I'm Not ME ?!?
Well I Am, But I'm Not!
I Reflect On That For A Moment,
I Give It A Thought
I Suddenly Feel So Much Different
Then I Had Felt Just Only Moments Before
As If A Part Of Had Up And Left
And Just Walked Out The Door
What Were These Feelings I Had
And These Thoughts They Made Now Pour
Wisdom Rained Down Upon Me
And Pulled Upon The Floor
It Reflected Past, And Present
And Showed Me Whats In Store
Its Vision Was Abashing
And Shook Me To My Core
For Our Battle Of fates
Between Hell And that Above
It Aint Fueled By Flame Or Fire Or Hate
Nor A Need To Get To The Pearly Gate
Its A War Waged By Heaven And Hell
Fighting Over That Which We Call Love
For Us All The Journey Begins
The Exact Same Way
And Though Our Paths Are Different
Lifes Is Not Fair Some Might Say
Will All Be Made Again Equal
Come Reckoning Day
A Gift To A Mother
Back Inside You Go
Where YOu Decompose
And You Do It Slow
The Cycle's Complete
As You From A Womb To The Tomb
No Possessions Are Kept
Or Held On Retention
You Can Take Nothing With You
When You Begin Your Ascension
So What In Life Is Valuable
Is There anything To Mention
Do My Good Deeds Go Unnoticed
Or Does Life Then Have A Pension
Well The Only Thing You Have
To Which You Keep And Maintain Control
Has Been Previously Unseen To You
For It Is Just Your Soul
You Can't Purchase A Ticket To Heaven
Its Only The Ferrying That Charge A Toll
The Afterlife Is Eternal
It'll Be To Heaven Or Hell You'll Go
But Until God Cast His Verdict
Unto WHigh You Go You'll Never Know
For All The Decisions We Make In Life
Are Written On A Scroll
Its Not About Popularity
No One Will Take A Poll
Though What You've Done Unto Others
Is Guaranteed To Show
Its The Idea Of Judgement
That Always Keeps Us Stirring
Driven By Lust And Selfish Desires
Our Greed Can Blind Us As It Becomes Blurring
Thats what makes living
seem so alluring
which makes us push On
and keeps us enduring
Our protective nature
just to keep what we've got
Embracing death would seem
to be an afterthought
For what it promises
Remains unseen
Weather Hevean or Hell
Or the great in between
Provocations weve created
drawing off of promises and of fear
That have shaped the world
paving life's path unto here
The promise of living
beyond this life
being eternally mated
to a husband or wife
being gifted in heaven
and showered in riches
to walk streets of gold
rather than fertilizing ditches
Having Faith In GoD
And Ask his forgiveness
Just Accepting Jesus Christ
To Extol Him Religion Pitches
It has sculpted society and shaped humanity
it was drawn upon through the ages
It's preached upon and taught by most scholars,teachers. preists, and profits
it's been chronicled amongst the pages
yet it's been ridiculed and frowned upon
by non believers, witches and sages
it sparks debate faith's brought war and hate
its unto this life which it wages
Yet it invites and truly ignites
all that it inspires and to engages
freeing us from our own captivity
opening the door to our societal cages
But as we do with most everything
we try to force it upon the masses
we think that everyone should think alike
It's unity across the vastness
but its this burden placed by society
a pressure that's pressence can truly abash us
to be liked and loved despite differences
We All Want to Feel accepted
to be dear to the heart and one of the part
to be swaddled, Swooned, and protected
its our need for constant nourishment
that often leaves us feeling rejected
Its our own self imposing restraints
cast upon ourselves That weve projected
that make it appear as though we've been Left Out And Have Us Often Feeling neglected.
As cure to this we search Endlessly
for a means to rise above
it shouldn't be suprising to Us
for what we search is simply called Love
You Will Be Blinded By Greed
As Your Greed Becomes Need
It Captures Your Attention Each And Every Day
Enticing and entrancing in Each And Every Way
though if you fail in its attempt
its your heart with which you pay
we look for a partner a soon to be called mate
to raise a family before It becomes too late
so we wine and dine we go out we date
taking chances in endeavors in something often steered by fate
much like the endowment of heaven
so to is this thing called Love
They've become eternally mated
in life like a turtle doves
You invision its flavor as being devine,
with a glamor to both shimmer and shine,
it smells of flaura and fauna,
fresh lavender comes to mind
and its touch is soft as spiders silk
nothing Material Though You'll Be twined
with a voice thats soft and sweet
a call thats envokes rhythm and dancing
foolish actions are often made
for the syrens song is so entrancing
This you'll never know
until you have watcher it leave
its not until then you'll know
if its truly had ever been achieved
and if it Has and you Have failed
You'll Forever Dwell, son And Endlessly Grieve
you'll deflectively pass the blame
You'll Feel Cheated, robbed And Theived
until you get the Strength to rise again
the Courage and fortitude to belive
You Realize Your Mistakes
For Love It Has Defenses
It Will Surely Take Its Toll On You
And May Even Knock You Senseless
And Where Your Heart Was Once Free
Will Stands Erect Fortified Walls and Fences
To Sheild US From The Pain of Heartach
We Will Put Up These Defenses
So Know You Understand What We Fight For
There Are No Pretences
Thats What Love Does
IT Binds and Blinds, It Confuses and It Minces
As Is Simply Takes Control
And Knocks Out All Your Senses
The Walls will Fall
As To Will Your Fences
Your Heart Hangs From Your Sleeve
Its Left Vulnerably Unprotected,
Exposed and Completely Defenseless
It Becomes Pierced its Pours Out
Agonizing in pain you scream and you shout
You Couldn't Never Endure this Your Sure Your Left Wirh No Doubt For Everything about Life Tenses
Drownd in Pain and Sorrow
Covering You it Drenches
You Know The Time To Stand Up And Fight Is Now
That Then Is When The War On Love Commences