(Play the song)
(Couple days later)
It was a Friday night and mattia asked me to go to a party with him and his friends
I said sure but I didn't feel like it after that rape situation I don't feel the same... I also haven't told anyone but mattia
I took a shower and put on this

I put my hair in a messy bun and heard a honk outside I grabbed my phone and kissed my mom goodbye and went into mattias car
Mattia : hey bubz
He said kissing me
Y/n : hey
I say smiling
Mattia : why didn't u get dressed up
Y/n : I didnt feel like it
Mattia : oh ok lets go
He said smiling knowing something was wrong
We arrived at the party and went inside it smelled like alcohol and drugs
Mattia held me close and we saw ale and kairi we went to them
Mattia : sup bitches
Kairi : sup
Ale : sup y/n
Y/n : sup
I say looking down at the floor
Kairi went to hug me but I flinched :/
Kairi was confused so was everyone I just ran to the bathroom and locked the door
I sat in a ball and cried in the tub
I found a razor TW!!! CUTTING!!!
I cut deep in my skin for being a disappointment and being the reason for my father's death I heard banging on the door but I didn't care and continued to cut deep into my skin
Why would u ever kiss me?
I started to feel like I was gonna pass out everything started to go dizzy
The door busts open to reval Kairi, ale , and mattia they were in shocked
I'm not even half as pretty
Mattia took the razor from me and picked me up wedding style and took me to the car Kairi and ale followed and we drove to the hostipal
U gave her ur sweater?
I wish I was heather
By the time we got there I passed out
MATTIAS POV
When we arrived at the hostipal I noticed y/n passed out ale grabbed her and we rushed inside the hostipal
The doctors quickly got y/n into a room leaving me , ale , and kairi in the waiting room crying
Kairi : what happend she just flinched
Mattia : she got raped by Alex and didn't want to tell u guys but I knew and helped her well I tried
Ale: shit
Ale said putting his face in his hands
(Skip 2 hours later)
The doctor came out and said that she's awake
BACK TO Y/NS POV
I saw the boys walk in
They looked exhausted and there eyes were blood shot red
They all sat down next to me
Ale : why didnt u tell us?
Ale said I instantly knew Mattia told them
Y/n : I didnt
I say not finishing my sentence
Kairi: its fine just please let us know if anything happens it was just one time right?
Y/n : actually t-wo when u guys went in the mall and he told me to fake sleep
I say with tears streaming down my face
Mattia : y/n...
Mattia said putting his face in his hands
I hugged him
Y/n : please don't be mad I love u
Mattia : im not mad princess im just mad at him
He said hugging me back
The doctor walked in
Doctor: y/n?
Y/n : yes doc?
Doctor : ur pregnant congratulations
Y/n : w-what
I say almost crying
Doctor: ur 1 week u can go home right now just be careful with ur stitches on ur wrist
The Doctor said walking out
Everyone was silent
Ale : who's baby is it?
Y/n : I think its alexs...
Everyone stayed silent
Mattia: well let's go home
Y/n : ur not mad?
Mattia: u couldn't help it I understand I would never leave u we will raise this kid together
He said making me tear up
I changed back into my outfit I was wearing at the party even tho there was blood stains on the sleeves
We drove to my house they decided to spend the night at my house and I told my mom everything and we supported me and we ate dinner and goofed around and went to sleep:)
Ahh ur pregnant😀💕