Updated 3/30/21
Can you guys guess who I'm gonna credit again? That's right. It's heyitslettym
"What the hell kid? I specifically said HOURLY check ins. Not 'check in twice then nothing for the rest of the night'!" Tony barks from the phone. Part of me loved the fatherly side to Tony, being as I didn't really have a father figure growing up but a lot of the time it's rather annoying just how protective he is of me
I can't imagine what it's like for Peter nor do I want to
I sigh, crossing one arm across my chest while the other holds the phone to my ear, thinking of what to tell him. I can't exactly blurt out that Bucky snatched my phone and then my lips. Neither of us would see the light of day again
"I'm sorry Tony. I was going to update you but," I pause, glancing at Bucky who's staring at me with those same hungry eyes from the seat I left him in
I definitely can't throw him under the bus right now, even though I've a handful of snarky remarks to make and call him out for a few things right now. I bite the inside of my lip before continuing
"I figured having my phone out would be a distraction. You know better than anyone that things can change in the blink of an eye. I was focusing on the mission." That last part was a half truth. I was focused on Bucky and the mission. "PLUS the light emitting from the screen could have drawn in any unwanted attention if there was immediate danger around. So I decided it'd be best for everyone to keep my phone tucked away." I state matter of factly
Tony pauses for a moment on his end of the phone before I hear him snap his fingers together signifying he's having an 'ah-ha' moment
"Fine, I'll give you that. But what about the past 2 hours? You've been on the jet and didn't think once to call me?" Tony's voice is calming down the more we talk and my words sink in
He knows what I said is a good reason
I shrug nonchalantly, realizing that only Bucky can see me right now. "I fell asleep. Didn't get to catch a nap after training yesterday and haven't gotten a wink of sleep in," I pause to check the clock on my phone, "25 hours now. Sorry boss." I huff through the phone
Once again there's a moment of silence between us. Tony collecting his over imagination
"I just.. worry about ya kid. You know that." Tony sighs, realizing how much he's over reacting. I nod, not that he can see
"I know you do but you gotta put some faith and trust into me. Plus, I was with Barnes. You know I'm safe in his hands." I glance back at Bucky who's now leaning forward in his seat, his elbows on his knees
He had a devilish smirk on his face as he darts his tongue out, wetting his lips before looking from my face to the floor and back again. My body ignites with raw desire for the super soldier
Gods above do I wish Tony hadn't kept calling and interrupted us
"I know I know..." Tony sighs again, bring my attention back to the phone call. "Just make sure to let me know when you make it back to base at least, alright?" He asks. I nod once more
"Will do boss. Now go enjoy your honeymoon." I breathe out a chuckle before ending the call
I comb a hand through my hair before tucking my phone in the pocket of my pants. Bucky clears his throat, capturing my attention and making me turn in his direction. A smug grin crinkling the corners of his eyes as he looked up at me and reached forward, hooking a hand around my thigh and pulling me to him
"Care to pick up where we left off?" He asks, looking to my lips with hooded lids
"You know a measly kiss doesn't answer the dozens of questions I still want answers for, right?" I cross my arms over my chest
Bucky shoots me a cocky smirk as his eyes seemed to twinkle with mischief. "I'll answer a question for a kiss doll. Deal?"
I roll my eyes half playfully at his sudden proposition. How can this man go from seemingly despising my guts to wagering a deal just to kiss me?
And is it bad that I am heavily leaning towards agreeing to it?
The hand Bucky had on my thigh slid up and caressed my hip, his other rested on his knee. I place my hands on either side of his neck, resting my thumbs just under his sharp jawbone. I look down at him, more than ready to lean back in and continue what he started but I take notice of his seemingly even more irritated red strained eyes
"Have you not taken the contacts out yet?" I ask, drawing my brows together as I bring a hand up to the side of his face and gently touch around one of his eyes
Bucky seems embarrassed at my sudden realization and outburst. His once suave confident self seemed to diminish. Internally I smack myself and start to panic. I mean, I just ruined a perfect moment between us
Leave it to me to blow my chances
He just looked uncomfortable...
"I don't trust myself enough to remove them. Was gonna have Dr. Cho do it when we got back.." Bucky almost mumbles
"Do you want help taking them out? I'm sure they can't be comfortable." I offer frantically trying to correct the situation
Before he could say anything, I step away and grab his empty contact lenses case along with the little rubber tipped tweezers they provide to help remove the lense. Bucky gives me a wary look as I come back to him
"Relax there big guy. I need you to trust me on this, alright?" I ask standing between his knees
Bucky looks to the tiny utensil in my hand and the case in the other before looking back up at me. He looked very hesitant on allowing me near his eyeballs which, in hindsight, is completely understandable
Maybe if I...
"Here," I swing my legs to either side of Buckys hips again and straddle him once more. "We can continue once I get those things out, yeah?" I arch a brow at him, looking for an answer
Bucky sighs in defeat, giving me the smallest glare but tilts his head back for me to do whatever I needed to. I comb my fingers through his silky strands of hair, feeling him relax the slightest into my touch. He places his hands on the top of my thighs and I allow him to, if it helps calm him in this kind of situation than who am I to stop it?
