Chapter 21
"Move on"
***HYUNSEONG's POV***
"Hyunseong Sonsaengnim? Gwenchana?"
I look above me and saw Aerri with a worried face. I quickly dried my tears with my hands and sat properly. "What are you doing here Aerri?" I asked her.
"I should be the one asking that sonsaengnim. I always stay here. This is the first time I saw you hang around here." She sat beside me.
"I'm... I'm just trying to get some fresh air." I tried to hide my face from her.
"Oww I see. I mean it doesn't look like that."
"What do you mean?"
"I saw you crying from afar. I'm sorry I didn't mean to interfere or meddle with your problem but I thought that it's better to have someone near you. Crying is not bad but it’s better to face that problem of yours before it could ruin your whole life."
I didn't answer to her. I just stayed quiet and so she is. I lean on the wall and starred the stars in the sky. "Beautiful isn't it?" She broke the silence.
Why does this girl likes me? I sigh. "Aerri... “I called her name in a very low voice.
"Huh? Are you calling me? I think I heard someone calling my name." She looked around to check if there are other people in the rooftop. I laughed a little thinking how cute she was. "Why are you laughing?"
"I am the one who’s calling you." I faced her.
She smiled then she frowned. "Next time when you call my name could you use a louder voice because you just scared me sonsaengnim. I thought there are ghost lurking in my territory."
"Your territory?" How can she say that this is hers?
"Yes my territory. You see, every day I stayed here alone watching the clouds in day and stars when the dark started to engulf the light." She told me.
"Your hobby is interesting." I sneer.
She eyed me with a tiger look. "I know that. You don't have to tell me that I am weird."
"I didn't say you are weird. I said your hobby is interesting. I do that also when I was young."
Again I watch the stars freely sparkle in the night sky. The moon is covered by a huge dark cloud but you can still see its light radiating from it.
I walk up in a white room filled with flowers. Where am I? The last thing that I remember was I am with my sister she's driving her car on our way home. Wait? "Hyunseong are you awake?" My mom quickly came close to my bed when she saw me move.
"Thank God you are okay. She started to cry so I comforted her. Eomma I'm okay you don't have to worry about me." She hugged me and I hugged her. "Eomma where is my noona? How is she?"
"She's okay you don't have to worry about her. Her baby is okay too they are now safe." I believe what my mother told me. It's a relief to hear that my sister is fine and her baby as well. I stayed at the hospital for a couple of days more. My parents told me that my sister already left the hospital a week ago. I was in a coma for two weeks.
"Mom faster I want to see noona. I miss her so much." I dragged my mother towards the exit of the hospital. My father is waiting for us inside the car. I am very excited to see my sister I bet she also misses me. My mom opened the car door for me. When I am going to ride the vehicle somebody grab my arms to stop me.
"Hyunseong, please talk to me. I want to apologize to you and to your sister." Yoori appeared at that moment. My mom pushed the girl away from me. "Don't come near my son. Don't ever show your face to our family." We both rode the car and my dad drove away. You can’t blame my parents for acting that way they almost lost their two children and their future grandchild because of them.
"Uh Hyunseong before we go home lets drop off to the cemetery first." My dad said in a stiff tone. I would I like to ask him why we have to go to the cemetery first. I want to see my sister now. I am dying to know if how she is.
My mom was too quiet all the time. My heart felt uneasy when I saw the entrance of the cemetery. Did something bad happen to my sister when I was in coma? Did my mom tell me the truth that she is okay? I don’t want to jump into conclusion and this kind of thinking is so horrible. I have faith that my sister is still alive.
However, since the day when I woke up I never saw her neither visited me in the hospital nor even call me on my mobile. Thinking about it my heart started to race. This is so creepy. No, no it can't be. She can't die. I won't be able to forgive Yoori if my sister died on that accident. She already shattered my heart into pieces. My first love is the one causes my first ever heart break not only mine but to my lovely sister also.
I gathered all my courage to ask my mom about my sister's condition. I have to do this to ease my mind or else I'm going to break down. "Mom are we gonna visit my sister's grave? Did she die in the accident? Please tell me the truth."
My dad accidentally steps on the break that causes us to shake on our seats... Did I shock them? My mom looked at me with painful eyes. Then my dad roared at me. "What are you saying? Did you hit your head that bad?" I got confused why they are getting mad at me.
