6 months later
AMIYA
So I'm officially healed well not all the way but I'm where I can do stuff all on my own with no help let me tell y'all the healing process after surgery was hell. There was days where I just wanted to give up and just forget it I swear I never cried so much in my life but thank god everything is good now I'm just still doing physical therapy. As of now I'm in my room packing i decided to go to college I need some time away from New York and from my family I just want to be a normal college girl. As I was packing I heard my front door open and there was Tj standing there I haven't really talked to him or seen him because while I was recovering my dad made me stay at his house and y'all know he don't want me nowhere around him
Tj: hey
Amiya: hey
Tj: so it's true u really leaving off to college
Amiya: yeah
Tj: and u couldn't tell me I had to find out from Karmen and jade
Amiya: I'm sorry it's been a lot going on these last past few months
Tj: well I wouldn't know since I haven't seen u or even heard from u
Amiya: but we texted back and forth
Tj: it's not the same and most of time u were ignoring me
Amiya: I was shot Tj I was going through a lot what do u expect
Tj: yeah u right my bad
Amiya: look if u still need a place to stay u can stay here I don't mind
Tj: yeah ok whatever
Amiya: do u really have an attitude right now
Tj: naw it's just u been acting funny towards me lately and u keeping stuff from me
Amiya: it's not on purpose I just need to get away from everything for awhile
Tj: including me
Amiya: no it's just u know what never mind
Tj: there u go not telling me how u feel again look miya I ain't saying u ain't been through hell but ur not letting me be there for as ur boyfriend hell even as ur friend I feel like ur pushing me away
Amiya: Tamir it's not all about u
Tj: I'm not saying that
Amiya: then what are u saying huh.. look I just need some space just give me my damn space plus I wouldn't even be in this situation if it wasn't for u anywa....
Tj: wow so the truth finally comes out
Amiya: Tj I didn't mean that
Tj: naw it's cool I know that's how u feel so u go off to college I'll give u ur space
He started walking out then he turned around
Tj: oh yeah here ur key
Amiya: u can keep it u can stay here
Tj: naw I'm good I don't want u doing nun for me
Amiya: well then it's for ty and Tay
Tj: naw they good too
Amiya: Tj don't do this
Tj: don't do what look I'm not gonna stay in ur way and I'm sorry for everything Amiya I'm really am and I love u and good luck at college
He walked out and I finished back packing until my mom and my brothers Jamal and Hakeem came in here
Jamal: damn Amiya u got a lot of stuff
Amiya: I know I stay shopping
Jamal: u gonna end up paying extra for all this stuff
Amiya: I'm probably not gonna end up bringing all this I'll just shop when I get there
Jamal: ok I hear that
Hakeem: just don't be up there dating cuz then I'm gonna have to come up there and beat a couple of people up
Amiya: whatever plus I'm not thinking about boys right now
Cookie: I know that tone too well did something happened between u and that boy
Amiya: we broke up we're done
Hakeem: good u didn't need him anyway he lucky I ain't beat his ass
Jamal: shut up Hakeem u ain't beating nobody ass
Cookie: boys get out for a min let me talk to ur sister
They left and my mom sat down on my bed and I sat next to her
Cookie: talk
Amiya: I told him to his face that all of this is his fault
Cookie: ok what's the problem it is his fault
Amiya: I didn't want him to know I blame him for everything
Cookie: Amiya if u blame him he should know shoot I remind ur father everyday about my 17 years
Amiya: yeah we know everyone probably know by now
Cookie: don't do me like that shoot them 17 years were hard so ur damn right I gonna throw it up in his face
Amiya: I get it but I know Tj didn't mean to hurt me on purpose that's one thing he promised me that he would never do
Cookie: but he did look I get it trust me I do I was the same way over ur father but I had no one to tell me to not loose my mind over some man well my daddy tried to tell me but I ain't listen I was too head over heels for ur father and u see where that got me
Amiya: 17 years in prison
Cookie: that's right look i know u love him and he loves u but that boy got mamma issue daddy issues and any other else issues u can think of so u need to focus on u go to college then come back and do ur singing career if that's what u want
Amiya: I really wanna do my music but all that has happened I just need a break and take my mind off of certain stuff and I think college will help
Cookie: yass go get that education boo and u know I'll be right here and still ur manger when u get back
Amiya: thanks mom I love u
Cookie: I love too now enough of this cuz if I cry I'm gonna mess up my makeup and u know I gotta look good all the time
Amiya: Ma don't worry u look amazing for ur age
Cookie: my age u know what don't make me go upside ur head like I do ur brothers
Amiya: my bad cuz after I seen Hakeem I don't want no problems
Cookie: smart girl now come on let's finish getting u pack so u can make ur plane
My mom and my brothers helped me finish packing after that we all headed to the airport my father and Andre met us there. Now it was time for me to say goodbye I hugged everyone
Lucious: bye baby girl and don't forget to do ur therapy I have the best of best for u
Amiya: don't worry dad I won't
Lucious: I'm proud of u Amiya
Andre: me too I hope u have an amazing college experience
Amiya: aww thanks dad and Dre
Cookie: don't forget to call
Amiya: ma I won't
Hakeem: and remember what I said no boys
Jamal: and remember what I said
Amiya: call u and tell u all about the cute guys but anyway y'all are both slow cuz I'm going to an all girls school remember
Hakeem: I remember
Jamal: yeah me too
Amiya: no y'all didn't y'all straight lying but I guess it's time for me to go
We all hugged again and then I got on the plane headed to Atlanta to start my college experience