I groaned loudly at the pain pulsing from the morning wood, that I seem to wake up to every morning. Once again, I had dreamt of Lucia and I woke up with such a hard-on. Sighing to myself, I roll over and sat upon the edge of the bed. As I sit there hoping some of the pressure in my hard rod will dissipate, but the very exciting dream from last night comes back to mind.
I had dreamt of her rushing into my office at the clinic. She was dressed in a sexy nurse dress, and it barky fit because it was so tight across her chest and ass. She was flushed in the face, and out of breath. With one look at me, she walked up to me and kisses me hard. I acted right away and gripped her by the hips, pulling her tight against me. I could practically feel her plump breast pressed against my hard chest. Next, I reached down under her dress and lifted her onto the desk.
Sadly, before it could go any farther, I was rudely woken up by the dreadful sunshine. Now here I am with a hard-on from hell. With another sigh I head into the in-suite bathroom, stripping my boxers along the way. Stepping into the shower, I sighed before turning the water on full blast cold. After standing under the water for the last ten minutes, my stiff dick finally goes down. With that taken care of, I quickly switch the water too hot and proceed to wash my sweaty dream off.
After my shower I quickly get out wrapping a towel around my waist, heading back into the bedroom straight to the closet. Skimming over my clothes, not really caring what there is before I just grab some random clothes. After getting dressed I take notice that I had chosen a pair of black jeans and a red flannel. I briefly picture Lucia in said shirt, but I quickly move on. After pocketing my phone and wallet, I head out the door and down the stairs, snagging my bots along the way.
Reaching the bottom of the stairs, I breathe in the delightful scent of freshly brewed coffee and it smells divine, yet not as divine as Lucia smells I thought to myself, before shaking that thought away. I head off into the kitchen for a big black cup of coffee. In the kitchen, I find Katie at the stove cooking, Reaper watching her from the table and accompanying him sits an unhappy-looking Torch, a board Beast, and Knuckles staring at a breastfeeding Cece. Katie hands me a tall mug of coffee and then I take a seat next to Torch and I look over at him. "What is with the sour look on your face?" "I have babysitting duty today. I had a date planned for tonight and I have to go stay with the girls as they go to the mall and tonight as they have a sleepover at your girl's house". "Who said she was my girl?" "You're saying you don't have a claim on her? Can I make a move on her then?" asked Ace as he walks into the kitchen". The hell you will!" the girls and I yelled at the same time. The others just laughed as Ace sat down in the chair next to me and pouted.
Shaking my head at his childlike ways and slip my boots on, tying them uptight. I am glad I convinced Reaper to switch Ace with Torch, I thought to myself. As I sit back up in my chair, I come face to face with Katie as she stands there with a big cup of coffee. Pulling out my phone I start looking through my emails and schedule for today. I must have lunch with Suzie today, for I could not do it the other day. I am not looking forward to it. She has been bothering me a lot lately, almost like she needs my attention or something but that cannot be. With a sigh, I finish my coffee and get up from the table to put my cup in the dishwasher. Looking at my schedule one last time before slipping my phone back into my pocket and head out the back door to where I parked my truck.
As I pull up into the parking lot of the clinic, I can see Suzie at the door looking around the parking lot. What she is looking for?' I thought to myself, but my question is soon answered when she spots me and starts jumping up and waving at me. Shutting off the truck and opening the door seemed to be a struggle today. Almost like I do not want to be here today, I briefly wonder if it has anything to do with the fact that I will not be seeing Lucia today. I sighed heavily at the thought of not seeing my bright shining light today. With one more heavy sigh and a quick pray to whatever higher being out there that she is safe today, I get out of the truck, locking it up before heading inside.
Right as I walk through the door, Suzie is instantly by my side with her hands wrapped around my arm. It felt wrong to have her hold on to me in such a way, I cannot help from wondering what it would feel like to have Lucia hold my arm in such a way and my chest feels with warmth. "Good morning Doctor. How are you doing this fine day?" Suzie asks in a very chipper voice that almost sounds like fingers nails dragging across a chalkboard. I wonder what she in such a good mood for has I only feel like the light of the day is gone. "I am doing well," I say lying through my teeth. "Well, I am hoping that you will join me for lunch, Doctor," she says quickly as she bites her lip to try and be sexy. The once sexy action does nothing to my cock. "We will see when lunchtime rolls around," I replied as I slipped her hands from my arms and head down the hall to my office, hoping like hell that she does not follow me.
As I step in front of my office door, I quickly look over my shoulder only to find her still standing in the spot I had left her down the hell staring down at me. Shaking my head, I grab the handle of my office door and turn it but before I can open the door my phone vibrates in the front pocket of my jeans. As I push open the dark redwood of my office door, I grab the smartphone from my pocket looking at the screen, seeing Reapers name pop up on the screen. After stepping into the office and closing the door behind me I answer the phone and head to sit down behind my desk. "You got Doc here. What is going on?" "So, do you want to talk about what had happened this morning, or are we going to kick it out as stress and move on?" Reaper said. I knew this was going to happen, but I did not think he would call so soon. "To tell you the truth, I have no clue what this morning was all about. I just did not like that whore of a man, let alone any man even thinking about touching her" I told him as I let out a long sigh. "You know I see you as more of a family than a brother Doc. Hell, you helped raise me when Bull Dog was not around. May he rest in peace. So, out of respect, I have to say that it sounds like you have it bad for this nurse of yours" Reapers say and he is speaking the truth.
