I haven't been eating in the past few days and ondre kept trying to get me to eat but I would. I have to go for a doctor's visit to get my stitches out when i got there they brought me to this room and began taking them out. It kinda hurt but I was used to the pain at this point. Ondre sat by my side and held my hand. When I was done ondre took me to a restaurant to hopefully get me to eat. "What do you want for lunch mama's" He said looking at the menu. "Idk I'm not really hungry I'll just get something to drink" "No you have time eat baby at least get something small" I just looked at him as tears formed in my eyes. I nodded my head and looked down. "I'm sorry you don't have to eat I just don't want you to die" He said grabbing my hands. "No it's fine I'm just tired of fighting this battle. I could have died out there and you wouldn't have found me in time if I didn't find a service bar...... " He looked at me and then ordered our food. I got some chicken and ondre got stake. We finished our lunch and ondre said he wanted to take me somewhere. We drove up this narrow road alongside a mountain when we reached the top I saw the whole view of LA. It was so pretty. I was sitting down thinking about everything a realized how short life really is. Your not promised tmrw and your not promised another breath. I had a lot of nightmares still but they weren't as bad as they were when I came home. We watched a movie when we got home and I made popcorn. Ondre slowly moved his hand to my thigh and moved up slowly. He looked over at me and said "I know you can't really move and have sexual interactions yet but maybe I can make something work. I just want to make you feel good and take away your pain" At that point I knew he was horny and he wanted me. After all it has been a few months since we last had sex so i understand why. "Oh yea and what are you going to do to me" I said with a smirk.
A/n omg I know yall are prolly mad at me for another cliffhanger but you are going to have to wait and see!