If I knew what was coming for me
I would have never went for you
You have caused such emptiness in my heart
you have made me feel dejected in every way
How come you were able to move on so quickly when I hurt you? yet when you hurt me, I seem to dwell on loving you
How is it that a person can forget about me so easily? yet here I am contemplating what is the wrong inside of me
Why must I suffer when I have never wronged you? Why must I be torn into figments so that you can fill your ego?
Why is it that you treat me with this cruelty when you treat others with respect?
Why do the shadows and the thunder come back to me whenever I finally reach the rainbow?
You were the rainbow that I saw, and now you have become my thunder and storm that dwells inside of me.