Ash:
You were sitting with your best friend Ashton talking about the most random stuff. Suddenly the situation got a lot deeper. He started to try and talk to you about your cuts on your arms. He wasn’t helping. You wish he was. He was your everything but he was making you feel as small as you ever have felt.
“What I’m trying to say is, I think you might be doing it for attention..” He said softly.
You weren’t though. You had been alone your whole life and abussed by your step farther. You never let anyone know about this. Except Ashton. You could trust him. You took in the words he had just said as your eyes started to well with tears. You could see the worry on his face about what he had just said.
“Say something.. Please.” He said whilst trying to keep your gaze.
You shook your head with memories flooding back of what had happened. You let the tears roll down your face.
“Out of all the people Ashton I thought you would be the last to say that..” You cried getting up and running away from him.
Cal:
You were running around the yard with Calum trying to get the soccer ball of him. He thought he would teach you some skills and basics. Well he tried. You ended up being terrible at it and playing fighting with him.
“Ok if you get the ball off me we can do what you want.” He said laughing at your boredom.
So that’s what you were doing. Jumping over every obstacle in your way. Calum decided to trick you and stop in his tracks. Obviously he must have though that you would stop but you didn’t and you collided with him, your head hitting his jaw. You winced and broke down into tears.
“Cal!” You sobbed.
He was straight by your side apologising and making sure you were ok.
“You can have the ball if you want now..” He said passing it to you with a pouty face.
Mike:
Mike came in with this new swim suit for you. He always loved buying you stuff because in his eyes it was his privilege. But in yours you were just a bother. He walked in and plopped it in front of you. You must admit it was beautiful. Blue frilly with sparkles on the end of the frills. You smiled.
“Mike you shouldn’t have.” You said trying to sound excited. Really you didn’t want to put it on because you were incredibly insecure. But Michael insisted that you put it on to show him. You went into the bathroom and put it on. A deep and long sigh left your lips as you looked in the mirror.
“I’m so fat” you whispered to yourself.
Your eyes watered when you thought on how Michael would react. What if he hates it. To tell the truth you were scared.
You came out with a towel around you as Michael pouted.
“Now drop the towel.” He smiled
You shook your head.
You felt your eyes water up again, only leaving tears streaming down your face. As soon as Michael saw this he came straight up to you and held you.
“Baby don’t cry”
Luke:
You were at a band night watching movies with the boys all on one couch. You were having a great time so far. The boys always treated you great. They were like your 3 brothers, well because Luke was your boyfriend. You finished cooking the popcorn and then walked in with two bowls.
“I need to go to the loo!” Calum announced and got up leaving you a spot to sit. Quickly you jumped into Calum’s spot passing the popcorn around. Calum came back and frowned.
“(Y/N) that’s my spot.” He whined
“Too bad!” You smiled.
Before you knew it you were being lifted into the air and was put on Luke’s lap. Calum smiled and sat down. You sat with Luke and smiled. He squirmed and gave an awkward smile.
“You alright?” You asked with one eye brow twitched up.
“Your just a little heavy” he said.
You guess he didn’t mean it in a mean way but that’s how it hit you.
“Oh.. Well I’m tired so I’m gonna er go to bed now. Na night” you said getting up and quickly walking into the room and getting under the covers. You sat and thought.. Was I really that heavy? All the emotions came flooding in causing sobs to fill the room. About 5 minuets later you heard a knock at the door and then a long creek signalling that it was opening.
“Babe….” He asked with a tone of worry in his voice. You just laid there pretended to be asleep.
He sighed and sat on the end of the bed.
“You know I love you and would never intentionally say anything to ever hurt you.” He said rubbing your leg.