“Angel.”
Napadilat ako nang maramdaman ko ang braso ni Zakarius sa baywang ko. Napakunot ang noo ko nang dahan-dahan siyang humiga sa tabi ko saka sumiksik sa leeg ko.
“What are you doing here?! I told you na sa couch ka matutulog, diba?!” I shouted and pushed him lightly. Hindi naman siya nagpatinag at mas hinigpitan ang yakap sa 'kin.
“I told you I can't sleep there, ang small ng space do'n, and I'll just sleepwalk. Just hug me with your arms and legs just like what you did last time para hindi ako mag-sleepwalk,” he murmured and inhaled my neck.
Nawala ang antok ko dahil naging conyo na naman siya. I just chewed my lower lip to restrain myself from laughing. Damn this stubborn, cute and conyo man.
“No, masyado ka ng sinu-suwerte. Pumayag na nga ako na rito ka tumuloy, e. Requesting to sleep beside me is too much, Zakarius,” I said and pushed his chest again.
“I thought you'll let me sleep beside you now because we had sex. Why are you so heartless? I can't sleep there on the couch. Natatakot ako mag-isa sa living room, it's so dark there,” pag-iinarte pa niya at isinubsob naman ang mukha sa dibdib ko. “Squishy squishy,” he murmured and gripped my left bossom gently.
I gasped and slapped his hand. My cheeks instantly heated. Nakaramdam din ako nang kakaibang kuryente na dumadaloy sa buong katawan ko sa ginawa niya.
Calm your horny nerves, Angel Mendoza!
“Natatakot kang mag-isa? Hindi ka nga natatakot sa ahas, e. Let me go nga, doon ka sa couch!” naiiritang sabi ko at itinulak ang mukha niya palayo sa dibdib ko.
“Sige na, just for tonight. Hmm?” pangungulit pa niya saka tumingin nang seryoso sa mga mata ko.
“No, I know na masusundan pa 'yang ‘just for tonight’ na 'yan. Get out of my room, now,” I said and pushed him again.
Napabuntong hininga na lang si Zakarius at inalis ang braso sa baywang ko. Mukha siyang bata na hindi napagbigyan na bilhan ng laruan. Bumangon siya sa kama ko at walang salita na lumabas ng kuwarto ko.
Napataas na lang ang kilay ko, nagtatampo ba siya?
Well, nevermind. Magtampo siya kung gusto niya. I don't care.
I just took my phone and opened my twitter account and looked at some tweets. Napataas na lang ang kilay ko dahil hanggang ngayon trending ang love team kuno namin ni Castor.
Nang magsawa ako, ibinalik ko na lang ulit ang phone ko sa bedside table at sinubukang matulog ulit.
I sighed while staring at the ceiling. I can't sleep now. This is all Zakarius' fault. If he didn't just barge in, siguro tulog na ako ngayon.
Inabot ako nang mahigit thirty minutes kakatitig sa kisame. I can't stop thinking about Zakarius. I admit, medyo nakonsensya ako sa pagpapaalis ko sa kanya rito sa kuwarto ko.
Napaismid na lang ako at bumangon saka lumabas ng kuwarto. Pupunta na sana ako sa kusina para uminom nang tubig nang makita ko si Zakarius na nakahiga sa couch at nakapikit.
He was right, the couch is too small for his large frame. It's his fault, he keeps on insisting to stay here. He has his own house, a very huge house, say bigger than mine. Bakit ipinagpipilitan niya ang sarili rito sa bahay ko na isa lang naman ang silid.
Lumapit ako sa kanya at umupo sa mini table na nasa tapat ng couch. He looks cute while covered with comforter. Para siyang guwapong suman. I chuckled gently with my thought.
I stared at his face and bit the insides of my cheeks. I hate the fact that his eyelashes are longer than mine, he has more beautiful eyes, and more attractive lips than me... Hindi makatarungan.
“Zak,” I mumbled and gently stroked his hair.
I smiled when he starts murmuring something I couldn't understand. He's always like this when sleeping. No one can't resist this cute side of him.
Lumapit ako sa kanya at umupo sa tabi niya. I held his hand and put it on my lap while staring at him.
“Zakarius.” I stroked the back of his hand with my thumb gently and then intertwined our fingers. I smiled faintly and took my phone, buti na lang at dinala ko 'to.
I took a picture of our intertwined hands. I giggled softly and put my phone on the mini table after. I stared at him again, he's still sleeping peacefully.
