I am growing, I swear i am. There are days where I am still exhausted , still a mess and still trembling like the very first time my heart ever got broken but I am growing. I find myself content with the company of my playlists and the comfort of my soft steady breathing , I find myself laughing breathlessly and genuinely and now most days are spent wondering what the next day holds instead of wishing the present one would just end. Most days like today I find myself lazily smuggled into the confines of my sheets with my hair a mess and my mind blissfully getting lost in all the characters inside the books I find myself reading.. Maybe this is what happiness feels like , maybe this is what growth feels like. And even though my heart still breaks and shatters at the thought of you leaving , I know that deep down my soul will always come to life. With or without you. I am growing and that is enough , I am enough.
-LiyahSmith