The confidence that I spent years building
I can feel it slowly cracking
I know that I don't need anyone
But I just wish...
I wish for more
For someone else other than me
To look me in the eyes
To call me beautiful
To randomly call or text me
To tell me he misses me
To randomly show up because he wants to spend time with me
Someone who could undrstand me and support me
I want my favorite chocolate
I want to cuddle up and watch a movie
I want late night talks
I want deep interesting conversations
I want lighthearted teasing and laughter
I guess this is just wishful thinking