Napakagat ako sa ibabang labi ko at humiga sa couch katabi niya at nagsumiksik sa dibdib niya. I hugged his waist and nuzzled on his neck. I gasped when he hugged me back. I looked at him again, nakahinga ako nang maluwag nang makitang nakapikit pa rin siya at mabigat ang paghinga.
Tulog mantika si Zakarius.
I inhaled his manly scent, I bet he's not wearing any perfume right now but damn, he still smells good. He used my shower gel that smells flowers pero nangingibabaw pa rin ang natural na amoy niya. I sighed and hugged him tighter. Yumakap ako sa batok niya at ipinulupot ko ang mga hita ko sa baywang niya. Buti na lang at hindi naman siya nagising.
I kissed his right cheek gently and caressed it. I traced my finger on his face while staring at him. Hindi ko magagawa 'to nang gising siya kaya sasamantalahin ko na ngayon.
I gasped when Zakarius suddenly opened his eyes and held my hand, I blinked twice and pulled my hand away from him but he just gripped it tighter while staring at me.
“You woke me up, woman,” he murmured in his husky and super sexy voice. My knees literally shuddered because of his fucking bedroom voice.
“I-I'm sorry, n-natatakot lang ako na baka mag-sleepwalk ka na naman,” bulong ko. Akmang babangon na ako ngunit agad niyang nahawakan ang baywang ko at mas siniksik ako sa tabi niya.
“Stay here beside me,” he mumbled and closed his eyes. I just bit my lower lip and nodded like an obedient child.
Napatingin ako sa mukha niya, nakapikit pa rin siya pero bahagya itong napangiti. Napangiti na lang din ako at muling sumubsob sa leeg niya.
Lulubusin ko na lang, pansamantala lang naman lahat ng 'to, e.
* * *
“Is that a hickey?” Cassian asked and pointed my neck. I just rolled my eyes at him and covered my neck.
“Just mosquito bite,” I answered and avoided his gaze.
Napailing na lang si Cassian habang nakataas ang kilay. He doesn't look convinced with my answer.
“Nadia, make sure that red thingy on her neck won't be visible,” Cassian whispered to my personal make up artist. I just rolled my eyes and threw the tissue roll at him.
Hindi na nga masyadong visible ang hickies ko, e. Nagsearch pa talaga ako sa internet para malaman ang mabilis na pampatanggal ng hickey. This is all Zakarius' fault, damn him to the highest degree.
Pumikit na lang ako at hinayaan ang make up artist ko na ayusan ako. Castor and I will be having a swimwear photoshoot for our endorsement. I'm wearing a black backless one piece swimsuit, Castor on the other hand is just wearing his trunks. He really loves exposing his body. Kahit may concert siya palagi niyang hinuhubad ang shirt niya kaya marami ang nahuhumaling sa kanya... but not me.
My eyebrow arched when I turned my gaze at Zakarius. Katabi niya ang photographer pati na rin si Cassian. Wala ba siyang trabaho? Napapadalas yata ang pagpunta niya sa mga shooting ko.
I took my phone and texted him.
Why are you here again?
Napatingin akong muli sa kanya. He took his phone from his jeans' pocket. He glanced at me before typing on his phone.
Zakarius ‘fcking’ Cavalcante:
Cassian invited me, did you forget that I will be the director for your next movie?
Muling napataas ang kilay ko sa reply niya. Muli akong nag-type sa phone ko.
I know, but it doesn't mean that you have to come here every time!!!
I looked at him as I hit the reply button. Agad niyang tiningnan ang phone niya at muling nag-type.
Zakarius ‘fcking’ Cavalcante
I just wnat to see you act.
want*
Natawa na lang ako sa typo niya. Nagmamadali ba siya masyadong mag-type?
“Okay! Let's start!”
Agad akong napatayo nang matapos na akong make up-an ni Nadia. I removed my robe and fixed my slightly disheveled hair. Lumapit na ako kay Castor na kanina pa naka-puwesto.
“Okay, for your first pose... Angel, hold Castor's chest and look in his eyes. Castor, hold Angel's waist and pull her closer to you” the photographer demanded.
Huminga na lang ako nang malalim at hinawakan ang dibdib ni Castor. I'm kinda nervous because Zakarius is here, kung wala siya rito malamang sobrang confident ako.
Castor held my waist and stared directly in my eyes. I sighed and smiled awkwardly at him, he just chuckled and gently squeezed my waist.
“Are you alright?” he whispered on my ear. I just nodded and inhaled deeply, trying to calm myself.
