Hanji's pov
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I sat there in utter silence as I saw the two be lovely Dovey
I watched as Levi put his arm around Petras's shoulder
the whole time I was with them, I acted as if nothing happened between me and him
I quickly finished my food and excused myself, I waved goodbye at them
I felt my emotions overflow my body, I couldn't take this any longer I want to scream, shout anything at this point just to let my feeling out
Why would he even kiss me? If she clearly better
My eyes started to tear up as I couldn't hold my salty tears back any longer
Out of nowhere my phone ring, I quickly grab it from my back pocket and look at the contact info
~ UBER BOY IS CALLING ~
Hello? This is farlan
Hanji are you there?
Did I get the wrong number?
Yeah, I'm here
What do you want lover boy?
I was wonder if you want to go to a party with me?
Shit I'm stressed so I'm going to have to pass
Maybe next time?
~ Uber boy has left call ~
I rushed to my dorm room only to refer that one of the biggest parties of this year will be happening next week
This means I'll either go as fucking loner or find a date asap
So I texted the only guy that came to mind
~ Now cheating with Farlan church -
Farlan church
Hey Hanji, I need to ask you something tomorrow
Hange Zoe
Sounds fine to me
~ Farlanchurch ~
My mind was caught up in every that is as happening, I just craved validation, affection from someone
Anyone...
"Sorry I let myself in "-Moblit said walking into my bedroom door
" it's fine "- I said laughing at how cautious he is
Soon our eyes meet, and in the rush of the moment
I kiss his lips
He accepted almost instantly
I noticed something.. This is wasn't like the one me and Levi shared
This one was full of needs, sexual desire, and anything but true feelings on atleast both part
But it was enough for me at the moment, all I was craving was the touch of someone else
I just wanted to feel like I mattered and if this was a way to get it than so be it
Soon this kiss became more than a kiss ,we began to grind on each other
-Authors note -
Updated on time, probably no update this week because of my birthday ( the 15th )