I'm so so sorry for not posting, I still have very much in school but I'm gonna try to post as much as I can. Thank you guys so much for 6k reads🥰🌷✌️
Your POV
It have been two weeks and I haven't talked to Payton and the first week he tried to talk to me but I didn't want him to. I have cried every day, every minute I think since that happened. He texted me so much so I needed to block him but then he texted me from others phones. But now I miss him so much and I regret to not talking to him and I just want to hug his safety self and kiss his perfect shaped face and look in his beautiful deep brown eyes that I could just look in and forget everything else. I miss him so much I can't even go to school because I didn't want to see him with someone else. But today is it Monday and I have missed two weeks from school so I need to go to school and I swear if I see that bitch Katharine I'm gonna kill her. I hate her so much. I got out of bed and went to my closet and chose an outfit⬇️
Then I went to my bathroom and did my makeup and my hair and bushed my teeth and went downstairs and saw my aunt Lisa
Me: omg hi Lisa
I ran up to her and hugged her
Lisa: hi beautiful
I let go
Lisa: how have it been when I have need away
Me: good
I lied
Lisa: great, I knew that you would get it
Me: I really need to go now but I love you
Lisa: right, I love you too
I got out and went to school
The thing is that I don't know how I'm gonna react when I see him. I don't think I can't. I want to try to be a bad bitch that don't need no men but I really do need Payton, he makes me happy
I walked in to school and saw Ava and she ran up to me
Ava: hey, u ok?
Me: yes
Ava: I know you're not but it's gonna be okay
Me: I know but I miss him
A tear rolled down my face
Ava: hey hey look at me, you're gonna get past him and if not you're gonna get him back
Me: I don't know if I can. He hates me
Ava: if he hates you it's something wrong with him because it was him that did the wrong thing not you
I gave her a fake smile and went to my locker.
And you maybe wondering what happened to Ava and chase, they decided to be fuckbuddies so yeah 🤨
When I went to my locker I saw Payton and he looked at me and he gave me a smile and I just looked in my locker again, Ava was beside me. I took my books when I saw Payton walking closer to me but I just closed my locker and went to class when I released that me and Ava didn't have the same class so we went different ways. I got in the classroom and took a seat when Payton took the seat next to me so I got up to change seat when the teacher came in
Teacher: y/n sit down
Me: fuck
I said under my breath
And I got down again
Payton: you look really beautiful
Me:.....
Payton: you know you can't ignore me forever
Me: yes I can so stop talking I'm trying to learn so I don't need to cheat, maybe you should too
Payton: look I'm sorry, I really am
Me: shut up
Payton: please talk to me
I didn't even look at him mostly because I have tears steaming down my face
Payton: y/n
I quickly looked at him and ran out to a bathroom and started to cry hysterically when I heard a knock on the door