The photoshoot started. Castor is so good at his job, pakiramdam ko ako ang sumisira ng photoshoot. Hindi talaga ako mapakali, nararamdaman ng photographer 'yon kaya naka-ilang shots kami pero hindi pa rin siya satisfied sa kinakalabasan.
“Castor.”
Napatingin kaming lahat kay Zakarius nang bigla itong lumapit kay Castor at bahagya itong hinila palayo sa 'kin. Napasinghap na lang ako sa ginawa niya. Napaawang na lang ang bibig ko nang lumapit siya sa 'kin.
“Can I touch you, Miss Mendoza?” he asked. I just gulped and unconsciously nodded, my mind was suddenly clouded.
He held both of my hands and put it on his chest. He held my waist and pulled me closer to him. Hinawakan niya ang baba ko at marahan 'yong inangat hanggang sa magtagpo ang mga mata namin.
My hands are literally shaking, my heart is pounding like crazy in my ribcage. His blue eyes are like penetrating my insides again, making my system go wild. Why is he doing this to me?
Halos lahat mg staff sa set ay halatang nagulat pa rin sa ginawa niya, maski ako naman.
“You have to look directly at your partner's eyes, look fierce, h'wag mong ipahalata na kinakabahan ka,” sabi niya na lang. Napapatango naman ang mga staff na tila ba sumasang-ayon sa sinabi niya.
“I-I know what to do, Director Cavalcante, I'm just kinda distracted!” I exclaimed, trying to suppress myself from melting against his body.
Inilapit niya ang labi sa tainga ko saka bumulong do'n.
“Am I distracting you, Angel Mendoza?”
I gasped in shock, but I still remained calm. Ayaw kong magwala sa inis dito nang dahil sa kanya. Baka pagdudahan pa kami ng mga staff dito.
“I'm not, you're so assuming to the highest degree,” I whispered back, my teeth are gritting.
“If I'm distracting you, I'll take my leave. Go to your private dressing room after this fucking photoshoot,” bulong niyang muli saka lumayo na sa 'kin. He tapped Castor's shoulder before leaving the room. Napaawang na lang ang labi ko.
The heck?
AGAD AKONG dumiretso sa dressing room ko kagaya ng sinabi ni Zakarius after ng photoshoot and after I changed my clothes.
Napasinghap ako nang agad na may humila sa 'kin papasok sa loob ng dressing room pagbukas ko ng pinto.
“Zakarius! How did you--”
Hindi natapos ang sasabihin ko nang agad na siilin ni Zakarius ng halik ang labi ko. As a marupok as I am, I responded to his hungry kisses without any hesitation.
Zakarius held both sides of my waist and lift me up. I gripped his nape and encircled my legs on his waist. I moaned softly when he bit my lower lip gently and put his tongue inside my mouth, exploring the insides of my mouth. He carried me to my dressing room's bathroom and closed the door. Pinaupo niya ako sa bathroom sink habang patuloy pa rin akong hinahalikan sa labi.
My lips parted when he distanced himself from me. I groaned in protest, I want his luscious lips on mine again.
“I want you so much, Angel... I fucking want you now,” he murmured while unbuckling his belt. I just bit my lower lip and get off the sink. Lumapit ako sa kanya at yumakap sa batok niya.
Zakarius carried me again and pinned me on the wall. He pulled his pants down and ripped off my skirt. I didn't protest and just kissed his lips. Damn, I can't think of anything right now. I fucking want him too.
Zakarius ripped my underwear too and threw it on the sink. He held my butt and lifted it, I instantly encircled my legs on his waist and clung on his nape.
He pulled his pants down together with his boxer and rubbed his bare manhood on my center. My eyes dilated with excitement, damn, I want him inside me again, I want him thrusting inside me again like his life depends on it.
My whole body shivered when he starts rubbing the tip of his hardness on my feminity. My lips parted and my toes curled, my flesh instantly gets damped. My body reacts on its own with his touch and advances.
He kissed my lips passionately, I answered his kisses with equal fire, I tried to keep up with his hungry kisses but my whole body is shivering right now.
Our tongues fought inside my mouth, he stroked my back sensually while still rubbing his hardness on my center. I groaned and hugged his nape tighter, pushing him to penetrate his c-ck inside me.
“Relax, we'll get there,” he murmured and put his calloused hand inside my blouse and starts fondling my bossom. I inhaled deeply and moved my hips against his. My insides churned when I felt him playing with my nipple using his fingers, he's gently pulling it and then slightly twisting it with his fingers.
His mouth goes down until it reached my neck. I held his shoulder, trying to stop him.