The first contact comes out easily and I reward him by kissing his cheekbone. The corners of his lips curl into a smirk at my gentle actions. I lean to the side where all the supplies were, placing the contact into its little sterile case
"So uhm- how did you know I would... reciprocate..your actions?" I ask, pausing halfway through to think of the correct words I wanted to use
Pink flushed Buckys cheeks as he looked away, concealing a smile. His body language furthering my interest so I raise a brow at him in confusion
"Thermal vision doll." He states, tilting his head back again for me to do my work
I pause all movements and slowly look to him as embarrassment now floods my veins
I completely forgot he had thermal vision and not night vision like me
Fuck
Wait, that means he could see where heat was on me when around him!!
Oh god no
"Oh- Uhm I- Right." I fumble over words, failing to form a coherent sentence as I hold the back of Buckys head, leaning in to remove the last lense
Once it's out and I close the case, Bucky squeezes the tops of my thighs with a cocky smirk plastered on his face
"I believe we made a deal doll." He whispers against my lips
I shake my head, emitting a short giggle but before I could fulfill our little agreement, the quinjet alarm sounded, indicating it was time to land. Bucky and I both sigh in unison as I hop off his lap and into the pilot seat. I flip off both the alarm and autopilot, starting the descend while Bucky stayed in the back of the jet
Once we landed back at the towers hangar, I unbuckled myself and flicked all the switches to power down everything. The back hatch opens up to release us and allowing in fresh air. I stand and turn to get my bag but am met with Buckys large chest instead. I gasp, startled as I wasn't expecting him to be there so suddenly
He grabs my chin with his thumb and tilts my head up to his, that same hungry look from earlier in his eyes. The moment our eyes meet, everything in my mind went out the window. This seems to happen all too often when he's around
"I wasn't done earlier.." he breathes out
Focus Amelia. Don't let this man distract you any further!
Bucky leans down, pressing his lips to mine once more in a passionate kiss. I started to lose grip on the little self control I had regained under his touch. I smirk into him, placing my hands on his clothed abdomen. That earns me a faint groan from Bucky which I'll be lying if I said it didn't send a tingle down my spine and between my thighs. He steps closer to me so our bodies were pressed flush together
"I still have questions Bucky." I breathe out between kisses. He lets out an 'mhm', probably not even listening to a word I'm saying, too focused on me
But you won't hear me complaining
His lips felt like satin and he tasted so so sweet. The way he held my chin with so much force yet barely had a grip made me nearly crumble to the floor. And the little groans he'd breathe out?
Oh god the little groans
I could listen to those for hours and never tire of them
"Hey! Bucky!" Steve's voice echoes off the walls of the hangar outside the jet, followed by his quickly approaching footsteps
I pull away from Bucky, knowing full well that I won't have enough time to compose myself before Steve gets here. In an instant, I use my abilities to disappear, watching my reflection in Buckys eyes fade away
Bucky smirks and steps away, acting nonchalantly, as if nothing had happened. He had just reached his gear bag when Steve walked on the jet
"How was the mission? Where's Amelia?" Steve glances all around the jet scanning for me. I cover my mouth as I start to smile and stifle a small giggle
"It was just a small recon Steve. We got in and got out. Kind of boring." Bucky spoke, glancing at the spot where he left me
"Oh I bet. I know how much you can't stand being around her so. Sorry I couldn't make it pal." Steve claps a hand on his friends shoulder
Hold on
Excuse me?
I'm sorry, what?
My blood runs cold at his words
Did Bucky really say he can't stand being around me? Then what the hell was earlier? AND just a few minutes ago? Was he playing with me? Using me as some kind of toy?
God, he played me like a damn fiddle
Rage started to boil in me, almost making we want to drop my cover and kick his ass right then and there in front of Steve. But I can't with Steve around, it'd just raise more suspicion and they'd probably try to cover their words with excuses
Men.
Bucky glances at me again, a shard of fear in his eyes before turning back to Steve and starting to walk out
"It was fine. We hardly talked and it was like she wasn't even there."
Though yes, we did hardly talk the entire time and I was invisible all night, those words still cut me like glass. Angry tears brimmed my eyes as the two walked off the jet and out of the building still chatting
I dropped my cover and quickly grabbed my bag, storming out of the jet and in the opposite direction they went. Instead of going to my room and collapsing into a pitiful ball of self loathing or going to the roof to cry away my anger in peace, I pulled out my phone and dialed Natasha. She quickly answered with a kind 'what's up'
"You free for some training?" Who am I kidding, she's always down for training, especially with me
She relished in working on her skill senses and I thoroughly enjoyed her help in perfecting my combat skill. I always learned something new from her
"I'll meet you in five." I could hear the smile in her voice before she hung up
I make my way to the training room, tossing my hair up into a tight bun. Sorry Nat, but I've got one hell of a storm brewing inside me that's not going to make this fun for you.
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Howdy folks, sorry if this chapter seems weird and all over the place. I went through a lot of it mostly to edit things and this is what got created. I personally think I don't have the best writing style but I'm working on it and hope it shows in future chapters.
Speaking of future chapters, I have SO many ideas it's kinda crazy. But I hope you've enjoyed this so far, and stick around. I promise not to disappoint
Okay byyyyyeeee <3