August 21, 2021
I woke up seeing that Chris is loading up the car ... Today we're go to BORA BORA with Megan, Cardi B , Saweetie, August Alsina , Brielle , Offest , Quavo and that's all
Megan has her own room
Cardi & Offest have a room
Saweetie & Quavo have a room
August & Brielle have a room
Me & Chris have a Room
My Outfit
Chris Outfit
After Chris loaded the GMC
It's 7:30 AM
I texted the girls and told them that me and Chris leaving the house
After 5 minutes , We arrive at the Airport then I see Everyone and we start boarding the private jet
I showed everyone the House that we staying in for the rest of July
How all the bedrooms are going to look
The Living Room & Kitchen
The place where they are staying
While on the plane , I see that Mama Joyce (Chris Mom) posted a picture of Isabella
I commented and said " My Baby getting so big💖"
Then I look and see that Everyone was sleep so I went to sleep
20 hours & 27 minutes later
Chris - Babe
Me - Huh ?
Chris - We arrived
So We get our luggage and then the owner of the place where we are staying said she's going to show us to our rooms
When she shows me and Chris's room , I went straight for the bed and I hear Chris laughing
Me - What
Chris - You fell in love with the bed ?
Me - Maybe but I also fell in love with you
*Kisses Chris and he kisses back , I try and turn it into a make out session but Chris stopped*
Me - I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOU DOING THAT !!!!
Chris - Doing what ?
Me - CHRIS WE HAVEN'T HAD SEX SINCE ISABELLA WAS BORN AND THAT WAS 8 MONTHS AGO
Chris - So ?
Me - Okay never mind
*I go straight in the bathroom and cry because ever since Isabella was born , Chris made me feel like he's disgusted in me , I mean my stomach went back to what it was before and it seemed that he was disgusted in my whole body*
I hear the door slam 2 minutes later so I get in the shower and I sat in the shower crying after a few minutes, I took a bath then got out
I go outside of the patio and smoked just to release my stress then I hear the shower go off and I looked behind me and saw Chris
Me - Yes ? You need something?
Chris - Can we talk?
Me - Sure
Chris - Let me go put on some sweatpants
Me - Okay
After 20 seconds , He comes back
Chris - I'm sorry that I've been pushing you away or making you feel like I disgusted in you ... I'm not , you are beautiful in my eyes inside and outside, It's just I don't to hurt you when we start back having sex
Me - Chris , You aren't and I wish you would've told me instead of me trying to force you
Chris - Guess what
Me - What?
Chris - I figured what's wrong with you
Me - What ?
Chris - You're Dick Deprived
Me - OMG !!! I AM !!!!
Chris - *Laughing*
Me - It's not funny
After a few minutes from us talking , Chris picked me up in bride style and all night we made love of course my legs were Sore