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Dawn in the MM
Chapter 30
As I sped home at full speed I could only imagine the worst. What if she was selling him for drugs? What if she beat him to death? What if she kidnapped him and robbed us?
No positive could come with Dawn back in the picture. She was the devil in disguise. She brings nothing but stress and bad news to my life.
"Zen slow the fuck down" King said, holding on to the arm rest like his life was in danger. That only made me want to go faster, but he was right I needed to slow down before I got a ticket and that would take up even more of my time.
I went at regular speed all the way home. The ride was horribly silent, because I was too consumed in my thoughts to even try to talk to King.
I hate that King is in the middle of all my problems. First Ian, then my granny and now this. I hope this doesn't hurt our friend ship.
I didn't recognized Dawn's car in the driveway. It looked like a rental. I took a deep breath and prepared for the pain and remorse I was about to endure when I saw Dawn.
I used my key to unlock the door and slowly pushed it open. As soon as I walked in the strong smell of homemade fried chicken hit my nose.
My nervousness went down a level, but I was still on edge. As I walked closer to the kitchen I heard voices.
"I really missed y'all too." I heard Dawn say.
"Are you really staying?" Tommy's excited voice yelled.
I walked in the kitchen before Dawn could respond. Dawn and Tommy's eyes landed on mine.
I took Dawn's appearance in. She looked good, or at least better than the last time I saw her. Her eyes still had bags under them, but she wasn't the skinny woman I left back in Chicago. She had a little more meat on her and her hair was done nicely. She looked oddly ... Well.
I plaster a fake smile on my face as I walked in and sat in the empty seat at the table. King walked in after me and stood behind me.
"Hey Zen" Dawn smiled.
I didn't return the expression. I just looked down at my hands and mumbled a soft greeting back.
There was an awkward silence after that, but the tension was evident in the air. It's not that I hated Dawn. I just hated what she became. I really wish she would've gotten control of herself and maybe things could've went a little differently.
Out of nowhere Dawn cleared her throat and looked around the table.
"I want y'all to come back. Even granny. I have everything together now and I really want us to have a better life in Chicago."
I started blankly at her, not even believe what she was saying. She could not just come waltzing back in here and demanding things. Especially not after what she put us through. I refuse to let that happen.
"Tommy can you go in your room and play? I have to talk to your sister" I said, smiling at him. He hesitated at first, but then nodded slowly and ran up the stairs to his room.
As soon as we were out of ear shot I glared at Dawn.
"Hell no" I protested.
At first she looked taken aback, but she quickly gathered and looked at me.
"Look Zen I know I've had my problem in the past, but there is no reason for you to stay here. Our lives are back in Chicago. Our friends, family, and everything"
I scuffed. "What family? What friends? Nothing's in Chicago but bad memories and lost dreams"
She looked down and sighed. "I understand Zen, but I really want for you t-"
"Who gives a fuck what you want for me? Did you care what I wanted for you when you were strung out on drugs every other damn night? Did you care when you left the house for three and four days at a time? Or did you care when you spent all the damn rent money on God knows what? No so don't even come in here with that bullshit." I almost yelled. I kept my voice down so Tommy couldn't hear me upstairs.
Her expression was blank. She looked like she was angry and sad at the same time. I had never spoken to her like that so I can tell why she's quiet.
"Zen you haven't given me time to explain. I'm better now" she spoke quietly.
"I don't want to hear your shit, and I'm sure as hell not moving back." I said in my same confident tone. This time she didn't look to pleased. Her facial expression quickly changed to angry and you could tell her blood was boiling.
She stood up quickly and grabbed my arm. Her grip became tighter and tighter as she spoke.
Better my ass.
"I don't know who the hell you think you talking to, but it's definitely not me. I am still your fucking big sister and you will not talk to me like that" She spat, glaring at me.
I glared back with intense hate in my eyes. I mugged her so hard that my lip almost felt numb. Her gaze mimicked mine, but it was a lot less softer.
"Man y'all need to chill out" King said stepping in between us. I had almost forgot that he was even here. I was so invested in Dawn that I hadn't even acknowledged him anymore.
"And who the hell are you?" Dawn yelled, letting go of my arm before turning towards King. I looked down at my arm to see the red mark that she had made. We nails even drew blood. I ignored it for right now and looked at Dawn.
"You can't talk to him like that!" I yelled.
"I can talk to anybody how I want. Now excuse me." She turned back to King. "Who the hell are you?"
King's face stayed emotionless and he looked at Dawn.
"Look I don't know you and you damn sure don't know my ass, but I ain't about to let you talk to me any kind of way." He said calmly.
I mentally commended him for his calmness, because I sure as hell couldn't do it. It was just the fact that Dawn came in here dictating shit like she was God himself.
"Excuse me? You can't talk to me like that. I am grown!" She exclaimed getting in King's face.
I kept quiet because I know King doesn't play. If he wanted to put Dawn in her place right here and right now I know he would. He just looked at her, with an annoyed facial expression.
I couldn't really tell if he was going to argue with her or just punch the shit out of her. It was so much tension in the air, and even more because Dawn had obviously thought she won.
