Ka'jai
"Look sanjai were your parents"
I sat down at the table.
"Mhm"
was his response because he was stuffing his face.
"I'm your mom"Saniyah said calmly like I ain't just tell him we was his parents.
"Why did y'all give me up"was his first question when he finished chewing his food
"We didn't,it's actually a long story"Saniyah voice soften and you could tell she was gonna cry .
I got a text message in the group that they had got veve and I know xan got it to cause we was in the same gc.
He just looked up at me "I got this handle family"he low key worded to me.
"I gotta go,love y'all be safe"
xan dapped me and sanjai up and have Saniyah a side hug.
"Can I know the story"sanjai asked and I looked at Saniyah because i know she probably feels like he is too young to know but he deserves to know.
"Your too young right now"i knew she was gon say that I just shook my head..I ain't really have no place to tell him the story cause I was absent from his life at the time.
And let me tell you that was my worst mistake I ever made in my life and I'm not making that shit again like I would have to be dead for me to leave they side.
"I'm not too young I'm- six years old" Saniyah finished off his sentence and his face automatically lit up with a smile.
"I know,I'm your mother"Saniyah made me chuckle.
I wasn't really saying anything cause I was enjoying this moment so much .
Sanjai
Are these really my parents was all I thought
Like apart of me knew it was my parents cause we look alike and we kinda have the same personality.
"Can I see a picture of me when I was small"I never saw one before so I really wouldn't know if it was me but I wanted to see anyways.
"Yes of course" Saniyah pulled out that iPhone thing and gave me it.
"Wow"that did look a lot like me
"you was a cutie,still are" she said pinching my checks making me laugh.
"So what's your name"I asked "ghost"
"Ka'jai" he laughed
"So you put my name together with y'all's"
They nodded
that was cool.
"Well could you please tell me"i asked again because I really want to know if they didn't give me away then why did I go through what I went through.
"One day when you were three me and you went to the park....
She started telling me the story and I paid close attention
I didn't remember a lot of this because I had a lot of situations with trama and things like that.
While she is explaining the story a whole bunch of emotions where following through my body
I was angry,sad and confused at the same time.
I was confused because why me out of all kids.
"So why me"i asked when she finished.
She kinda looked over at my dad but didn't say anything.
"I really don't know"he said.
"Do you wanna talk about what happened when you where there"he asked me, apart of me did but didn't because I was embarrassed.
Looking down at my dirty clothes I shrugged my shoulders.
"It's okay baby you don't have to be embarrassed or shy, we love you"
Saniyah came over to the other side of the table where I was sitting.
"Okay"I felt a little better
So I told them some of / most of the things veve did to me and how I ran away multiple times.
"It's okay baby"she said pulling me in a hug rubbing my head as it laid on her shoulder.
"You good,you don't have to finish
if you don't want to"
Ka'jai told me sounding mad.
"Sorry"I sighed I hated crying
I felt like a pussy or girl.
"You don't have to be sorry,we are sorry that ever happened to you"
Saniyah said now crying.
"Let's get outta here"ka'jai spoke getting up and we followed him to the car.
"Put your seat belt on" they both said to me at the same time.
I LIKE THIS
I thought smiling doing as they told.
"Okay first we're gonna take you to the hospital to get you checked out then imma make you
some appointments"
my mom said it actually felt weird but right to say my mom.
"Appointments like doctors"i asked
"Yes doctors,dentist and some more appointments"she nodded
"It's gon be fine little nigga"my dad said laughed I guess he saw my face..
I was low key scared
"I never been before"I mumbled but they heard me.
"Awe they not gon do nothing to harm you"
she tried to assure me.
"Then we gon take you home"
That saying made me smile.
At the hospital
Saniyah
"Sanjai Lucas brown"the desk lady called his name making us stand up and follow the nurse to the room.
"That white ass middle name"ka'jai mumbled and I hit his stomach.
His middle name cute the fuck
"Hello my name is Skylar,I will be your nurse for as long as your here"the lady walked in she was a nice looking white lady.
"Hello"we all said
"A check up for this cutie"she asked pointing to sanjai.
I was bout to say dont point at my baby cause that's rude but I changed the old me would've.
"Yes ma'am"i said smiling
"thank you"Sanjai mumbled
"Okay can you step on this scale we're going to get your height and weight" he stepped on it
"Wow,how old are you again"she asked him
"Six"he lowly spoke.
"Your 4'8 and your only 90 pounds,very good and very tall"
He nodded
"Okay I'll be back with the other test"
"I knew he was gon be tall but damn at six you this tall"I laughed
"Damn he bout to be taller then you at 8" ka'jai made a comment.
"Stfu"I rolled my eyes
I hate his short jokes cause I was only 5'4 .
Basically when the nurse came back she gave him a test and he was diagnosed with
anger issues
Anxiety
but she said he's going to over grow that
A eating disorder
Post-traumatic stress disorder
And that's it so
We had to get him some pills but I really didn't want him on pill sense he was so young and we just getting to know each other again.
But ka'jai got it just in case I don't know
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