"Honey don’t shout at him like that. Maybe he is not aware of the dates since he was in a coma for weeks." My dad apologized to me but my question was still hanging unanswered.
"Hyunseong dear today is your grandfather's death anniversary so we are visiting his grave. Didn't I tell you earlier that your sister is fine so why did you come up that we are visiting her grave?" As expected to a loving mother she speak so calm.
"Because I never saw her since I woke up. She didn't even call me." I looked down, embarrassed of my parents’ reaction.
"Your sister can't walk. She broke her left leg and the doctor advised her to have a completed bed rest. We never allowed her to hold a phone so she won’t stress herself since it is not good for the baby. His ex-boyfriend and friend always text her and call her so we reprimanded her to use her phone." My dad explained everything now I get it.
I sighed and tears fell from my eyes. I was so afraid that she might be gone. I am so relieved hearing that she is still alive and her baby is okay. My mom reached for my hand and squeezed it. "Shhh... Be strong for your sister." Since that day I promised myself to always protect the people who are close to me. I went to gym every day. Studied martial arts and kendo...
After my sister recovered she flew away and went to America. She married there and has a good life. As for Yoori she always visits me in our school to ask for forgiveness. I got feed up so I forgive her but still my love for her stayed the same. I can't still forget her. I never got a chance to confess to her and I had no plans of doing it in the future.
But one day she showed up again and this time it's different. That moment I was a trainee in Starship entertainment. She waited for me outside the company building. I am walking home together with Jeongmin and Donghyun hyung when she called my name. I excuse myself from the two to have a private talk to her.
"Hyunseong I like you. Can we date?" At first I won’t like to believe her but those word sink into my brain. We dated for months. We tried. My parents are against of our relationship. They were so furious about it. They said that the woman that I like is no good for me. However I fought my feeling for her. I stood up against my parents for her.
My training becomes so hard that I hadn't spare extra time to my personal life. First we meet one a week. Then it became once every two weeks until it became once in a month. Even our communication became dull. We seldom exchange messages and call.
I love her and I am willing to give up all of these is she'll ask for. Until one day, me and the other members celebrated because they said we are going to debut soon as a kpop group. We went outside to celebrate but unluckily i saw her with another guy. They were holding hands while walking in the street. She seems so happy with the man she was dating.
Again that feeling I felt when I saw her kissing my sister's ex began to grew inside me. Once more I hated her. I hated everything about her. She tried to call me but I ignore her. I tried to forget her and I focused on my career. I said to myself that I won't love again after that.
I snap out of my dazed when I felt something fell to my shoulder. Crap I forgot about Aerri. She fell asleep beside me. Her head is resting on my shoulder now. Her mouth is partially opened and soft sounds are coming out from her.
Watching her calm face makes my heart calm also. How can a girl put down their defence in front of a guy? She should act more careful in the future. ~ring~ring
"Nae yeoboseyo?" Its Donghyun hyung calling.
"Are you okay? We won’t attend the wedding if you want too." I know they understand my situation.
"No, let’s all go together. I need to face this and release everything." Donghyun hyung took sometime before he answered back.
"Are you sure about this?" He asked again.
"Yes hyung I am. I want to congratulate them." Now she's going to settle down with the same man I saw back then.
"If that’s what you want. By the way it’s getting late you need to return in our dorm." He commanded.
"Okay I'll be back then."
"Are you done thinking?" Aerri woke up rubbing her eyes.
"Yes, thank you for staying by my side." I caressed her hair and kissed her forehead. I never got so close to girls beside from my sister. Yes I dated before but as far as I remember I haven't even held Yoori's hand nor kiss her.
"Sonsaengnim please don't be sweet to me I might assume thing." She murmured.
"I'm sorry Aerri I didn't mean to do that. I'm just thankful that's all." What the heck? Why did I kiss her?
"It's okay sonsaengnim. I need to go now." She bowed her head.
"Okay see you tomorrow then." I bowed down too.
"Ah and one more thing, I won't give p that easily. I will patiently wait for you sonsaengnim." Then she ran off.
I chuckled hearing that. Maybe it's not a bad idea to open my heart again. I know time will come someone out there will heal my broken heart. And I hope that's you... Aerri...
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Finally Hyunseong's pov was finished. Wahhh I never thought writing his story will end up like this...
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