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The next day came and i felt like filming a yt video , i went to the bathroom and did my morning routine then got out and wore a hoodie and some sweats and tied my hair on a high ponytail
I went downstairs and made a bowl of cereals then ate it right away. I headed back to my room and while walking through the hallway i took a quick look on ale's room. I saw him laying next to vic, his arms around her, her head on his chest, sleeping peacefully
My eyes got watery so i rushed to my room and started to film my vid
I was just talking about brands and skin care routines i use since alot of ppl are asking for it
Yn:
Uhm-mm, ab-out the eye-liner, i reco-mmend usi-ng neon col-ors bcs it's tr-trendy now *sniff*
I tried so hard to talk normally, but something was off. I finished filming so i edited it then posted it
I was starving, so i ordered pizza bcs i didn't really wanna eat homemade things. Ale and vic were really quiet, i was going to check them out but the bell rang and it was obviously my pizza
I ate it then threw the cartoon away, i had it enough so i went to ale's room
Yn:
Al-
Ale:
OHHHHH, i forgot to check on you. You okay?
Yn:
What are you doing
Vic:
Packing
She yelled from the bathroom
Yn:
I totally forgot
Ale:
I'm spending this night with you dw bbg
He whispered to me
I looked up at him and he noticed my red puffy eyes then gave me the confused look
Ale:
What's wrong?
Yn:
Oh nothing
I said rubbing my eyes
He grabbed my hand and leaded me to my bedroom, closed the door then layed ontop of me
Yn:
GET UP
Ale:
No
Yn:
get up i'm not joking
Ale:
What did i do wrong
Yn:
I saw you in today's morning...
Ale:
What did you see, idek whatchu talking about
Yn:
You and vic were laying next to each other....
Ale:
Ok and?
Yn:
I thought you....i have to use the bathroom
Ale:
Stop ruining our moment
Yn:
THERE'S NO OUR, YOU THINK PLAYING WITH MY FEELINGS IS OK BUT IT'S NOT ALEJANDRO. YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT I CAN'T STAND YOU GOING AROUND PRETENDING THAT YOU LOVE ME
i said getting up
Ale:
YOU WANTED TO TAKE IT SLOW, WELL I NEED SOMEONE TO SHOW ME THE LOVE I SHOULD BE GETTING FROM YOU
Yn:
I'M NOT GONNA SHOW LOVE TO A MONSTER
he slapped me.....
Yn:
Ow, get the fuck out
Ale:
You'll regret this ms girl
He got out slamming the door, i facetimed my mom and told her about everything since she's a really good listener
Yn:
MOM, please help me, he doesn't love me like he told you
I said sobbing
Mom:
I'm sorry sweetheart, he gave me a paper and i had to sign or he'll kill us
Yn:
I- what paper?
Mom:
The day he got me, he gave me a deal, i'll let you live with him or he'll kill all of us, and i signed on the paper that i won't yell the police or you....But i had to tell you
Yn:
Wha- he told me that...mom i'll call you later
Mom:
Are you okay?
Yn:
Yes, i just have somethings to do
I hang up and i had it up to my head. I was going to explose on him. I rushed to his room and opened the door aggressively
Ale:
Wtf are you doing
Yn:
FUNNY HOW YOU THREATENED MY MOM
Ale:
I- how'd you know
Yn:
I do, Okay? I already told you that the problem is between us so stop getting my family in this
Ale:
You just said that there's no "us"
Yn:
I'm getting sick of you
Ale:
Well i'm leaving tomorrow, and you gonna beg for me to come back
Yn:
You wish...
I got out of the room then came back to mine, i went through my yt vid comments to see a bunch of people worrying about me
User1
She doesn't look okay...
User2
We need to save her
User3
So we all gonna ignore her puffy eyes
User4
She looks like she just cried
User5
We are always gonna be here for you girly, just to let you know
User6
We already lost alot of legends, but we're not ready to lose y/n
User7
Girl, you okay? 🥺
I love the fact that they care about me, they're just so adorable. I'm really proud i have them in my side
At this point, i had tears felling down my cheeks so i thanked ppl for the support in my spam
Theiconicyn: Girl bye- i love every single one of you fr, y'all acctually care about me so doesn't other ppl... Anyways i really appreciate all the support y'all give me, i really need it rn.
I wanna hug all of you guys so come here
*hugs*
Comments
Olafpage: hey, don't cry :(
-theiconicyn: I'm trying
Mattiuh: #pain
-theiconicyn: very funny
User1: stay strong bby🥺❤️
-theiconicyn: i will ❤️
User2: we're always gonna be here for you 🥺
-theiconicyn: i'll keep that in mind 🥺💗
User3: *hugs back*
-theiconicyn: *blushes*
User4: it's ok to be sad, it's about time and everything will be alright
-theiconicyn: i hope so❤️
I laughed while reading the comments, i just can't imagine my life without my supporters, they're literally my everything. They make me happy everytime with their comments
I checked the hallway and it was empty, so i rushed to the kitchen and took some natchos and hot sauce. I was quite but not enough for vic to hear...
Vic:
Wtf are you doing
Yn:
Having a snack
Vic:
It's literally 1 am, we're trying to sleep
Yn:
Fuck off
Vic:
EXUSE ME
Yn:
i said what i said "fuck off"
Vic:
You disgust me, i'm telling Alejandro...he knows how to deal with you
Yn:
Idc
I walked to my room, got my snacks ready then played (your favorite show) and started watching it
In the middle of my night, i got the door opened by Alejandro
Yn:
Hello there
Ale:
Dude , what's your problem
Yn:
You're interrupting my movie night, that's my problem
Ale:
I told you to do ONE THING, to stay away from Victoria. Is that hard for you?
Yn:
tell HER to stay away from ME
Ale:
I own this place, i make the rules here
Yn:
Ok then, give me my freedom back
Ale:
I- you don't understand...
Yn:
EXPLAIN TO ME
Ale:
Listen, if you kept giving me that attitude, i'm gonna give up on you
Yn:
THAT'S MY OBJECTIVE RN
Ale:
Really? So you don't love me anymore?
Yn:
No
I said playing my show
Ale:
YN LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND TELL ME THAT YOU DON'T LOVE ME
Yn:
I don't love you Alejandro...
I said looking at him right in the eyes with my watery eyes that he didn't notice
Ale:
You'll love me again, you'll see
Yn:
Haa,you wish
He slammed the door and i started crying knowing the mistake i did, i turned off my pc and placed my head on my pillow then stared thinking about the bright side of this whole situation:
-i'll have the house for me all alone
-i can see my family
-i can do whatever i want
-Amelie can come here to hang out often
Yk...Alejandro's absence won't be that painful
I kept thinking til i fell asleep
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