"Fuck this" he mumbled, before grabbing his keys and heading out the door.
"Wait!" I yelled holding his arm.
Dawn dusted herself off and then say back down in her seat. King snatched away from me and rushed towards the door.
I rushed out the kitchen going after him. If I was going to face Dawn I needed some back up. I needed King here.
"King stop!" I called, reaching for his arm again.
"What?" He spat in my face, looking at me with the same expression he gave Dawn just moments ago.
I stepped back a little, and put my hands up in defense. I was low key scared of King. I may have him wrapped around my finger, but I had no doubt in my mind that he wouldn't hesitate to beat my ass if something happened.
His facial expression softened when he saw the fearful look in my eyes. I stepped towards him and touched his hand.
"I'm sorry. She's just ..." I trailed off my sentence and looked down.
"It's cool ma I understand. I'm about to head out though I still got shit to do. Call me if you need me" he said.
"But I need you now"
He sighed for a second and then looked towards the kitchen. "I think this some shit you need to handle on ya own. I'm not trynna be in all ya family business"
I looked down and twiddled with my thumbs. He was actually right. I really don't need to drag him into my shit. Again.
"But if she put her hands on you tell me. Bitch or nigga, I'll beat her ass" he said, making me laugh.
He chuckled along with me and then kissed me on the forehead. Before I could say anything else he was gone. There was a light tingle down my spine from that kiss.
No matter what contact he has with my body I always feel that tingle. I don't know what it is, but I want more. I smiled to myself, before walking back into Dawn's presence.
"Who do you think you are bringing strangers into this house? Strangers that disrespect me at that" She yelled pacing around the room.
I remained calm, remembering the kiss that King just gave me. It wasn't much but, It should hold me over for a while and not provoke me to knock her upside the head.
"You can't talk to him like that Dawn" I said.
"And you think it's okay for you to talk to me like you just did?"
I sighed and then took a seat. I was angry, but yelling and fighting wouldn't do anything but give me a headache. It was time to go from 100 to 0.
"I'm sorry Dawn. I just have a lot of pinned up anger. What did you really come here for?"
She sighed and slouched in her seat. Her angry expression was back calm and sad as she looked at me.
"I miss you. I miss Tommy. I miss us. I want y'all to come back. I'm tired of being alone" she said quietly.
I looked at her and sighed. Despite all the bullshit, she was still my big sister. I love her. We've had great moments and she just slipped up. I can't really hold that to her. I just hope she's really better.
"You know we can't come back. You have to get better" I whispered.
"I am! I promise" she nodded rapidly.
I could believe her, but I wasn't sure. How would I know she's better? This could be one of her mood swings.
"I'm going to check you in you rehab" I said.
She was about to protest, but then she nodded and looked down. I couldn't help but feel bad for her. She's been through too much and I know it isn't her fault. I can't blame her for becoming an addict. I patted her back, consoling her.
"So tell me. How's life in Phoenix?" She asked lightening up the mood.
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After Dawn and I's heart to heart we all decided to go out to dinner. I filled Dawn in on granny's condition and she agreed to go to the hospital with me soon.
We just got back home about an hour ago and Tommy and Dawn were sleep as soon as they stepped foot through the door.
I on the other hand couldn't even close my eyes. I was wide awake and my mind was jumbled with thoughts. I was happy that Dawn was back, but apart of me was scared that she may not get better.
What if she doesn't go to rehab and she goes back to how she was? I don't know what I would do.
I sighed and shook the thought from my head. I just had to trust that everything will be okay.
I looked down at my attire which consisted of sweat pants and a tank top. It was about three in the morning and I had given up on sleep about two hours ago.
I stood up from my bed and decided to pack a bag. I filled my backpack with night clothes, and stuff and then slipped on some flip flops.
I then walked to the kitchen. I looked in the fridge and grabbed two cans of soda and then I grabbed a family sized bag of chips.
I grabbed my keys and tip toed through the living room and out the door. I'm sure they couldn't hear me though, because both their rooms were upstairs while mine was down stairs.
I hopped in my car and drove the short distance to King's house. I have no idea what I was expecting at three in the morning, but I didn't want to be alone.
I sat in my car for a while before finally building up the courage to get out and head to King's door.
King
I heard some shit at my window and immediately woke up. I was a deep ass sleeper, but that shit was loud.
I grabbed my gun from out of the nightstand drawer and headed to my window. I usually don't have visitors this late/early in the night/morning, so I had a reason to be strapped.
I looked out the window seeing Zen's tiny ass banging on it hard as hell. I shook my head and then smirked to myself. When she saw me, she gestured me to open the door and I nodded.
I couldn't even be mad that she was here. Even though it was early as hell, I wouldn't mind some company.
When I opened the door she had a big ass smile on her face and she was carrying a bag. I was tired as hell, but I couldn't help but laugh.
"What's funny?" She asked, pushing past me and walking to the kitchen.
"You" I replied, following her.
