I know what's awaiting for me when I open my eyes. Sunlight peaking through the crack in my grey blackout curtains, a half ass clean room, and a sleeping super soldier that's crushing half of me under his body
At some point in the night, Bucky turned over onto his stomach and me onto my back. He draped his arm across my waist and held me to him like I would suddenly vanish into thin air. His head tucked into the crook of my neck as his hair covered half of his face. His slow warm breathing sometimes blowing the strands, tickling my skin
I wanted to lay like this forever. Or at least wake up to him by my side forever. I carefully comb the hair from his face, tucking it loosely behind his ear and sigh with complete bliss
The arm he has wrapped across me tightens, squeezing me even closer to him almost becoming painful and hard to breathe
"Good morning.." Buckys tired husky voice grumbles out. His words vibrate through my bones
Holy fuck his sleepy voice is so hot
"Good morning, how'd you sleep?" I smile, more to myself. He slowly props himself up on his elbow to look at me, the metal glistening from the sliver of sunlight shining in on us
He smirks. "The best I've slept in a long time but.. I must still be dreaming. There's no way I could be sharing a bed with you right now." I let out a small laugh
"I can pinch you if you'd like." I gently grab a small amount of skin on his arm that's still draped over me
His eyes darken, holding a sultry promise to them and a mischievous grin on his lips. I raise an intrigued brow at him as a smile plays at the corners of my mouth. I squeeze his skin a little harder between my fingers
He retaliates by pinching my side almost immediately. I gasp and lurch into him, laughter spilling from us both. I squeeze his arm again in rebuttal but he again pinches my side, this time closer to my hip. I bite my lip, pinching his arm a final time. He drags his hand under me, caressing my ass but doesn't return the pinch which peaks my interest
I cup his cheek with my free hand, stroking my thumb against his rough stubble. He meets my gaze, taking a daring glance at my parted lips. We both relax into the other, enjoying just holding one another. I glide my thumb over his bottom lip extra slow
"Amelia.." he breathes out almost in a warning tone, desire written all over him clear as day
Fuck the rule
* "чем говорить, лучше поцелуй меня" I speak almost fluently, surprising us both. After the brief shock, a big smile spreads across his features as he leans in, brushing his lips against mine
(* = shut up and kiss me)
** "с удовольствием" He growls lowly. At that, he closes the gap between us, molding our lips together
(** = with pleasure)
It wasn't a gentle peck of the lips either
It was hunger
It was lust
It was passion
Once we got a taste for the other, we couldn't contain ourselves. We were each other's addiction, and boy did I need my fix
I moved my hand from his face into his hair, tangling my fingers in the strands and deepening the kiss. My other hand gripped his arm, gently tugging him. He caught onto my message and crawled on top of me, laying between my legs. He propped himself up, placing one hand by my shoulder. His other hand dipped under the fabric of my shirt and was slowly gliding up my abdomen
My body felt on fire and tingly everywhere he touched. My core beginning to throb, wanting him to release all the tension building behind it. He pressed his hips to mine, giving me a feel for the beast behind his joggers. I moan quietly into his mouth, moving my hips against his for more friction. He lets out a low pleasurable groan
"Fuck Amelia.." He mumbles when I pull away for a breath
"I wish you would" I whisper in a seductive tone, meeting his gaze. His eyes turn darker, full of infatuation and power. The amount of dominance radiating off of him was so.... exhilarating. He knows I'll submit to him too. Cocky bastard. I quickly slide my tank top off, tossing it to the floor. Only to be left in extremely short shorts and a sports bra
Yes I never changed from yesterday and I was too tired last night to change out of my bra. Sue me
I reach one arm behind me, never looking away from Bucky. His eyes kept darting between mine and my almost exposed breasts. His hand tightened its grip on my upper ribs, just below my breast, as I get to the last hook
"Don't tempt me Amelia," he presses his hard clothed cock against my throbbing heat. A faint gasp escapes me, earning a pleased smirk from him. The straps from my sports bra fell off my shoulders, hanging on my upper arms as I undid the final hook
He dips his head towards my neck, nipping at the delicate skin. He'd follow every little nip with a lingering kiss, moving his way down to my collarbone. I bite my lip as another moan delicately cascades out of me and I feel Buckys lips smirk against my skin
"James please..." I beg, just above a needy whisper. He leans back to look down at me
I see the wheel turning in his head. He's heavily considering caving into his needs and devouring me. Just when I think he's about to, he drops his hips from mine
"Not here babygirl.." he trails off, combing a hand through his hair, looking like he regret his decision the moment he spoke
I let out a shaky breath as I nod, humiliation with myself and my actions flooding my systems. Instinctively I reached to cover my face and hide my growing shame but ended up just pressed my palm to my forehead and closing my eyes. I just begged him to fuck me. Practically stripped myself in front of him. Not even 12 hours after telling him we can't be doing things like this
