A/N: this chapter goes with episode 22 of The Bucket List on Episode!
ASHER'S POV
I was already hard from the moment I went to pick her up and she walked out of her porch wearing those little shorts. James even made fun of the tent that formed in my pants when I saw her. Noa always knew she could drive me crazy, even if it was deep down, and I'm sure she had her fun with it.
While I was fawning over her all night, the only satisfaction she gave me was letting me sit close enough to be able to feel her scent and touch her bare thighs, which was already a big improvement from all the awkwardness she felt towards me before. Never would I have thought that a walk on the beach would lead to this, but who am I to complain. When she told me about how she screamed my name while with another guy, fuck, that was satisfying. Knowing that she fantasized about this as much as I did makes me crave her even more. Although what I wanted was to hear her scream my name for me, not some random guy who can't even please her well enough to make her remember his name. And tonight I would be making sure of that.
"Is everything ok?" she said while laying almost bare on the sand. What a fucking stupid question. I've been dreaming about this moment for ages. Everything is better than just "ok". But I can't blame her for overthinking. I've been staring for God knows how long trying to figure out if this is real or just another one of my pre-bed thoughts.
"I'm just trying to make sure this is really happening." I said, dragging my fingers from her shoulder to her arms while feeling the little goosebumps caused by the sea breeze and obviously, my touch. She blushed, she fucking blushed. That simple act was enough to make me afraid that Noa wouldn't be able to take everything I wanted to give her.
"It is. Now can you get on with it already?" That sentence was all the reassurance I needed to hear. Fuck it, she's gonna take all of me tonight, and I'm sure she'll handle it.
As I freed her from her bra, her nipples hardened as the cold sea breeze hit us. What a great night to be cold outside.
"Why are you looking at me like that? It's nothing you haven't seen before." Her voice filled with sarcasm, reminding me of when she accidentally flashed me. How is she surprised that I look at her with admiration when she's the most beautiful girl in the world?
"It's different." I said, staring at her like she was the only woman to ever exist. To be honest, I don't think I'll ever be able to look at another woman this way, not after she came into my life.
"Why?" She said letting her hands fall from my cheek to my chest until she reached the waistband of my jeans and played with it while biting her bottom lip. Where the hell did this Noa come from?
"Because now you're undressing for me." I started pressing gentle kisses on her neck. "Not by accident-", I paused every two kisses as I whispered. "By choice."
Her eyes widened in surprise and she pulled me in for a kiss. God, I could get lost in her for days. Noa tasted so fucking sweet that it reeked of innocence, but the way she was undoing my belt with such a rush told me she was anything but that.
"What's with the rush?" I chuckled. Surprised by this woman with her newfound confidence that I admired so much.
"I want you."
I couldn't help but smile, Noa would do anything before admitting she had feelings for me, and there she was rushing me to have sex with her. I guess I could punish her a little bit for making me wait all this time to have a taste from her.
"We have all night." I moved my lips back to hers and with our tongues exploring each other I moved my hand to her shorts and unbuttoned them as she lift her hips so I could take them off.
"And I'm going to make sure it's an unforgettable one." I said as I started toying with my tongue on her earlobe.
"Do you know how much I want you?" I whispered in her ear as my hands caressed her breasts and I moved my lips to her nipples. Taking my time with each one of them as her whole body shoot up with goosebumps. The effect I had on her was mesmerizing, and my body was full with anticipation thinking about how it would be like going further.
She let out a soft moan and I knew I was lost. As much as I wanted to be in control that night, that woman could boss me around and I would follow her to the end of the world.
NOA'S POV
Asher took his time with his hands roaming over my breasts, sucking on each nipple and sending tingles all through my body. He knew what he was doing because never have I felt this way before with a man just touching me like that. He slowly dragged his lips to my belly button as I played with his perfectly styled hair, even though by the end of the night I'm sure it would be a mess.
