(I don't own the rights to this song.)
Recap: Lyla recorded a song with Jhene Aiko which she was very happy to. She had a lot of bad memories come to her head and had kind of like a panic attack mixed with anxiety. After she came back and told the gang why she was feelin the way she was it's was because of Tjay. And how he was abusive. After they comforted her they left to get something to eat and now it's present time.
Jonathan's POV
I 've been watching Lyla sleep for the longest man she so beautiful to me. Kacey is layin right next to her with her head on Lyla's stomach. She so cute. I took my phone out and took a pic of them. Those my girls right there. I was just staring at them with a big smile on my face when Mosey walked in. "Bro you can't just stare at them while they sleepin that's creepy." Mosey said laughing. "What I can't help it." I said looking away from them they looked at Mosey. "I know you love them bro but dang." He said pulling out his phone. I brushed him off then looked back at Kacey and Lyla. "Ayy I gotta idea." I said shooting up from the couch making Lathan jump (Oh and I might use his real name every once and a while when I get tired of calling him mosey). "What bro?" He asked looking at me weirdly. "You could help me throw them a surprise party for Kacey's birthday." I whispered sitting back down next to him. "Nice idea bro her birthday in like what 3 days." He said nodding. "No stupid it's in 2 days." I said slapping the back of his head. "Ow dang I was only a day off." He said rubbing the back of his head. "It still counts. But anyways I will text you the details so she won't hear us." I said tryna make a plan. "Ok ya that makes since but can I tell the rest of the gang?" He asked. "Ya just tell them to keep it a surprise." I said. "Can I tell Jhene?" He asked. "Yes bro." I said tryna think. Then I heard a shift of movement. I looked up to see Lyla slowly moving Kacey off of her so she can get up. "Hey guys." She said yawning. "Sounds like you still tired." I said smiling. "I know I had a long night." She said fully getting up. "Well you hungry?" I asked her. "Ya I'm goin make some breakfast for ya'll." She said walking towards the kitchen. "No you not you still tired go back to sleep." I said. "No I'm good I'm usually more tired, it's kind of normal to me." She said tryna reach something from a higher level. "For one no your not." I said walking up to her. "And second of all isn't this how we met?" I asked her smiling. She blushed and nodded. I walked closer to her and pulled her closer to me. "Go lay down mamas and rest." I whispered in her ear. She looked up at me and nodded.
Lyla's POV
I was actually lowkey still tired. I got my phone and looked at the time and it was 1:00 p.m.. "Nah I can't go back to sleep it's 1 already I ain't sleepy no more." I said looking at Chi then at Mosey. "Ima go live just because why not." I whispered to myself. I went on Instagram then set it up. "Wassup live ." I said holding up the peace signs on both hands. Mosey and Chi looked at me then at my phone. "Oh you live." Mosey said. I nodded. "Ayy you guys ask me some questions I'm bored." I said lookin at my phone. "Why don't u talk bout Tjay." I read then tears started to feel my eyes. I could feel Mosey and Chi staring at me. "Because." I said mad at the dumb question they asked. "I've moved on, next question." I said looking at the phone. "Why did you pick to be with Chi when there are lot's of other guys out there?" I read. "Well because for one it's not easy to find someone that is caring, cute, not selfish, not abusive, not overprotected, and taller than me." I said chuckling a little bit. "But nah his perfect to me." I said blushing a little bit and looking towards him. "What's going on with the song between you and Jhene." I read squinting my eyes. "Well me and Jhene recorded a song yesterday and we are goin make some changes to it then it should be ready to put out." I said nodding. "Is Chi or Mosey around?" I read. "Ya they right here." I said turning my phone to them. "Wassup, GANGLAND." Mosey shouted showing his grill. "What's good." Chi said looking up. "Aight that's enough." I said sitting my phone back down. "How do you feel about Leah?" I read then froze. Leah was my baby I lost. Tears started to swell in eyes and one dropped. Her birthday is coming up. Her name was Aaliyah but I called her Leah. I didn't know what to feel after that. It was Tjay's baby. He was the one that made me lose her. He beat me when I was pregnant and my doctors called me in to give me a check up and they told me I had lost her. I was 8 in a half months along. "I ummm... I-I gotta go." I said while tears began to go down my face. Then ended the live. I took my hand and wiped my face and just sat there. About a minute later Mosey said something. "Yo Lay you