God I'm so hypocritical
He gently removes my hand, drawing me out of my misery. He turns my hand over in his and places feather like kisses in my palm
"Hey, all I said was not here. I fully intend to give you what we want, and some." he presses his lips to my palm again, locking our eyes together. His voice held a promise that made my body ignite like a wildfire
"I'll be holding you to that then." I smirk
He returns my comment with a wink before removing himself from me, standing and extending a hand to help me up. I hold the now unclipped bra to my chest so I don't expose myself and grab Buckys hand as he pulls me out of my bed. He drops my hand once I'm standing and holds my face with both his hands, caressing my cheeks
We lock eyes and I can see something flash across his blue orbs. An emotion I don't think I've ever seen before. It wasn't his usual lust or desire. It was something completely different. More passionate. More raw
He brings his lips to mine, but this time he was gentle, slow moving. Not like the other times where it was animalistic. This was tender and sweet. It made my heart flutter. He pulls away sooner than I want him to
"Come on, before I change my mind." He grabs the hem of my sports bra giving it the smallest of tugs
"Turn around so I can change then." I chuckle
He lingers his eyes all over my body as he steps away, turning around. I quickly toss on a normal bra and a baggy white Jack Daniels sleeveless top along with replacing my spandex shorts with normal jean shorts
"Ready?" I step around him to my door. He eyes me up before nodding
Now the fun part. Getting him to his room without running into someone AND not dropping my focus
I crack my door open, peering my head and looking down both hallways making sure it's clear. When I don't see or hear anyone, I grab Buckys hand and step out with him, closing the door behind him. I tune myself, harnessing my powers and shifting us
He leads the way once I signal that we're good to go. I didn't exactly know where his room was in the housing unit. Come to think of it, I only really knew where Natasha and Wandas rooms were. I had no reason to learn where the others were so this will be a fun adventure
We head down a few long hallways, take a couple of turns and then I stop in my tracks. I'm stunned at the sight in front of me. Natasha was just exiting Bruce's room
In a bathrobe. Holding what looked to be like her clothes
She turns back to say something to him but we're too far away for me to hear it. Then she leans in and presses her lips to his cheek
Is she..?
"Focus." Bucky whispers near my ear, drawing me back to the situation at hand
I can dwell on this later
We continue a little bit before we reach his door. I take a quick glance around us before letting go of his hand, causing us both to reappear to the world. He turns the knob to his door
"I'll see you at breakfast soon?" He asks, hope in his voice
I couldn't help but to smile at him. He leans down, placing a lingering kiss on my lips, snaking a hand behind me and pinching my butt. I gasp and swat his hand away as he chuckles before stepping into his room. As he shuts the door, I focus my powers again and walk back to a main hall
I gently touch my mouth, still feeling his lips on mine and missing them with every step I took away from him. I want to pursue this relationship with Bucky but with the rule, it's impossible
Everything we do is forbidden and could possibly get us kicked off the team. Or at least one of us off the team. And I think we all know who it'd be. I don't want to keep doing this, betraying Tony and his rules, lying to my closest friend, hiding whatever I have going on with Bucky...
But the most forbidden fruit are always the sweetest
"So you and Barnes huh?" Natashas voice rings behind me. I jump at the sound before turning to face her. She now wore spandex leggings and a graphic tee. I don't see my reflection in the window wall next to us though, how does she know I'm here?
"You can drop your cover, I saw you two." She tries to hide a sly smirk but fails
I rapidly glance around us, making sure we were the only two in the hall. Thankfully everyone else was either training, eating, or sleeping. Dropping my cover, I cross my arms in a defensive demeanor
"So you and Banner huh?" I retaliate, the same tone she used on me. She pauses, shock flashing across her face at being caught as well. She didn't expect that
I don't know how I'm being so confident right now. My bloods run cold, my hands are shaking and I can hardly move. We got caught. And of course it had to be by none other than Natasha Romanoff. But I've got leverage on her now too
"I won't tell if you don't." She looks at the floor. I bite my inner lip, considering her offer. She's a good friend, true to her words. It's the best choice right now
"Talk to me while we eat Nat." I uncross my arms, dropping my internal guard. A weight feels lifted from my chest now that she knows honestly. I won't have to keep lying to her, or hiding things
She nods and we make our way to the commons area together in silence.
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Hey folks. So I know a lot of us aren't a fan of Bruce x Natasha, me being one of them, but I couldn't think of anyone else I'd want her to be paired with.
I don't plan to bring it up much in future chapters so don't hate on me just yet. On that note, hope you enjoyed this semi-steamy extra long chapter!