Hey guys so this is going to be my last update till probably sunday or monday because I'm going to Disney tomorrow! So hope you guys like it!
ZOUIS
"GET THE FUCK OUT LOUIS"
"W-what are you talking about Zaynie"
The two were barley through the apartment they shared when Zayn started screaming at Louis.
"I saw you groping and touching Harry, I knew why you did it when we wern't out to the fans but now that we are there is no reason too! Now get out!"
"It's a joke Zayn!" Louis pleaded tears fresh in his eyes. It was only a joke. Zayn normaly wasn't this possessive and he was scaring Louis.
"No, I saw the way you looked at him tonight I am nobodys se cond choice." Zayns eyes were cold.
"It was a joke Zee, You're not going to throw two years away over a joke are you!" his voice not strained and cracked.
"Watch me. Now get out" his voice stern and dripped with venom.
Louis now whiping his tears with his sleeve shuffled out of the apartment and slammed the door behind him slumping to the ground. He banged his head back against the door till it was numb.
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He doens't know how he ended up at the bar. He was just there.
"10 shots of your strongest shit bartender"
One by one he downed the shots in less then five minutes and being a light weight, there was no way this was going to end well. After another five shots the bartender cut him off because Louis was bawling his eyes out only being able to slur out the words, ZaynZaynZayn.
He looked at his phone and the time read 3 am...he thinks. He also thinks he dials Zayns number which goes straight to voicemail.
He literally stumbles out of the bar becaue well it's closing time and he is actually kicked out. He is in a dark alley and right now he actually wants someone just to kill him and take him out of his misery. It's not like he would feel it anyway..he is that drunk.
He sits in the alley crying waiting for some sketchy looking lad to walk past.
It feels like eternity before it happens.
"Hey kid got any money?"
Louis stumbles up trying to grab onto the wall, "Are you going to shoot me if I don't"
"No." pause. "Just need money and I know you have at least some"
"Depends. You got a gun?" his words still slurred but he is a little less drunk. Only a little.
"Yeah, but I don't wanna use it"
"Shoot me and I'll give you the money" Louis says stern and surpisingly less slurred. But he wants this while he is drunk so he wont wake up and it won't matter because Zayn doesn't care.
"Kid, thats a bit cruel...No one should want to die"
Louis chuckled bitterly, "My boyfriend of two fucking years just dumped me, I'm now homeless and frankly I don't give a fuck anymore so shoot me. NOW."
"No I---"
"Shoot me. SHOOOT ME SHOOT ME. Just fucking shoot me or I'll call the police. Shoot me shoot me shoot-------"
Bang
Louis almost doesn't feel a thing as he collapses back to the ground. He got shot in the leg, but seeing out drunk he is he might die from blood loss or alcohol poising. Either one would work for him at this point.
The man isn't there anymore but still manages to whisper a "Thank you" into the cold air.
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Zayn is sitting on the couch furiously flipping through channels on the telle waiting for Louis to walk back through the door like he does every fight. But it's been four hours and to say he was worried was an understatement.
He knew he was over reacting so when Louis was gone he thought of a long ass apology but now its getting lost in his head. His thoughts now filled with what could have happened to Louis. Because Louis always comes back. Always.
"...a gun shooting at the local pub where a 20 year old man was found with a bullet through his leg passed out...sources have identified the man but are not ready to realse any information to the public. His current state is not yet clarified. Stay tuned"
The t.vis quickly turned up with a bunch of 'nonono's escaping Zayns mouth. That could have been any 20 year old. It can't be Louis.
'He probably went to go fuck Harry after the fight. Yeah. Thats why hes not back' Zayn thought to himself. Which got him more angry at the thought of Louis fucking Harry. Maybe it was good Zayn kickied him out.
"...We have new information on the recent shooting. The victim has been identified as Louis Tomlinson, One-Fifth of One Direction. Sources say he was -----"
Zayn was out the door not even bothering with shoes or a jacket. Hopping in the car and speeding to the hospital.
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"Louis Tomlinson, Where the fuck is Louis tomlinsons room!" Zayn screamed at the clerk.
"I'm sorry sir I can't realse any information."
"I am his boyfriend so you better fucking tell me"
"He is in surgery. He needed his stomach pumped and his lost a lot of blood. For now your going to have to wait here"
Zayn sighed and cried because this was his fault and only his fault and he would rather be dead then watch his love die in front of him.
Twenty minutes have passed and still no new news but all the boys have stumbled in asking what happened and all Zayn can say is it was his fault.
"No it's not Zayn. It could have happened to anybody dont blame yourself. You don't need that. Louis will be fine" Liam spoke up.
Zayn looked up at him, eyes almost swollen shut and cheeks with tear stains,, "You don't get it. I told him to get the fuck out of our apartment. I told him it was over becaue I was fucking jealous of him and Harry! If I didn't say that then we would be home perfectly fine. So don't you dare say it wasn't my fucking fault because it has to be someones and it's mine."
The boys gasped in disbeleif. And then Harry lunged at Zayn taking his throat in his hands.
"If my fucking best friend dies tonight because you couldn't handle your god damn jealousy then so help me god I will kill you"
And Zayn doesn't even fight back. Becaue if Louis does die Harry killing him is the least he could do.
Niall is the one that prys Harry off of Zayn and now the boys sit in different point in the room, none of them looking at eachother but all of them shedding tears.
"Guests here for Louis Tomlinson"
Zayn is the first to his feet rushing to the doctors side.
"We have good and bad news" the doctor said.
They boys looked at her not saying anything waiting for her to continue/
"He is alive."
They all exhaled the breathe none of them knew they were holding in.
"B-but I'm sorry the doctors couldn't do anything to save his leg. The bullet hit the wrong part and the leg was so badly destroyed that it had to be amputated. I-I'm so sorry"
Zayn literatly fell to the ground letting out a shriek and a cry. And Liam had to lift his limp body back up.
"This isn't the time Zayn" he whispered harshly and continued "You can't go back and stop what you did and you can't make Louis' leg come back but you can sure as hell be strong for him and put the pieces back together"
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Louis was asleep when Zayn walked in and Zayn wanted to let him sleep and get rest but he needed to fix things and needed tbem to be better now. So Zayn gently shook Louis' shoulder until he saw the familiar blue eyes flutter open.
"Zayn" he whispered
And Zayn broke down clinging to Louis letting out a sobs and a lot of "I'm sorrys"
"it's fine love. I was stupid shouldn't of drank that much."
"But it's not fine Louis! You have no leg because of me and----"
"Who needs two legs anyway?" Louis said cracking a small grin. He scooted over and made room for Zayn to fit next to him.
"You shoudn't forgive me" he whispered into Louis' chest
"I know...but I always do."
"Shh love it doesn't matter anymore"
"I'm so fucking sorry Louis and I'll chop off my own leg if it makes you feel any better."
Louis chuckled, "No can't have that because now you're going to need to top since I probably wont be as coordinated"
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Louis eventually fell back asleep after all the boys visted in Zayns arms.
The boys decded it was best to leave Zayn and Louis alone.
But Harry is the last to leave and looks at Zayn as if saying
You better take care of him.
I promise
You don't fucking deserve his love
I know
Harry only nodded and left.
"I love you Louis." said to he thougt nobody but was surprised when he heard Louis say, "I love you too Zee"
shit ending but its past midnight and I'm leaving tomorrow YEEEEEEEEE. Comment and vote please so i keep doing these stories!!!