talkin bout she gone Key my car cause I posted you." He said making me laugh

"What you tell her?"

"I asked if her if she had a little brother.."

"Why?" I chuckled

"Cause if she key my shit she won't."

"Yeaaa, you buggin." I told him and we both died laughing

"Izzy was right, you been around me too long." He said shaking his head

"Izzy said that? he get on my nerves."

"Yeah he said you talk like me now." Saint told me and I scoffed

"Y'all fucking wish." I said laughing and he just smiled

"Stop fronting, you wanna be like me bad." He said making me roll my eyes

"Like I said..."

"Yeah aight. What you think about me expanding the club, and getting more involved in the business aspect of shit? I could really have my shit spread across the city or better yet country." He told me and I smiled

"I think that's a great idea and it'll be a good project for you to take on. What places you thinking?"

"Atlanta, Miami, probably Vegas. We'll see though."

"I was definitely thinking those same cities. I'm excited, I can send you my interior designer." I told him and he nodded

For the next hour and a half me and Saint sat and talked while eating. I had a good day with him today, this was something I could get used to. After we got done eating and we got up from the table, we walked out the restaurant waiting for his car.

"I had a great time today baby, thank you for everything." I told him once we got in his car

"You're welcome baby girl, it was my pleasure."


A/N: Two chapters back to back y'all should be prada me 🙄

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