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Sakusa finally stops crying.
He releases himself from Osamu's hug and wipes his tears.
Sakusa: Sorry... You can go now
Osamu: But... Sakusa, are you sure you're okay? I can stay a bit longer if you want...
Sakusa: No, just go... I'll be fine
Osamu still feels bad leaving Sakusa alone after seeing him cry like that.
Osamu: Umm, how about you have dinner with us?
Sakusa: *shakes his head* I'll eat dinner at my house
Sakusa didn't say "home" because it doesn't feel like home without Atsumu in it.
Osamu: Umm, okay... Then we'll leave first. Take care of yourself, okay? Atsumu wouldn't want you to be sick
Sakusa just nods.
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Osamu and Suna then goes back to Osamu's car
Suna: . . . .
Osamu: *wears seatbelt* Umm, Rintarō? Are you okay?
Suna: Yeah.. *wears seatbelt*
Osamu: *pauses*
Osamu: <He's definitely not fine...>
Osamu: Umm, is there something that bothers you?
Suna: Nope
Chills starts to creep into Osamu's spine.
But then it hits him...
Osamu: Umm, is this because I hugged Sakusa???
Suna: . . .
Osamu: I-I'm sorry... I just... I just saw him cried a-and I never saw him cry before... a-and at that time... I-I just felt that he was... he was so vulnerable and sad... A-and...
Suna: *looks at him with a side eye*
Osamu: I-I... Ugh, what am I talking about?? I shouldn't make excuses... I'm so sorry... I-I'm so so sorry... Please forgive me... I should've asked your permission to hug him first... I... I'm-
Suna: Ppfftttt....
Osamu: R-Rintarō??
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Suna: Pffftttahahahahh.... I'm sorry... I'm sorry *tears start forming in his eyes*
Suna: You were just too cute 😂
Osamu: *face getting beet red*
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Suna: I'm sorry *hugs Osamu and kisses his cheek*, you're not mad at me, right??
Osamu: Umm... Is it really okay? Are you... Are you really okay?
Suna: Well... To be honest I was a little jealous back there...
Osamu: I-I'm sorry... *lowers his face*
Suna: Nah, it's fine... I understand... You just can't resist to help anyone, can you?
Osamu: *looks at Suna's eyes*
Suna: I know all about you, that's why I fell in love with you... I still do... and I always will... *kisses his mouth*
Osamu: *kisses him back*
Osamu still can't believe it.
He finally gets to taste this mouth everyday, whenever he wants it.
Suna is now his... and he is Suna's.
No one can separate them.
The man he had a crush since elementary school.
Getting to kiss him now, he regrets not telling Suna how he feels sooner.
The longer he tastes it, the more he wants it.
Soon, his tongue dominates Suna's mouth and Suna lets him in happily.
Both of Osamu's hands envelope Suna's jawlines.
They're cold, but Suna likes the sensation.
It doesn't take him long to start sucking Suna's neck.
Suna moans from it.
His fingers are playing with Osamu's hair, making a mess out of it, but Osamu doesn't care.
He just wants to taste Suna... and embrace him in his arms, making him feel safe, making him feel loved, making him feel beautiful... because he is indeed beautiful.
The most beautiful person on earth in Osamu's mind right now.
In fact, a celebrity could walk pass them and Osamu wouldn't even be interested to bat an eye on him.
Suna is all he wants... and he's going to make Suna know it for sure.
One of his hands is now touching Suna's back, exploring the gorgeous shape of it.
The other one slips into his underwear, gently caressing the part above his butt.
Osamu sucks him a bit harder than before.
Suna: Hahh... Hahhh... S-Samu... It's gonna leave a mark... Ahhh
Osamu: So what? You're mine now *kisses his neck* I'll let the world know that... *sucks it again harder*
Suna: S-Samuuu... Ahhh.... It... It feels so good... Ahhhh, Samuuu!!!
Osamu: Rintarō... Keep calling me... *keeps sucking*
Suna: Samuu... Samuuuu *moans harder*
Osamu: Keep calling me like that..... Keep calling me like..... *pauses*
Suddenly his mind remembers that the only person who calls him "Samu" other than Suna is Atsumu.
Suna: *also pauses* S-Samu? Samu, what's wrong? *touch his cheeks and looks him in the eyes*
Osamu: *opens his mouth, but closes it again*
Osamu feels incredibly guilty.
Suna: Samu, what is it?? Tell me, please...
Osamu: *lowers his head* *it's like he's been defeated in a match or something* Atsumu... He's at home... Alone... Waiting for us.....
Suna: . . . .
Osamu: *quickly replies* I-I'm so so-
Suna: Sshhh... *puts his finger on his mouth* You're right, let's go back... *straightens his position*
Somehow Suna being alright makes him feel worse.
It's their first day together and they always get interrupted.
Samu: *grabs his key* *feeling guilty* *sitting still*
He really wants to hold Suna again.
Suna: . . . . Samu?
Osamu: *suddenly kisses him in the mouth really hard*
Suna: *eyes widen* *kisses him back*
Osamu: I love you... Rintarō... I really do...
Suna: *blushes* I love you too, Samu...
Osamu: We'll continue this later... *starts the engine*
Suna: *smiles a little* Okay...
