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تیرا غرور تجھے ہی ہراے گا
میں کیا ہوں یہ تجھے وقت بتائے گا
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It's been one week since I'm married to the devil himself, one week since my fall, one week since the torture starts, one week since he bring me into this hell hole, this one week is the most dreadful week of my life, there was a time where my father's soul was tormented by my one scream, and hear he is he beats me even on my smallest mistakes.
After my father he is the second man who plays a role in my life, before him there were no men in my life except my father he always shows me how beautiful men are, but the second man came out of the blue and changed all my beliefs about men
There are so many differences between him and my father, my father loves me and he hates me, my father loves me and he neglected me, my father never raises a hand at me and he beats me almost every day, my father treats me like a queen and he throws me like trash, I'm the whole life for my father and to him, I'm not even the dirt of his shoe.
This saying is true, no one can love you more than your father, and now I realized the truth behind those words. Nothing can love me like my father, and a lone tear left my eye, sometimes I just wish that you were rear so I can tell you how much I need you and how hard it is to spend every day without you.
Baba, missing you is not the problem, knowing that you'll never come back is killing me. when someone you loved dies, it hurts ........ it hurts in the place you never knew existed.
Death takes your body baba, God takes your soul, but our mind holds memories, our heart keeps the love and our faith lets us know that we will meet again. We will meet again baba.
The whole night I cried, I cried in the mercy of Allah. Prayed for Ayzle's security, prayed for my father's soul, prayed for him, prayed for his guidance, and prayed to Allah to show him the right path. Because I know that no one is born evil. Situations make us like this. Everything happens for a reason, and I'm sure there is a reason behind his unfortunate behaviour too.
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I woke up at 5 in the morning because I have to, once woke up at 5:30 and he throws me in the basement with no bed it was so cooled that only me and my god know how I survived that night.
I did my ablution and offer my fair prayer. I went into the kitchen and made his protein shake, and time for the most difficult task, I have to go to the gym and give his protein shake to him. I take a deep breath and went towards the gym when I reach the door takes a deep breath to calm my heartbeat, ok shear is the plan you'll put the shake on the nearest table from the door and then make a run for your life, ok done.
I open the door slowly, I saw him do Pec Fly he was covered in sweat then his eyes fell on me He left stops and start to look at me I was so scared of him right now. I don't like the look he is giving me. I nervously put the jug on the nearest table and was about to run. But I guess he noticed my discomfort and knows that I'm going to run.
"Come hear " I heard his voice and my heart sank in the pit of my stomach. Do I do something wrong? That was the first question that comes to my mind.
With slow and steady steps I went near him and waited for his next order. "Put the shake near this table," he said while pointing his fingers at the table near him. With a dreadful heart, I put the shake on the table and pull back immediately. But just my luck he caught my hand.
He jerk my hand and I fell on his lap I pushed him away and was about to stand up when he wrapped his legs and hands around me. I'm trapped. I took a deep breath in fright.
I was scared but what us making the scene worst is that he smells of sweat. Ewww. It looks like he just took a bath in sweat. His face came closer to my neck he sniffed my neck. Then went up to my ear. He kissed my earlobe, and I jumped in my place. I humorous chuckle was heard from him
"You can run, but you can't hide from me my Deseo," he said and let me go. I immediately run from there and let out a breath I don't know I was holding in.
I made fast for him and went into my room as I'm going to have my breakfast in peace when he was not around, which means I have to wait until my dear husband is gone.
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I did my breakfast and then Hayat told me that he will be back in the lunch and told her to tell me that he wants me to press suite. I start to prepare the lunch as he will be back and will almost kill me if his lunch was not ready, he did it once then he can do it again. He usually doesn't come back at 9 o clock but today he is coming early.
I took out his suit and starts to press the shirt when I suddenly remember that I put the stove in the kitchen on high and it can burn the food. Once he don't like what I cook and he beats me and then made me starve all day. I don't want that to repeat.
I put the iron on the shirt and ran towards the kitchen is check the food and thank God it was not burned. I was about to go back when I see the thing in most scared of, just by looking at it my heartbeats stop.
I started to shout aragainonto ththeouse like a mad woman
"It's after me, it's after m, it's after me " I shouted. Aysha aunty and Hayat ran towards me to look at what was wrong as soon as Hayat saw it she jumped on the dining table and I did the smell too.
"Hear you go," Aysha aunty said and throws her shoe at the spider to kill him but she missed it, and the spider run away. "Now can you girls come down," she said. We both get off the table and starts to laugh in this one week we have become good friends. I have learned that she is 19 same as me she workwear since she was 16.
"Ohh shit I forgot to s which off the iron," I said in panick and made my way towards the iron when I saw him standing near the iron stand his eyes are closed and his back rested on the wall like he was waiting for someone, he open his eyes and saw me.
"Look who is hear," he said in fake amusement.
"U,m m i-i I w..as co..o..o.k" I tried to say something but couldn't come up with something.
"Look what have you done," he said while showing me the burned shirt I was horrified. My soul once again left my body just by looking at his calm face, his calmness is more aghasthanen his anger.
"I-i I I'm so..or.y" I utter.
"Sorry well it's not a way to end it you'll be punished Deseo," he said and I want the earth to swallow me right now.
He looks at the hot iron and then at me. And smirk form on his lips.
I run from there but he caught me and dragged me back anthenhe he hold my hand on the iron stand, and with his other hand, he pick the iron "i-i i..i.ii.ii I'm sss..so.ry" I shutter in fear. "Apologies not accepted Deseo" he stated mercilessly I started to cry, I think I'm gonna pass out any time. And then he presses the iron on my hand.
"Ahhhhhhhhh" I cried in pain and then all the things went black
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