Dear D, We had a great relationship, we were happy, and we were proud, and it was literally no one but you and me in the world. I had probably three other friends that I’d talk to if I didn’t talk to you. You were legit, my everything. You were my best friend, you were my boyfriend, you were my love, and for a while, I thought you were going to be my husband. It started with the texting, I remember we would text all day, and hang out after school, and once that was over, we’d text all night. Then the day you told me you liked me, I screamed. I called all my friends who honestly did not give a fuck. No one, not even you understood how much it meant to me that you liked me back. Eventually we started dating and this began what I would have never guessed, the biggest chapter in my life. I took pictures with you, I went on dates with you, we were THE fucking couple. Everyone loved us, then everyone hated us, then it came to the point where we did not give a fuck.
You were such a great impact in my life, and I don’t think you understand that at all. I loved you. I loved you with every ounce my little heart could give you. You liked to toy with my emotions, and make me feel like the worst piece of shit alive. I suffered through our relationship, and I stayed BECAUSE I loved you. I knew how fucking important you were, I made you everything. And you just threw me away.
But now I’m over it, and what’s done is done. The past is over, and I am looking up. I have no bitterness towards you, I have no dislike/hate or anything. You are just another person who came and went in my life. There is nothing I can do about it. I thank you for giving me my first taste of real love, of being in love, and of being loved. I hope you’re doing well, and I wish nothing but the best for you. I hope that you and your new girlfriend live happily ever after in that fairytal relationship you have together.
Want some advice? I lied, im not adele and i don't wish you the best. By the way, fairytales only happen in books, life is not a book.
So, this is my end of the 2012 post on our relationship. It probably wasn’t the most ideal one, but I don’t think I regret it. I don’t care if you read this or not. Or if she reads it or not. This is what I have to say and this is just my opinion on our so called relationship.
Much love and hugs,
Kimberly, your ex girlfriend who is now VERY happy.