His fingers went to the side of my underwear asking for permission to take it off. I want him to know he has permission to do whatever he wants with me tonight. Before he almost ripped out my underwear he let his index finger rub across my slit and I was taken back by his straightforwardness.
"I guess I'm not the only one who's been dreaming about this moment." His smile once again doing things to me. He was right, as he is most of the time when it comes to my feelings for him. I wanted him as bad as he wanted me.
I was dripping wet just thinking about what could possibly happen. And maybe I was putting too much expectation on him, but I doubt he would disappoint.
I was now completely naked in front of him, and as always his eyes looking at me with adoration. But this time it was way more than that, his face had longing written all over it. He moved his head in between my legs and gave me kisses starting from above my knees to my inner thighs while holding my hips in place and caressing my skin.
I didn't know if his reason for being patient was because he was trying to restrain himself or if it was because he wanted to punish me. Either way I couldn't take it any longer.
"Asher I swear if you don't-" I was interrupted in the middle of my sentence by the feel of his tongue entering me. Without even searching he found my clit and started playing with it, not missing a beat. I bucked my hips and threw my head back as he pushed his tongue deeper in a soft swirling movement, soothing the throbbing sensation within my core.
I felt a surging underlying pleasure as he continued to taste me and explore every single inch of me as if he was aching for this moment. His thumb was playing with my clit and I tried to say words of reassurance but whenever I opened my mouth he did something that pushed me over the edge.
I couldn't tell when one orgasm began and another ended, he was just that good.
I threw my head back and screamed, digging my fingers into his hair as he worked his magic. The continuous heat rising inside me, building even more the sensation of that moment.
I couldn't take it anymore, I wanted him. All of him.
I pulled his head towards mine and gave him a sloppy kiss while trying to regain my breath. As we pulled away he flashed his smile showing how pleased he was with himself and I felt his length pressing against my stomach, this man really had self control to be that hard and still focus on pleasuring me.
I moved my hand to his boxers giving him a few strokes, and as I was about to take them off him, he grabbed my arms and pinned them above my head.
"I'm not done with you yet."
ASHER'S POV
I delved my finger inside her, drawing it back and forth while slowly adding one more. Her breath was ragged as she would repeatedly say "yes" every time I hit the right spot. Which, not to brag, I was hitting the whole time.
She was dripping wet once again, as if the time I had my tongue in her wasn't enough. I wanted to give her everything. Make her feel like no man has ever been able to make her feel before. And by her response I was doing a pretty good job at it.
"I- need more." The words came between loud moans as they struggled to leave her mouth while she writhed in pleasure underneath me. How could I ever say no to her? I let another finger make its way towards her entrance and inserted it roughly as she sighted in pure bliss. What a fucking pleasure to see her eyes rolling like that for me.
"No Asher-" she was trying to say something, but whenever she opened her mouth the only thing that came out were screams. "I said more." Her hand moved to stroke me slightly outside my boxers and I let out a groan in frustration, I wanted to pleasure her as much as I could before I even thought about myself but it would be hard if she didn't let me.
Her hips bucked as my fingers curled inside her and she hit her sweet release once again, making her legs shake. I gave her a light kiss on the forehead as a way to let her recompose herself for what was about to come.
I leaned back and took my boxers off, and even on the dim lit beach I could see her surprised expression when she saw me. All of me.
I've always thought that she peeked that night I was skinny dipping, but seeing the way her eyes widened I guess I was wrong.
If there were any tourists taking a midnight walk on the beach, they'd sure be in for a great show.
NOA'S POV
I knew I should've been preparing myself for this moment since the beginning of the night, but with everything that happened I was too into the moment to even think about what was about to come.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" He lowered his hips and positioned himself at my entrance and I was surprised by his question. Not that I wanted to stop, but at this moment I thought it was too late to even think about it.
"Are you being serious-"
"I need to hear it. Do you want this?" Asher's usual playful tone was long gone. The lust in his eyes was blinding, and as much as I would rather deny it, I would beg for him if it was necessary.