“Z-Zak....no hickies, please, baby,” I begged and gripped his broad shoulders tightly. I'm still drunk because of his touch and kisses but I can't let him put hickies on my neck right now.
Zakarius just planted kisses on my neck and ran his tongue on my skin there, his hot and sinful tongue makes me crazy. Nagtayuan ang mga balahibo ko dahil sa ginawa niya.
Zakarius gently penetrated my womanhood with his hardness. I bit my lower lip and closed my eyes tightly. Bumigat ang paghinga ko kasabay ng panginginig ng kalamnan ko.
“Fucking tight,” he murmured and gripped my ass, he pulled it closer to his hardness and penetrated inside my core deeper.
“Aahhh...” I moaned softly and gripped his shoulders. Zakarius groaned on my neck while bitting his lower lip.
Tila hindi ko na maramdaman ang malamig na tiles sa likuran ko dahil sa init na dumadaloy sa buong katawan ko. I can't think of anything right now, his hardness inside my feminity means everything to me right now.
Nakaramdam ako ng kirot nang mas ibaon niya pa paglalalaki sa loob ko. I just bit my tongue, trying to stop myself from screaming and sobbing. I don't want him to stop, I want him so much.
“Ah, fuck... my Angel.” He groaned like a wounded animal and thrusts faster on my center.
My eyes dilated when he starts ramming his c-ck faster inside my wetness. I bit my lower lip and moved my hips against his. Nanginginig ang buong katawan ko, hindi na rin ako mapakali dahil sa kakaibang kiliti na dulot niya sa 'kin.
“Aahhh... P-please, fuck me harder, baby. Please, oohhh!” I can't stop myself from screaming anymore.
He gripped my ass tighter and moved it against his thrusts. I'm literally writhing like crazy underneath him right now. His huge shaft inside me feels good, halos mabaliw na ako sa sensasyong ibinibigay niya.
“You want me to fuck you harder? Hmm?” he murmured in a deep sexy voice and pulled his c-ck out of my flesh. My mouth agape as emptiness filled my system.
“Z-Zak, please, fuck me again. I want you so much... Hmm...” I bit my lower lip and desperately moved my hips. Zakarius stared at me with his intense eyes.
Tila nalalasing na tumingin na lang din ako sa kanya at muling napakagat sa ibabang labi ko. I need him so much, I can't take this anymore.
“Fuck, you look so hot right now, my Angel,” he whispered and then shoved his whole shaft inside me again without any notice. My womanhood instantly clenched because of the penetration of his huge hard on. My core felt so stretched and full.
“Aaahh... Damn, you're so good, baby. Please fuck me more, don't stop... Fuck me harder, ooohh!” I moved my hips against his and bit his shoulder gently. He doesn't seem to mind because he just keep on thrusting like a madman inside me.
Natigilan ako nang marinig ko ang pagbukas ng pinto sa dressing room ko. Agad kong hinawakan nang mahigpit ang balikat ni Zak.
“S-stop, someone entered,” I whispered and held his stomach, trying to stop him from shoving his c-ck inside me.
Zakarius didn't stop, my lips parted when his movements became faster and rougher. My p-ssy clenched against his hardness. Zakarius groaned softly, minimizing his voice.
“Angel! Where are you? Are you there ba sa bathroom?”
I bit my lower lip when I heard Cassian's voice. I scratched Zakrius' back, trying to stop his thrusts but he's so stubborn!
“I'm fucking near, I know you too. Don't mind him, he won't enter,” he murmured and rammed his c-ck deeper and swirl it inside me. I covered my mouth because of the overflowing sensation. I bit my finger to stop my moans.
“Angel!”
I closed my eyes tightly when Cassian starts knocking the bathroom's door.
“I-I'm taking a shower--aahhh...”
I was shocked when Zakarius rubbed my cl-t with the tip of his finger while thrusting roughly. The tingling sensation earlier became too much, I can't take this anymore. His fingers on my cl-t added fuel to the fire. This sensation is too much to bear.
Fuck. Zakarius doesn't even seem nervous about being caught. He's just thrusting his hips, trying to make me lose my sanity while fucking me harder and deeper.
“Are you alright? Bakit parang nadaing ka riyan?!” tanong pa nito saka muling kumatok.
“I'm fine! Just leave me alone! Kapag ako nainis hindi ako pupunta sa shooting!” pananakot ko saka muling kinagat ang daliri ko.
“Fine! Ang arte mo talagang babae ka.”
Hinintay ko muna na marinig ang pagtunog ng pinto bago ako muling nag-focus sa ginagawa namin ni Zak.