good." He said putting his phone down and looking at me. Then I felt Jonathan look at me. "Bae you good." He asked looking concerned. I wanted to answer them but no words came out. I tried speaking but nothing came out. I snuggled myself into a ball and laid my head on his chest and cried. I cried so hard and I tried to talk but my voice cracked. "Hey hey slow down it's ok." He said trying to comfort me. I cried even hard when he said that. "Yo bro what's wrong wit her?" Mosey asked looking at me then at Jonathan. "I don't know." He said confused. Then everybody walked in. "Why she cryin?" Royce asked coming and sitting by me and rubbing my back. "I don't know she ended her live then started cryin and laid her head on my chest." He replied confused. "Was it something the live said?" KK asked. I nodded. "What did they say to make you cry like dis?" Neek asked very confused. I sat up then wiped my face. I then tried to say something but the only thing that came out was, "M-My....." I started to say then ended up crying again. I cleared my face up by wiping my face. "It has something to do with Tjay." I said still crying a little. "Don't tell me dat boy was in yo live." Sauve said getting mad. "No." I said trying to pull my thoughts together. "What is it?" Chi asked tryna find out. "When I first turned 15 me and Tjay had just found out I was 2 weeks pregnant." I said then went silent. "Where's the baby?" Mosey asked looking around. "Is Kacey really your daughter?" Neek asked. "NO." I said real quick. "I lost the baby." I said letting out a big cry. Everyone went quiet. "I lost the baby when I was 8 in a half months pregnant. And it was a girl. I had already had a name for her it was Aaliyah. But I was goin to call her Leah." I said finally calming down. "It was Tjay's fault for me losing her. He beat me when I was pregnant, so one day my doctors called me to come in for a check up and I did. They then told me that I had lost the baby." I said. They all had shocked expressions on their faces. "I know it's a lot if you don't want to be with me no more Jonathan I understand." I said starting to cry more. "No, no I'd never do dat to you." He said wrapping me into a hug. "Ima beat dis guy up I swear." He said under his breath. My heart felt warm when he said that. I def feel protected when I'm in his arms like nothing can hurt me. "That's a lot to go through." Royce said feeling bad for my situation. "Ya and what yo mom and brother gotta say bout it." Mosey asked looking concerned. "They said I was tryna be fast and that's what I get, when they don't even know the full story. He made me then made me lose it. I felt insecure for a while." I said releasing from the hug. "It's ok because the next time I see him he will be so dead." Mosey said looking dead serious. "When's her birthday?" KK asked randomly. Jonathan and Mosey shout him a hard glare. "No it's ok." I said tryna reasrure them that I was fine. "Her birthday was the 05-29-2018 a day before mine." I said tryna put on a nice smile. "Oh I'm sorry." He said looking down. "NO it's ok." I said playing with my fingers. "Ayyy how bout we don't think bout the sad times and go to the mall." Jonathan said a little loud. "Ya." I said so everyone can agree. Everyone nodded. "Dress in something cute but not too revealing." Jonathan whispered in my ear. I nodded. I went upstairs to my room to see Kacey playing with some toys. She didn't really have toys like that and I haven't seen this one before. I came up to her and looked at the toy closely. "Where you get this from kay?" I asked her. She looked up at me then smiled. "Jonathan got it for me. He said it was a early birthday present." She said smiling. I returned the smile. "Ok I gonna get dressed then we're going to go to the mall for a bit, k." I said looking back at her. She nodded then went back to playing with her toy. Wow Jonathan got her some toys. It's not that I'm shocked or anything it's just no body really buys her toys unless I do it. I took a shower then got out. I put my towel around me and walked out the bathroom to see Kacey knocked out on the floor. How can she even sleep on the floor, I can't a day in my life if I don't have a blanket and a pillow at least. She didn't have any of that. I just shook my head and looked threw my closet. I saw an outfit that looked cute to me. Then I looked for Kacey an outfit. I got to this outfit that looked so adorable to me. I got dressed and did my hair then put this on 👇👇👇
I wore this because Kacey's outfit had yellow on it too so why not. I then went over to Kay and shook her. She smiled at me then got up. I showered her and did her hair. Dang sometimes I need to stop and look at what masterpiece I have created because she is lookin fire rn. This is what she wore this. (It won't let me upload the picture the thing acting dumb.