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In the police station
After Osamu and Suna leaves the place, Sakusa just sits there inside the waiting room of the police station.
As the policemen do their jobs, he's watching them in silence while waiting for any updates.
He doesn't know how much time has passed, he doesn't really care.
He just really wants to know any progress that the police make on searching Atsumu.
Suddenly, another quite young police officer entered the place.
He immediately notices Sakusa that's sitting in the most corner chair of the room, but he decides to walk pass him and goes to his desk to do his work.
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30 minutes later
The boy is still there, not bugging an inch from where he was sitting half an hour ago.
Not gonna lie, it is starting to creep the officer out.
Policeman A: Hey, do you know who that boy is? What's he doing here sitting like that for so long?
Policeman B: Uhh, I think he's looking for his missing boyfriend, Miya At..sumu or something...
Policeman A: <Ahh, he's the boy from this morning, does he not know that the searching process could take months?>
Yes, he's the same policeman that Sakusa called that morning at 4 am.
Policeman B: He's been there for like 2 hours, y'know? You better tell him to go home, before he gets sick and we need to take care of him
Policeman A: Why me?
Policeman B: I don't know, you're better at talking to kids than me
Policeman A: But you're the one who already has a kid
Policeman B: Exactly, I don't know how to talk to my own kid. You're younger than me, you'll understand him better. Now go, do this for me...
Policeman A: Umm, okay...
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Policeman A: *approaches Sakusa* *scratching his un-itchy neck* Umm, hey kid... It's already pretty late... Don't you have to go home to your parents?
Sakusa: <His voice... It's the officer from this morning>
Sakusa: My parents are outside of the town
Policeman A: Ahh, I see... Then, is there any other person who's waiting for you at home?
Sakusa: . . . . No
Policeman A: <Ahh, poor kid. He's living alone and his boyfriend is now missing, no wonder he's this anxious...>
Sakusa: Is there any update on Atsumu?
Policeman A: Uhh, no... Sorry kid, this might take a long time. You should rest. I got your number, I'll call you the second they got anything *touches the side of his arm to assure him*
Sakusa: *averts his look* Can I... Can I stay here for a bit longer? I just... don't want to go back to my house yet
Policeman A: Sure... *sits next to him* Have you eaten dinner?
Sakusa: *shakes his head* No...
Policeman A: Umm, how about I treat you to the restaurant in front of this police station?
Sakusa: No need... I'm used to cook my own food
Policeman A: Don't worry, this restaurant is really famous. I often go there myself, the food is really tasty and the place is really nice. I think you'll like it... I just got my paycheck 2 days ago, you don't need to worry about paying...
Sakusa: No, that's not it... I... don't like eating in restaurants
Policeman A: ??? Why not?
Sakusa: They're full of people... and germs... I just can't stand germs since I was young... It's alright, I'll eat by myself later at my house
Policeman A: . . . . Umm, okay
Policeman A: How about we just talk more about your boyfriend? What's he like?
Sakusa: . . . .
Policeman A: Uhh, I'm sorry, it's okay if you don't want to talk abo-
Sakusa: He's really energetic... and exciting... and creative... and... clingy sometimes...
Policeman A: *listening carefully*
Sakusa: He... He really loves volleyball... and he's really good at it... He... Likes to try new things and dragging me to all kinds of adventures... He likes to eat fatty tuna... And he likes to ask me for a kiss... He... doesn't like waking up in the morning at weekends and... He likes to call me Omi-Omi... *sadness is clearly seen in his eyes*
Sakusa: He doesn't like it when I refuse to kiss him after practice or after waking up... He... Doesn't like it when I refuse to go to his practice matches or do practice alone... He... Doesn't like it when I refuse to go on dates and insist to eat at home... But he always finishes all the cookings I made for him in the end... No matter how tired he is... He never ignores me and always talks to me about everything...
Sakusa: . . . . I'm a bad boyfriend, aren't I?
Policeman A: Even if you think like that, from what I heard, it seems that he really loves you anyway... He sounds like an amazing person... I'm sure that he wants to go back to you just as much as you want him to... No matter what mistakes you did in the past, if he really loves you, he'll forgive you... You just need to trust him a little bit more... and trust yourself, you're not as bad of a boyfriend as you think you are if you worry about him this much...
Sakusa: *lowers his head*
Policeman A: I'm sure he misses you too... You just need to be a little more patient, we're trying out best to find him... In the meantime, it's good to worry, but you can't let yourself get sick
Sakusa: .....
Policeman A: Go home... Get some rest... You got school tomorrow, right? You can come here again after that, I'll be here...
Sakusa: *lifts up his head, reads the policeman's name tag*
Sakusa: Thank you... Officer Yuuto
Officer Yuuto: *smiles warmly* Your welcome
Sakusa: *stands up* I'll get going...
Officer Yuuto: Alright, be careful on the road...
Sakusa: *nods* *gets out of the place*
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Policeman B: *thumbs up*
Officer Yuuto: *sighs* *comes back to his desk* He's not really that bad of a kid, you know?
Officer Yuuto: *sits on his chair* I think he's actually really nice and interesting
Policeman B: What'd I tell you? You're perfect for the job
Officer Yuuto: Hahahh, I guess I am...
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