This is inspired by Phil's video 'Dan and Phil PUNK EDITS IN REAL LIFE!'
I just thought this needed to be written. We all need this in our lives.
All is written in Dan's point of view.
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"Hey guys!" Phil waved to the camera.
I loved the intro to his videos. I thought the little left hand wave he did was the cutest thing. Everything about Phil was cute, honestly.
"Hi," I say with a smile.
I took a moment to glance over at him. He was so cute and amazing. I swear if I could..I would tell him.
I loved filming videos with Phil, but at the same time I hated it. I loved the fact that I get to create more memories with my best friend, but I hated the fact that it gave me another reason to hurt inside. Phil is so beautiful. He could never love me the way I love him.
Everytime I look at him my heart skips a little and my throat goes dry. I want nothing more than to pull him into a kiss or nibble on his earlobe whilst whispering dirty things to seduce him with.
That could never happen, though. I've flirted with Phil before 'as a joke' to see how he would react, but of course I was friend zoned which hurt like crazy.
"So when I'm trolling through Tumblr, one thing that I see quite a lot is Punk Edits!"
"Dun, dun, dun!"
I sometimes find it hard to concentrate in collabs when I'm on someone else's channel because I know that I don't have complete control over what's happening. I'm not a big fan of things I don't have complete control over. Also, if it's on Phil's channel. I keep my mouth shut only if I don't need to speak because if I do, something could slip out that I wouldn't want Phil or anyone else hearing.
One time last week, Phil was out so I was home alone. I was scrolling through Tumblr but then got bored. I've been thinking constantly about Phil..he's the one person that lingers around my mind all the time. Out of all the people in the planet that I could have on my mind, it's Phil. My flatmate, and cerial-eating best friend.
I love him. I love him so much. No matter how hard I attempt to deny it.
So, I found myself typing
'AmazingPhil Punk Edits'
in the search bar, finding tons! Our fans are really talented. And that was the moment where I realized Phil was fucking sexy as a punk.
I looked through a bunch, my pants hardening each second. My favourite one was one from the Halloween Baking video. Phil has snake bite, tattoos on his lower neck, an eyebrow piercing, studs and green dyed in with his black hair.
By that point I needed to sort myself out...which I did.
Phil's words brought me out of my thoughts.
"Also I'm joined with Dan, by the way."
"Hi, I'm here..How are you?" I say awkwardly.
God, I hate my brain sometimes.
"This is a one way conversation," I add.
I knew this whole thing wouldn't end well, but I wanted to do it anyway.
Getting to see Phil as a punk in person would make it even better.
We went on with our usual jokes and laughter.
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"I got these magnetic gauges!" Exclaimed Phil, connecting the two fake studs to his ears.
I then burst into laughter.
Probably because I could never imagine Phil with actual ear piercings.
I could see Phil staring into the view finder with a grin. I could see past his insecurities and knew all the things he disliked about himself.
Why can't you see Phil? The person sat along side of you...loves you. Thinks you're beautiful and perfect in every single way...I wish you could see it.
His voice snapped me out of my thoughts once again.
"I kinda suit them," grins Phil.
He was looking weird and different already. But this tingle in my stomach was telling me that I liked it.
"I don't know, it's weird...No I think your personality is too adorable for it."
Shit.
Why did I just say that? I wanted facepalm for even saying that, but obviously didn't.
I know I'm not very good at hiding my feelings.
A few years ago when the fans started getting suspicious, I was real good at hiding my feelings and ignoring Tumblr blogs and Phanfictions. But, I don't know about now. Me and Phil have been friends for what seems like ever and everyday I'm with him it gets more difficult to hide feelings and push thoughts aside.
Then Phil began to place a fake ring in his nose.
I smiled warmly and watched.
And Phil being Phil, put it in wrong way so I laughed while helping him fix it.
When it was my turn I went for a septum piercing, snake bites and an upper ear pierce. Phil's hand was touching my face and I tried hard not to blush at the tingle of his fingers.
Next was the arm tattoos.