"Yes Asher I want you, and I've been wanting you from the moment I saw you-" I didn't get to finish my sentence as he entered me in one push and I screamed even louder than before.
He lowered his head to meet my lips with his, and I was trying my best to get used to him as he stayed still for a few minutes. Even him just being there was already more pleasing than any guy I've been with.
"You ok?" he asked, stroking my hair and kissing my forehead as if he wasn't inside me at that moment. I knew nothing that would come out of my mouth was going to make sense so I just nodded biting my lip and squinting my eyes. Fuck, he was bigger than I thought.
Asher was the full package, caring and passionate. I found it soothing on how he always made sure I was comfortable, but that night all I wanted was for him to go all in so we both could release the tension and the waiting we've been through ever since he came to the island. I was never one to deny a soft side from a guy, but I wanted Asher to be fully himself, and I knew he was holding back.
"Asher?"
"Hmm?" He was pampering me with kisses, playing with his tongue on my earlobe while still letting me adjust to his size.
"Don't hold back."
His lips left my neck and he smirked against my lips before our lips met in a frenzy of passion.
"I won't."Â As soon as he said that he started pushing forward with long slow strokes until he found his pace inside me. My back arching as he went faster.
I didn't even have to tell him how I wanted it, he knew what he was doing. He was stretching me open and I was more than pleased to surrender all of myself to him.
I went to grab the bed sheets as an instinct just to encounter the coldness of the sand filling up my hands. As if he wasn't already good enough, Asher made me forget all of my surroundings.
I tried to hold back tears but as he plunged himself into me they ended up streaming down my face anyway.
My legs spread wider and shivered as I screamed his name in delight, the carnal hunger on his thrusts was enough to make my knees weak and my toes curl.
My whole body felt like an ocean of pleasure and I was glad that he was the one driving me into pure euphoria.
ASHER'S POV
I was in seventh heaven.
Our bodies molded together as if they were meant for each other. Seeing her squealing and moaning every single time I thrust into her was enough to drive me crazy. I knew she wasn't innocent, and I loved when she showed me that part of her which is unknown to most.
As much as Noa wanted me to not go easy on her, she has no idea how rough I can be. But I can wait, I'll show her everything I've been thinking about doing with her later.
"Yes, right there, I-" She was screaming and I couldn't help but go faster. She raised her hips to meet my thrusts and wrapped her legs around my waist, allowing me to go even deeper.
Fuck the waiting. She can take it and she already proved it to me a few times tonight, so why am I still scared of letting her have it all?
I pulled out and she looked at me with disappointment. That look wasn't going to last long, the last thing I wanted to do was disappoint her.
I grabbed her legs and put them on each one of my shoulders as I slammed into her again without hesitation. This time I didn't give her time to adjust, Noa didn't need it. I pounded into her relentlessly, pulling all out just so I can go in even harder than before. She screamed my name in ecstasy, both of us dripping in sweat from the intense work our bodies were doing in order to fulfill our pleasures.
Little did she know she gave me everything I wanted and more that night.
Tightening the grip of her legs around my neck I was able to go deeper than before. Pulling her to me as I grabbed her ass.
"Go- faster, please-" every word she said came out after a thrust. I could never deny a woman her pleasure so I picked up the pace, the only sounds around us being our skin slapping onto each other and the faint sound of the waves crashing.
Fuck, why do people never tell you how good sex on the beach is?
Her nails were digging into my back as I thrust into her, for sure leaving marks.
I didn't care about the pain as long as she was the one causing it. She could do whatever she wanted to me and I'd still feel the same way about her.
NOA'S POV
"I'm close." Asher said almost breathless, still entering me with intensive force. So was I, but even though I was completely wrecked, I didn't want it to end, at least not yet.
