it's 4am , i'm barely awake and there's this one girl i really like, I have a huge crush on her. I still do, this isnt healthy- but I don't plan to confess to her. She's straight and dosent have interest in me we're just friends and that's how it's going to stay
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Minamoto Kou,
The one person who could cheer him up with his dorky smile
The one person with the lamest traffic safety earring to ever exist
The only person who could make his day billions of times better with a single hug
The only person who he could be honest with and rely on
The only person who made his heart flutter and ache for more
The only person who he knows he can't be with.
So why does it hurt so much? He already knows the truth.
He knows full well he can't be with him.
So why?
Would it be selfish to want Kou all to himself?
He'd move on and do greater things, become a powerful exorcist, get a wife, have kids, and continue on with the Minamoto legacy.
He'd forget about Mitsuba.
Mitsuba isn't a girl
He isn't even human
He isn't even him...
It hurts.
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On graduation day, he gave Kou a ring. The blonde teenager too dense to know the real meaning of it at the time.
He smiled anyway, his bright smile always warmed the apparitions non existent heart. Ring tied around a string as he proudly wore it around his neck,
It'll all be okay, Mitsuba assured himself.
As long as he remembers him.
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Maybe in the next life they could be together..!
What a foolish thought.
His wishes were never answered.
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If you ever go to the abandoned school building to the boys bathroom, tap the mirror twice with your knuckle just like him/kou/.
If done so correctly, ask a question regarding anything about the person you like
No. 3 wouldn't give you an exact answer though.
Maybe a hint, a sign. Even a tricky poem you'd have to figure out yourself
If you ever ask the apparition about his own love life, he'll tell you about the exorcist and how dumb he was.
Perhaps, he'd even offer to be friends with you.
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The thing he would regret the most,
was not telling his true feelings to the one person he held closest to his heart.