LISA'S POV
"UWAAAAAAH!"
"Shhhhh...it's the middle of the night Lisa keep your voice down" I pouted and sat at my bed "Hey Unnie...when are we going to buy decorations for the house?" Jennie Unnie sat at her bed facing me while she thought of my question
"Tomorrow? although we have classes tomorrow"
"What about this weekend? I heard Y/n-Oppa is going to be discharged by then" she looked at me before agreeing "Let's go tell the---"
"Too late...we already eavesdrop" Chaeng said entering our room together with Jisoo Unnie
"You know eavesdropping is rude right?"
"Not when its common to us four"Jisoo Unnie said as all of us laugh "The boys are inviting us to go with them tomorrow after school to visit Y/n again...you guys wanna come?"
"Yeah sure" I answered
"Jen? are you coming?"
"Yeah it would be nice to check on him once in awhile" they nodded and after some time of talking about our day today we decided to turn the lights off
Chaeng and Jisoo Unnie went back to their rooms as me and Lisa lay on our beds "Unnie? are you really alright?" I was facing the wall so technically Lisa is talking to my back
"Yeah...why did you suddenly ask that?"
Lie #1
"Well you've been kinda off lately especially when we visited you at the office..."
"I'm alright Lis...nothing to worrt"
Lie #2
"How did the talk between you and Y/n Oppa go Unnie?"
"It was great...so great"
"Did you confess?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"I don't know"
Lie #3
"I'll sleep now" I hummed in response to her
I made three lies in a row tonight...first the truth is I'm not alright. Second, I don't know how to explain but sad isn't really the word for me right now and third...I know the reason why I couldn't confess
It's the fact the Y/n already knows who I am from his past...and that I can't let go of the fact that a nerd once hurt me before
I know that the past should be forgotten especially when they just hurt you whenever you reminise it but I can't help it
I keep dreaming about it. I keep hearing that guy's voice...I keep remembering how he used me
How he decided to play with me...all along I didn't want to associate with badboys in campus because I know they won't do good
I started hanging out with normal poeple those who weren't famous because I know that way I can also be normal
But I still somehow catch people's eyes whenever I walk...still get so many confessions
I didn't accept all of them...but there was one exception
The nerd I met that day...he was so different from all of the guys that was in campus making me interested in him
Quiet...and reserved not to mention his smart
I started dating him...sure a lot of students were teasing me for dating a nerd but it was the least of my care...popularity isn't everthing for me
After all it's just a one hit wonder kind of a thing...you get popular now but in reality that popularity will soon decrease and before you know it there's someone more popular than you and you little by little get forgotten
Everything was going well on our first few weeks of dating even the girls were supportive of our relationship
He would take me out on fancy dinners...walk in the par, take me to an exhibit and everything I have always dreamed of doing with my lover
But then...at the library
//FLASHBACK//
I was walking at the hallway on the way back to the office to finish all of the presedential works that I have left
I was wearing my earphones so I couldn't really hear anything that the people around me is saying
But then someone suddenly tap my shoulder...I looked behind me and it was Nayeon she showed me her bunny smile and asked me to take my earphones off so I gladly did
"Sup?"
"Nothing much, so how's presidency?" we walked together at the hallway "Its fun and stressfull at the same time" she giggled at what I said before she put her arm around my shoulder
"You're such a great president JenJen"
"Eh? stop you are making me blush" we acted like a couple then laughed it out
Whenever Nayeon and I have time we always hang out since she has club activities as well so to sum it up both of us are always busy
As we were walking I heard moaning sounds coming from the abandoned music room
We stopped our tracks and listened for awhile to see if it really is what we were thinking "Students..." Nayeon whispered and I nodded agreeing at her
This always happens in our campus...that's why we're kinda used to it now but as a president I needed to stop it
I bust the door open but as soon as I saw who the guy was, my knees began to shake then my hands followed
The sight...of my boyfriend on top of the cheerleading member....both naked
Nayeon went to them and slaps my boyfriend as well as the cheerleader before she took me out "You two are done." was all Nayeon said
I could hear him shout my name...but I didn't listen anymore
//END OF FLASHBACK//
After that he went to me and tried to talk to me....to 'fix things out' but I didn't want anything to do with him anymore
After a year Nayeon transferred because of her parents' work making me drown myself at work
Lisa, Jisoo Unnie and Chaeyoung-ah stayed with me until I recovered they were all aware of my past
But I didn't really wanted it to affect me so much so I drowned myself from student council work...I also decided to not bump into him at campus
Thankfully he also transferred school...since he got that cheerleader pregnant
'Smart but at the same time an idiot'
I closed my eyes and drifted to dreamland thinking that I wouldn't dream of it again
Y/N'S POV
"Mr. Lee? it's lights off already...please take some rest" I nodded at the nurse and obeyed her fast
I pull the blanket up to my shoulders and faced the window seeing the stars above
It's so beautiful...being stuck at the hospital wasn't really a bad idea after all
I can relax without worrying about school stuff and eat whenever I want to
'Its a win win after all'
I laughed at my thought before I lay my back completely at the bed and looked at the ceiling
It has always drove to my mind...Jennie when I first met her...she looks like a spoiled kid
Especially because of those intimidating eyes of hers like you could just die right there where tou were standing whenever she looks at you
But when you get to know her and get close to her...
You wouldn't die because of those intimidating eyes
But because of her extreme cuteness...she's just waaaaaay to cute over acting? don't care
That girl can kill thousands of people just by laughing and showing that gummy smile of hers...don't get me started whenever she talks on her baby voice when she wants something or she just really feels like it
I...I just can't,I can't handle that cuteness
Am I inlove?....YES I AM DEFINITELY IN LOVE and that's because of miss Jennie Kim
||Meanwhile Jennie back at the dorm||
"ACHOOOO~"
"Dang it I can't sleep! who keeps thinking and talking about me!?"
AUTHOR'S NOTE: WASSUP! sorry that I just happen to update actively this week I was so busy because of school works and other stuff that I couldn't really find time to update this story...this chapter is pretty long...if you have stayed until this day THANK YOU for waiting patiently and for reading my work I love you so much...and I appreciate it...that's all wait for the upcoming chapters bye bye~