But I don't want to let go
I don't know what this feeling is. dont' want to leave her here I want to stay with her. I never knew what love is nor did I know what affection was. Ever since I was little nobody shared affection with me only brutal beatings and those people to tell me you can do better. Not once in my life have I been told the words I love you nor did I hear I like you. No affection had been left for me my father was cruel and he did whatever he wanted to get what he wanted. I don't know why but physical contact with kei makes my heart beat faster it makes me want to hold onto her forever but I knew that nobody would like me there's plenty more boys to pick from and I'm not the one.
I let go of kei but suddenly I felt lips touch mines I had only been taught how to please a girl but never had I pleased one.
I then saw kei running away then I felt a smirk come onto my face for the first time Ive made a expression other then looking bored