“Aahhh... F-fuck you, Zak. Hmm,” I moaned when he rammed inside me deeper, reaching my G-spot. My eyes burned with desire as it dilated while thrusting my hips against his.
My flesh tightened when I felt something familiar building up inside me. I bit my lower lip and moved my hips desperately, Zakarius released a manly groan and fondled my bossom while thrusting.
His c-ck was relentless, driving me roughly while plowing into my wetness deeply like his life depends on it.
“Fuck, I-I... I'm almost there, Zak. Please, harder, baby...” I murmured when my insides churned.
After Zakarius' deep and hard thrust, my body clenched around him. I felt dizzy and my mind became clouded as I came. His c-ck gleamed with my juices. He just groaned and desperately thrusts his hips as he came right after me.
My lips parted when hot thick liquid gushed in inside me. My eyes dilated as his cum streamed on my inner legs. My whole body convulsed while letting the pleasure took over my mind.
He keeps on thrusting, but slower this time. He planted all his seeds inside me, my mind went blank when I realized what he did.
“Zakarius, y-you came inside me,” I murmured. I closed my eyes while panting.
Zakarius carried me and let me sit on the bathroom sink.
“Ah, my bad,” he said as if what he did isn't a big deal. I punched his chest.
“I-I might get pregnant,” I murmured and collapsed on his body. He hugged my waist and inhaled my shoulder.
He didn't say anything, he just gently stroked my hair while planting small kisses on my shoulder blade.
“Nevermind, I'll just take some birth control pills or what,” I murmured. My body is still trembling because of that mind-blowing sex.
Zakarius remained silent. Kumuha siya ng maliit na towel na nakasabit sa likod ng pinto. He washed the towel and wiped my wet feminity. I just closed my eyes because of embarrassment. Ang init na ng magkabilang pisngi ko ngayon. Hindi ko alam pero bigla akong nahiya sa ginawa niya.
He removed all of his clothes as well as mine cleaning me up. Ngayon ko lang na-realize na gumawa kami ng kababalaghan dito sa banyo pero kumpleto pa rin ang damit niya.
We took a quick shower, gaya ng inaasahan ko, nagpumilit na naman si Zak na magkuskos ng katawan ko kaya hinayaan ko na lang.
After a quick shower, he covered my body with a robe. Kumuha siya ng isa pang tuwalya na nakasabit at ibinalot 'yon sa baywang niya. Binuhat niya ako at inilabas ng banyo pagkatapos. Dahan-dahan niya akong iniupo sa couch. Agad siyang nagtungo sa pinto at ni-lock 'yon saka muling bumalik sa tabi ko.
Kahit na nanginginig pa ang mga tuhod ko. I still gathered my strength and took an underwear and clothes on my drawer and wear it kahit pa nasa harapan ko siya. Wala na naman akong itatago sa kanya.
I took a large t-shirt and a sweatpants and gave it to him. Buti na lang at may ganyan ako rito.
“Wear this muna,” sabi ko at inabot sa kanya iyon. Napatango na lang siya at basta na lang hinubad ang tuwalya saka nagbihis sa harapan ko. Napatikhim na lang ako at napaiwas ng tingin sa kanya.
Damn this man and his hot body.
“How did you know where my dressing room is?” nakataas-kilay na tanong ko nang matapos na siyang magbihis.
Mukha lang siyang nasa bahay sa suot niya pero mukha namang wala siyang pakialam.
“Ahm, I just know,” he said with no emotions in his eyes.
“Whatever, aalis na 'ko. Bahala ka ng umalis, just make sure no one will see you kundi lagot ka sa akin.”
Akmang magtutungo na ako sa pinto upang lumabas nang agad na mahawakan ni Zak ang kamay ko.
“Angel,” he mumbled and bit his lower lip. I just raised my eyebrow at him.
Damn, he looks so cute right now.
“Can you stay here for a minute? I want us to cuddle even just for a minute,” he murmured and looked down as if he's embarrassed. Namumula rin nang bahagya ang mukha niya.
My heart throbbed because of an unknown emotion. I bit my lower lip, my mind is screaming ‘no’ and telling me to leave him here... but I found myself lying down on the couch with him, while hugging each other. He caressed my long hair gently, I just closed my eyes, nuzzled on his neck, and hugged him tightly.
I'm so doomed.
Kahit pa ilang ulit kong itanggi sa isip ko, alam ng puso ko ang totoo kong nararamdaman...
...I'm falling in love with him again.