As weak as my legs felt, and as tired as I was, it was my turn to push him over the edge, to explore him as he explored me. I wanted to show him I could please him as much as he pleased me, that would be a hard task but I was willing to do my best.
I flipped us over and tried to ignore the sand that fell from my hair. Without a second thought I straddled and lowered myself on him, starting to moving my hips gracefully. Asher gasped as he was surprised by my determination to make this night last as long as I can.
He threw his head back and I felt satisfied with myself, I had second thoughts about every single thing I did that night, but from his response I might have been doing something right. I would never judge him for having a big ego again, I mean... he had every reason to be self assured, that man knew his way around a woman.
I felt the spark of our energy as I started grinding faster against him. His hands going around my waist and exploring my body as I was on top of him. Whenever Asher's looking at me or touching me, even with a simple kiss, he makes me feel worshipped. As if he's always been in the moment when he's with me, and he doesn't want to let go. Considering his past I understand why he tries to cherish every moment, and I'm grateful to have someone like that with me. And I can say that on this night at the beach, my mind is set on him and only him. There's nowhere else in this world I'd rather be.
As I picked up even more the pace, he grabbed my hips and synced with the rhythm our bodies created, making himself grunt and my head fall back.
ASHER'S POV
This was the hottest thing I've ever experienced in my life, I wasn't only turned on by her taking control, I was also proud. Seeing her confident and sure of herself as she was with me made me flutter with joy.
Closing her eyes and as her breath grew heavy, Noa sank into me and started moving her hips causing an insane amount of friction between us.
Seeing the woman of my dreams on top of me, I took a second to appreciate how lucky I was. That not only she trusted me with her mind, but now her body too.
I looked into her eyes and moved my hand to her face, caressing her cheek as her head fell to the side, letting my hand cup her face. I was never someone who did things like that during sex, but I guess I've never felt enough strong emotional connection with someone to do so.
Before I knew it, Noa took my thumb into her mouth. Fuck, I was trying to be romantic, meanwhile she was just teasing the hell out of me. She took her time with it, sucking it up and down as to show me what she could do. And I may be biased cause whatever she did turned me on, but fuck, she was definitely good at it... That theory was proven right when we got back to the hotel.
I knew this paradise was filled with wonders. But this girl right here?
She beats every single view I've seen on this island.
And I could never get tired of worshipping the hell out of her.
NOA'S POV
Asher lift his body up to meet me halfway. We were closer than ever as he thrusted into me, matching my rhythm. My legs were shaking and my muscles tightened against him. I was close to my release once again. I felt him twitch inside me and he didn't have to say it, he was close as well.
With one last passionate kiss, letting our tongues explore each other as his hands roamed over my back pressing me tightly against him, and a few rough and quick thrusts, we reached our high together.
With him still inside me he pulled me into a tight and tender embrace. I don't know how long we were there just holding each other and listening to the soft wind blowing, all I know is that I felt at peace.
At peace with myself for doing this with him and at peace for releasing a big weight from my shoulders. The weight of denying myself from feeling things for him. Because never in my life did I feel this good while with someone.
This was hands down the best sex I've ever had.
ASHER'S POV
After we both released a breath we've been holding, we stayed there in a never ending embrace. And honestly? I had no plans of letting her go.
We were in complete silence, the only thing we could hear was our ragged breathing and the waves crashing onto the shore. There was no need for words, our bodies did the talk that night.
Caressing her hair and feeling this warm feeling surging within me, I smiled with the realization of what we just did.
We both had the best sex of our lives that night.
"Asher?"
"Hmm?"
"Thank you."
What was she thanking me for? I was the one who got everything I wanted.
"For what?"
"For not being bad in bed." I was taken back by her words, was she making fun of me after we had sex? While I was still inside her? This woman really is something else.
"Fuck you."
"You sure did." We both chuckled into each other and that's when it hit me.
This is what you're supposed to feel like when you're with the right person.
And Noa is definitely the one for me.