Phil had packages of tattoos in plastic, so we picked the ones we wanted and slid them onto our arms.
"This must be what putting tights on feels like if you had legs where your arms are," said Phil concentrating on sliding the sleeves up.
I chuckle at his statement.
"What does that even mean? What did you just say?" I laughed in confusion.
I knew Phil was just being his normal self with his funny remarks that make no sense, along with his random animal facts. But that's another thing I loved so much about Phil.
He's 27 and acts like a 7 year-old.
Soon, I was applying a large dragon tattoo to the side of Phil's neck with a wet sponge. This gave me a change to get closer to him, which gave me butterflies of course.
After Phil's tattoo was finished, it was my turn. He had to try once before getting it right.
PHIL IS TOUCHING MY NECK! OH MY GOD.
I'm not even flinching, surprisingly. I must be so warm and tingly that I cant even react, so I just stay still.
"This video is gonna have a lot of very stange screenshots.." I say, making Phil giggle, his tongue trying to poke out.
I wish he would except himself.
"I can't feel your heartbeat." He turns to me when he says that.
His blue orbs lock with mine for a second before he turns to the camera again. I keep my gaze on him, admiring his features.
Perfect eyes, perfect cheekbones, perfect hair, piercings, soft looking pink lips.. I'm just so in love with Phil Lester.
Next, was the temporary hair dye.
Phil got blue whilst I got red.
"Spray into eyes. No avoid spraying into eyes," Phil reads off the container.
"..Why am I letting you do this?" I ask.
I cover my eyes as Phil's sprays the red dye into my fringe.
Phil does the same while I spray the blue dye into his dark hair.
The dye didn't turn out too good so we had to use something else to rub in his fringe to make the blue stand out.
Finally, was the eyeliner.
We both drew around our eyelids with the pencil and realized we were finished.
"Punk Edits complete!" Announces Phil.
I laugh and give a thumbs up, being glad this was over.
I look over at Phil.
Jesus fuck, he looked hot!
I was getting turned on, wanting nothing more at that moment than to grab his neck and pull him into a kiss, pushing him on the bed under me so I could straddle his hips while slipping my tongue into his mouth while slowly taking off his shirt.
Whoa, whoa Dan. Slow down..I sound like a fangirl
"Today's draw Phil naked is.." I say, as Phil finished up the video.
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Thank God, we were done filming. I needed to leave before I got turned on any more.
I got up from the bed and began to walk towards the door.
"Hey, uh Dan?" Calls Phil.
I stop at the door, not looking back.
"Yeah?" I reply.
I hear Phil take a deep breath before I heard footsteps. Phil spins me around by my shoulders and looks into my eyes.
Those blue eyes sparkled with something I haven't seen before.
His hands trailed down my arms until both hands were pressing againest my palms lightly.
My hormones were going full speed.
Phil pushed me til I hit a random wall behind me.
"I was gonna ask you..do you uh, like me?...you've been acting weird lately and uh I thought that you could- b-because...."
I loved how Phil was trying to be dominant, but was nervous.
There was silence before I ended it.
This was it. I had to do it.
I grab Phil's face and press my lips to his hungrily. The piercings were still connected to my lips which made it a bit strange feeling, but nothing could ruin this moment.
His hands were around my hips gently. His teeth grazed my bottom lip gently and I tried very hard not to moan.
"Don't hold them in Dan. Let them out, they're sexy," said Phil huskily.
I moan in his mouth as I peck his lips a few times, tasting the metal rings that Phil got off EBay (gross).
We pull apart moments later.
"You're so fucking hot," I breathe, staring at him with a lustful gaze.
Phil bit his lip before finding the sweet spot on my neck and sucking it, not even caring about the wet tattoo on it.
"Uhhh," I moan a bit too loudly.
This is what I've wanted for so long.
When Phil is finished, I wrap my arms around his neck while his remain on my waist.
"To answer your question Phil, yes. I do like you. I actually l-love you. A lot."
"Aww," was all Phil could say.
We hug tight.
"Have I ever told you the punk look suits you?"
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I hope you enjoyed this.
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