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. ∘✰𝕡𝕠𝕧:k̸airi Mattia 3rd
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Bury a friend-Billie Eilish
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'I wanna end me,what do you want from me'
2 hours later
"So my friends are tagging along"I told the group
"Oh my god I get to talk to this little Alvaro kid you replaced me with"Marco says
"Mhmm"I say
"So wait who are your friends"seb says
"Alejandro...Alvaro Mariano samy roshaun Robert"I say
And that dude named Mattia
"Wait your friends with them"seb says
"Duhh"I say
We went inside the go cart track
"Oh they are already here"I say pointing to them
"Cool"Marco says
We walk over and met up with them
Alvaro and Marco were talking fake arguing about who was my real best friend
"Okay so who's driving first"dawn says
"I'll go"I say
"Me too"seb says
"I'm down"Robert says
I walk over to section and Sebastian and Robert were just picking on me
•••
"Yeah who short bitch beat y'all ass 3 mothefucking times"I say shoving my middle finger in their face
"Oh fuck off"Robert says pushing my hand
"Aww you salty French fry"I say
We were walking by and I looked up and accidentally made eye contact with Mattia I quickly looked at seb and kept walking
Marco Alvaro roshaun and ale were now on the track
"Oh come on Ro get off your phone your losing"I yelled
"Hey hey what's up with Polibio"Sebastian says pulling me towards him
"What you mean"I say
"I don't know he just looks like he's about to fuck some shit up"he says
"He looks like that all the time"I say
"Are you sure you were crying about him yesterday"he says
"I told you not to bring it up"I say
"But if somethings going on you need to tell him that"seb says
"Isn't he like dangerous or some shit...I don't know he's supposedly mentally damaged or something I'm not tryna sound mean just literally asking"he continued speaking
"I mean I don't personally know"I say
"Oh...you must really like him"seb says
"No why do you say that"I say
"Kairi yesterday you literally sat in a closet for an 1 hour and cried..I mean it's fine"he says
"Shut the fuck up it was just lost friendship that's all"I say
"I understand"he says rubbing my head
I pushed him and he fell into the tables
"Oh shit"I say
"Run bitch"he says
I laughed and ran from him he obviously could not catch me so we were just running around into I ran into Mattia
"Damn why the Fuck are you standing in the middle of a walk way"I say
"Fuck are you running in a walk way"he says
I roll my eyes and turn around and he mumble something I just put my middle finger up and kept walking
"You good you ran into him hard"Sebastian says trying to hold in laugh I slapped his arm
"Fuck off"I say
•••Next Day
"Why did we have to go to the mall"I say looking at samy
"Pre Italy shopping"samy says
"I'm not even going"I say
Samy mar and Alvaro all looked back at me
"You have too"Alvaro says
"I don't have to do anything"I say
"Mattia's going to flip"mar says
"Why"he says walking up
"He's not going to Italy"samy says
"Oh"Mattia says
"It's not that big of a deal I don't wanna go and if something forces me to go I will not hesitate to go the fuck off...and they kidnap me y'all don't gotta worry about talking to me because shit is wrong"I say
"Mattia please talk to him"Alvaro says
They walk off and mattia just looks at me
I roll my eyes and go sit at the bench in the middle of hallway...he followed me
"Fuck do you want"I say
"He told me to talk to you that's what I'm doing"he says
"I'm not going"I say
"Kairi your literally acting worse than before"he says
"So"I say
"Yo what's wrong with you"he says
"You...I want you to leave me alone"I say
"I thought we were friends kairi"he says
"I can't be friends with you...I can't be your bro none of that I don't want nothing to do with you"I say
"You called us bros"he says
"But you were going to friendzone me anyway I don't care anymore"I say
"It seems like you do"he says
"Oh Fuck off"I say
"You agreed to it"he says
"Well I lied"I say
"Wow"he says
"Bye Mattia"I say getting up
"Fuck you going"he says grabbing my hand
"Why are you crying"he says looking at me
"Look at me kairi"he said
I look at him and looked confused
"So what do you want from Huh"he says
"For you to leave me alone..."I say
"Stop fucking lying"he says
"I-"I tried to talk but it won't come out
"You want me to love you...I know that I'm trying kairi but when you got people in your ear making you feel bad about doing shit...you feel bad you made the decision so why the fuck are you acting like that...fuck what they said I asked you do you regret you said no right...I thought I was doing you a favor by just being friends with you...I know I can't actually give you what you want...you don't need me kairi"he said
"You don't know what I need Mattia you keep making these decisions you think is right but it's not I can't be your friend especially after what happen...You may not love me but I love you so for you to say I don't need you is lie I need and I want you Mattia..even though your fucked up in the head I still like you..."I say full blown sobbing
"So you do love me"he says
"Yes"I say looking down
"I really wanna say that I do but I don't know fully yes I have feelings for you...is that enough for you now I'm
not good with commitment I tried and I'll keep on trying so all I ask is for you to love me now so I can figure out how to love you later you have to help me..I'm sorry"he says
"I'm sorry for not talking to you..."I say
"So kairi will you be my boyfriend"he asked
Complete...
Don't hate me for what's gonna happen!!!