"I was knocking on your door for like ten minutes! And then I had to go to the window. And it's hot out there" she whined, as she dropped the two cans of soda and chips on the counter and then gave me her bag.
"Were you busy?" She asked innocently.
"Yeah, knocked the fuck out"
She laughed and then opened her soda. She hopped on the counter and dangled her legs off the side. I just watched her.
After a while she looked at me and froze. Her eyes traveled down my body, as she licked her lips. I was guessing she had just realized I was shirtless. I cleared my throat, stopping her eyes.
"Oh uh. I-I'm sorry. Are you going to um..." She trailed off her sentence and her eyes continued to roamed my body again.
I chuckled lightly and left the kitchen to put on a shirt. I would've kept it off just to watch her stutter and blush some more, but she looked like she was about to go insane.
When I returned, she was still sitting on the counter drinking her drink. When she saw me, with a shirt on, she sighed in relief and continued to smile.
"You got some salsa or cheese dip or something?" She asked.
I looked in the fridge and pull out both and set them on the counter.
"Can you warm the cheese dip up please?"
I rolled my eyes at her spoiled ass, and then put the cheese dip in a bowl so I could warm it up.
By now I was wide awake, and I know my ass wasn't going back to sleep. It was about half past three now and I didn't have shit to do later anyway.
Once she had opened her bag of chips an the cheese dip was warmed up and the salsa was in its own bowl we both started eating. I wasn't really hungry but it doesn't matter.
"Why you here ma?" I asked, opening the soda she brought me.
"I can't come and surprise my best friend? Damn don't act like you ain't happy to see me." She said cockily.
I chuckled and shook my head "Nah for real"
She shrugged. "I was bored"
"Well between the hours of ten PM and ten AM are strictly booty calls so what's up?" I asked with a serious look on my face.
She hit me on my shoulder hard as hell and then mumbled a shut up with her full mouth. I laughed at her full mouth and then continued to eat myself. There was a comfortable silence between us as we ate.
I could tell she didn't remember what happened the night she was drunk as hell. It was good, but I couldn't take advantage of her. Just like the time we were kissing. I just feel stuck between a rock and a hard place with Zen. It's like I want her to be my girl, but I don't know if she's ready. It's killing me.
She sighed, reading my expression. "Look King I really came over her to talk. I've been thinking a lot and I like you. Like more than a friend. I know you don't feel the same way, but I can't help it. I ju-"
I cut her off and slowly pressed my lips against hers. She was dead wrong. I felt more for her too, and if she could admit all this shit to me then I was convinced she was ready.
As my tongue slipped into her mouth she moaned and pulled me closer to her.
I leaned back and looked at her. "Who said I ain't feel the same way?" I mumbled against her lips.
She kissed me again, this time with much more force. I slightly bit her lip and sucked on it. She continued to moan as our tongues did a dance.
Her legs wrapped around my waist and I carried her to my room. I wasn't really thinking, but I know where this was going.
Once I placed her on the bed she immediately started to strip out of her clothes. She already didn't have on a bra so she just took off her tank and sweats.
I kissed down her body tenderly. Her back arched more at every little peck.
I quickly discarded my shirt and moved up to her upper body. I sucked softly on her neck as her hands ran down my back. Her small hands sent a shock of ecstasy through my body.
I was never the type of nigga that enjoyed foreplay, but with Zen I wouldn't have it any other way. It was like her body needed special attention.
As my fingers roamed around her body I realized she was blessed as hell. Her breast were perky and squeezable, but they weren't too big or too small.
Her small waist was perfect and her ass was juicy as hell. I don't know how I kept my hands to myself for so damn long.
Once I left my mark on her neck I made my way down to her breast. I sucked her nipples one at a time softly. I didn't wanna go too hard or too fast for her. I wanted to make it just right.
I could feel her petite body shaking as my hands caressed down her thighs. I went back up and kissed her lips until her shaking had subsided.
"Relax" I mumbled against her lips she nodded and ran her hands down my body again.The nervousness left her face as I started to kiss her inner thigh.
She bit her lips, as I slid her panties off. My fingers entered her opening with ease and slid in and out. Her tight and moist walls clenched my middle finger as I slowly slid in and out.
I added two more fingers and pumped a little faster. Her moans echoed throughout the room. "Oh King" she screamed clutching the sheets tightly.
I pulled my fingers out and replaced it with my tongue. Her sweet juices landed on my tongue as soon as I had entered. My tongued danced and sucked around her jewel until she was screaming my name again and again. Her body inched closer to mine at every suck and lick.
Once she released her body felt weak. She lay there with tears in the corner of her eyes and her breath unsteady.
I stripped out my boxers and positioned myself at her entrance again. "King" she whimpered as I slid in. I held her legs towards me and pumped slowly. I moved steady, pleasuring her with every stroke.
Moans and other sounds escaped her lips as I grinded in and out of her body. Her walls clenched perfectly around my dick.
I continued to stroke, deeper and faster, before I finally cummed inside of her. She sighed and then turned over for sleep. I lay next to her, grinning like shit.
And then I realized I didn't use a condom.
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This chapter sucks. I'm sorry.
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