"I know this, but I also know that I am far too old for her. For fuck sake I am what twenty-something years older than her. What would she want with an old son of bitch like me?" I told him shaking my head at the thoughts of being close with Lucia. "Tell me, my brother, do you like this woman? I mean really give a fucking shit about this woman?" Reaper asked over the phone but before I could replay there was a knock on the door to my office. "Hang Reaper. Someone is knocking at the door." I said and shouted out to whoever was there to come in. In pops the way to smiling face of Suzie. "Sorry to bother you Doctor but there is a patient in room one that says that she is suffering from a lot of pain in her stomach," she says. With a nod of my head, I send her off and place the phone back to my ear. "I got to go Reaper. We can finish this later tonight or not at all. Whichever one I can get away with" I said only to get a like hell in return from him. With a shake of my head, I hang up the phone, stand up putting on my lab coat, and get to work.
Flopping back into the chair of my office I look over to the small, black, digital clock and the bright red numbers shouted sixteen hundred. That is when I realized that I have been on my feet all day, and luckily able to avoid having lunch with Suzie. I am nowhere near in the mood to deal with her cheerfulness. I feel so numb and all I want is to sit down with a stiff drink then head off to bed. Standing back up, I hang up my lab coat and head out of my office hoping like hell I do not run into Suzie on the way out.
For such a dull and dark day, luck was in fact on my side and I was able to make it through the lobby, out the door, and to my truck without running into that woman. As I climb into my truck and such the door, I let out a large sigh, leaning back into the seat. Closing my eyes for a split second and Lucia's face flashes before me making me let out another sigh. I will just make that stiff drink a double, I thought to myself and sat up straight turn my truck over, and headed back to the clubhouse.
As I pull through the gate, nodding at the prospect that is on guard, I look over to the clubhouse and see that there is a party going on. I once again sigh to myself as I pull up and park in front of the club out, shutting off my truck and climbing out. The brothers must have thought that that the boys needed a party because their women are not home or something along the lines, I thought to myself and head inside. I make my way straight to the bar only to sit next to a sad-looking Reaper and Knuckles. "Tell me the truth boys. Do I look like a guy that's dick did not work just as you guys do?" I asked them and they look at me just to nod their head yes at the same time. "Well fuck me. I guess I am in just a mess you are, and I don't even call the woman my old lady in the first place. What the fuck am I going to do?" Well, the first thing is to tell us what you want to do and what you think you should do" Reaper said. Looking over at me from his empty glass that by the strong smell of it had whiskey in it. "I will have what they are having," I told the prospect behind the bar; Jenison I think his name is. "Well, I want her, I know that for a fact, but I am too fucking old for her," I told them as I sat down on the stool next to Reaper. "If my woman was here, she would most likely hit you upside the head and call you a fool for letting that in the way," Knuckles said laughing his most likely drunk ass off. "If my woman was her, she would most likely be asking you if you know if she likes you back or some sappy shit like that," Reaper said shaking his head at knuckles as he almost falls off his stool still laughing.
Grabbing the two fingers of whiskey that the prospect placed in front of me and down the drink a quick swig. I let the burn of the alcohol slide down the back of me through and let it rush through me. I do wonder what Lucia thinks of an only son of a bitch like myself. Tapping my glass on the bar I signal the prospect to refill my glass and turn to the boy beside me. "Tell me, how did you know that your women were the one for you Reaper?" I asked him. Reaper turns but turns back to his glass like he was remembering. "It was the way she smiles at Cece swollen baby stomach. When she opened the door and I first saw her I wanted to laugh, she was so tiny and shy. But that went down the drain when I saw that she was so scared of me she started shaking, and I wanted to kick myself for it. Lucky that is when Cece started whacking the crap out of me for scaring her. My head hurt for a fucking week she hit me so hard but when my little cupcake let out that soft little laugh, I didn't feel a fucking thing and I couldn't think of why. It all came down to that smile though. I saw that smile and knew that she would smile at her children with that same smile, but the thought of her having children with anyone left alone coming near some other fucker's dick other than my own I knew I had to have her and keep her safe. I knew then that she was meant to be mine".
I sighed to myself and knew he was speaking the same words that I have thought myself. Then I flashback to the night of the party when I saw my bright shining light standing outside the gate looking so scared and me wanting to keep her safe. Thinking of her makes me wonder if she and the other girls are doing okay. Maybe I should call Beast and ask him how things are going, I thought to myself, but I make myself down the refilled whiskey and order another one. I look over to Reaper and see him do the same and I know that I feel just as fucked up as he looks, all from missing one, single, sexy, woman. Looking back down to the once again refilled glass of whiskey and Lucia's face is floating in the amber liquid. Before I can bring myself to call her just to hear her voice I down the cool fiery drink and order another. Maybe I should go see her tomorrow I thought to myself. I have the day off and so does she. Maybe I could take her out to eat or something. What if she does not like anything around town, maybe she is a more high-class eater. Shaking my head, I swallow another glass and try to think of nothing. I sigh to myself when it does not work, and she is dancing through my mind once again. Downing the next glass of whiskey. I order three more and head off to bed with her still on my mind.