Go to her instagram it's (sxylvvlori) And on her instagram it's gonna say skyla official I think). (It's the thrasher white shirt on with like with overall's skirt thing and some red and white checkered vans on, it's cute though.) I walked downstairs and Jonathan looked up from his phone. "Look at my girls." He said smiling. "Took ya'll long enough." Neek said getting up from the couch. "Ugly lil boi." I said under my breath. "Whatchu say?" He said coming towards me. "YOU HEARD ME I SAID "UGLY LIL BOI." I yelled at him. "Get yo girl Chi before I get her for you." He said looking real mad. "Dang can you calm down it ain't even that serious." I said laughing and walking away. "Why you yell at my sis, huh?" Kay asked tryna act tough. "Awww...... I got me a lil shoota." I said grabbing Kay's hand. "That was cute." Chi said laughing. "Aight let's go, I see u lil Kay." Mosey said pinching kay's cheecks. We followed him out of the house and got in the car and left to the mall. When we got there I wondered off to Forever 21, with Kacey in my arms. I was looking at some clothes when some random guy came up to me. "Wassup shawty." He said. I looked up and it was some guy he was real tall with curly hair. "Hi." I said then looked back at the shirt I was thinking of getting. "Soo... you gotta boyfriend or what, this your daughter?" He asked tryna get closer to me. "Yes I do, and no this is my sister." I said still looking at the clothes. He moved closer to me and grabbed my chin. "Why you bein so disrespectful?" He asked looking mad. I tried to get out of his grip but he was strong shoot. I got away but he pulled me back then made his grip even harder. I had Kacey in my arms still and he was trying to touch he .Then I saw the gang walking towards us. "Get off of me I'm warning you my brothers don't play bout me or my sister." I said. He just laughed but then got cut off by Jonathan pulling me away from him. "Whatchu doin bruh which yo hands on my girl like dat." He said obviously mad. "I don't like how you was touchin my sisters like dat." Mosey pitched in getting closer to the guy. Then before you know it the gang was surrounding me lookin real mad. "I would advise you to run before I do something I might regret." Mosey said with a dark glare in his eyes. The guy looked real scared and ran. They then turned their attention to me. "You can't walk off like dat, you stay close to us for now on." Jonathan said. "I'm sorry." I said looking down at the ground. "It's not your fault guys be actin dumb." Sauve said. I nodded then looked back at the shirt and pants that I wanted. I looked at the price tag then quickly put it back. "What's wrong." Mosey asked. "It's nothing I just can't afford that right now." I said playing with my fingers. " You don't have to worry about how much it is I gotchu." He said smiling. "You don't have to." I said. "But I want to." He said then grabbed the stuff and dragged me to the counter and payed for it. I got this 👇👇 (Sorry if you can't really see the shirt)
These jeans and the shirt but not the shoes or the girl. "Thank you." I said looking at Jonathan smiling. "Let's get out of here before I gotta beat some guy up for doing something stupid." Mosey said getting off of his phone. I nodded then we walked out of the mall and went to get something to eat then went home. We went got home I went upstairs and laid down on my bed thought about what Jonathan said at the store and what he said earlier. I heard the door open and close and thought it was just Kacey. But it was Jonathan. "You good, that guy touch you or Kayce?" He asked. "Ya, but we're ok." I said turning to face him. "I'm tired, Ima take a nap real quick." I said yawning. "Ok, I might dose off too idk." He said laying down next to me. I cuddled up to his chest and went to sleep.
Authors Note: Sorry if there mistakes didn't get a chance to edit that much. Hope ya'll enjoyed. The next chapter will be called "Feeling Special " Thx for reading. I don't know if I'm going to be able to update as fast as I've been because I got Finals all this week for school. So ya...... 😎🤞😁🔥🙌✨
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