Gulf POV
Mew go to office so early in the morning. He doesn't even wake me up and wait for me so we can go to the office together. He's really mad at me. I wonder what am I going to do now so he can forgive me and look at me lovingly again just like he used to before. As soon as I sitted on my desk. I just keep on staring at him. I also tried to start a conversation while we are working. I tried to make him laugh with my lame jokes. He's not ignoring me but I know that it's not his real self. He is chuckling and answering back but I know it was forced.
I can't take it anymore. I know I must do something. I approached him and sit on his lap. I stare straight to his eyes for awhile before I attempt on kissing him. I was about to touch his lips when he pushed me away gently and avoid my gaze.
"I'm not in the mood Gulf." that's all he say. I hugged him tightly. I felt like crying already.
"Khor tot na... What do you want me to do? I'll promise I won't make you sad again. Please forgive me." I plead him still holding him tightly.
Mew POV
It fucking hurts. After I knew him, I swear to myself that I will change and be faithful cause I really love him. I never thought that time will come that I will be like this. That I will cry for someone just because I'm jealous. I know I'm being crazy but I want him to be only mine. I don't want other people to touch him because just like my personal stuffs I want him to be used by me only since he's mine. I don't know if I should explain this to him or I must let him realize it by himself.
Right now he's trying hard to make me happy. I don't know I'm also trying but I just can't. How can I? Everytime I see him I remember what he have done. I know he doesn't mean to do it. I'm confident that he love me. But I'm just a human. I can feel jealousy and anger as well. Maybe I just need time.
Gulf POV
I am hurt. And I'm so unhappy about our current situation. But I realize, if I'm so much hurt right now. What more my Mew? Maybe I'll just let him think. I know it will not take that long until he trust me again. As of now, what I need to do is to confront Kao and settle everything. So in the future, me and Mew will not face the same problem anymore.
"Kao, I didn't told Mew what you did. Actually I let him think that it's me who did it. I didn't do it for you. I do it for him. Now, can you explain it to me." I told Kao as soon as he finish drying his hands. He gulped first before speaking and looking at me.
" I'm sorry Gulf and thank you for not telling him. I'm really sorry. "
" I accept your apology. But Kao I need your explanation. "
" that's why I'm really sorry. I can't tell you. Sorry Gulf." he keeps on fidgeting the hem of his shirt.
I just sighed.
" If you don't want to tell me, okay fine. But if this happen again. I won't tolerate it anymore. I don't want problems with my bf. "
I turn my back from him and start to walk away but I suddenly stop when he spoke...
"I really like you Gulf!" that makes me turn around and frown at him.
"That's the only truth that I can tell you for now. I'm sorry." and then he walked away hurriedly.
Mew POV
I heard everything. I want to beat Kao as soon as I heard that he's the one who initiates the kiss but what made me more angry is his sudden confession to Gulf. Fuck! I calmed myself and restrain myself cause I don't want to make a scene here. But at least I'm kinda relieved cause now I know that it's not really Gulf's fault so, basically I should not be angry to him or should I? Why is he covering Kao in th first place?... Maybe he's just afraid of what will I do. Yeah, that's it. I don't want to think of negativities anymore. I should fixed our relationship now. And I missed him already.
At the house...
As soon as I finished taking a shower. I immediately lay beside him and hug him tightly. I missed this... He immediately turn around to me.
"You're not going to sleep on the couch anymore?" I nodded.
"Does this mean I'm already forgiven?" I nodded again.
"I'm really so..."
I didn't let him finish what he was about to say cause I already kissed him. He immediately kiss me back and pull me closer by his arms circling my nape. I pulled back for awhile.
"Let's be like this forever." he nodded and we kissed again but with more intensity this time.
A/N:
Awieee they're okay already. I'm happy🤧