*Y/N's POV*
Today was a huge day for me. I was named head pediatric surgeon at the Children's Hospital in Los Angeles. It was something I felt like I worked my entire life to achieve and finally all those long nights of studying and missed celebrations have paid off. It wasn't easy doing a job like mine but it's something that I absolutely loved and have always wanted to do since I was a little kid. Growing up I always loved babies and wanted to do something in the field of helping them which led me to go to medical school after graduating high school. I came from a successful family and all I really wanted to do was make my parents proud of me. My dad was a successful lawyer that represented some of the biggest names in the industry, my mom was a well-respected judge. Then there were my brothers and me. My oldest brother Ryan was a doctor and my younger brother Joseph was recently drafted into the NFL and was playing for the Broncos.
So to celebrate tonight I decided to take my girlfriend Kendall out on a date since I had been pretty swamped with work for what seemed like the last two months but once again it was all worth it because I was officially the youngest head surgeon at twenty-five years old. I met Kendall a little over three and a half years ago while on vacation in Fiji. Our friends all hit it off which led to us spending the next two weeks together as a big group. Kendall and I connected on a deep level it was unlike anything I had ever experienced before. We exchanged numbers and followed each other on social media a few weeks after we got home from vacation. I asked Kendall out on a date and our feelings were only confirmed that we really did like each other. We casually dated for a few months because we were both super busy. Her modeling career had her traveling all over the world and I was waist-deep into my residency. But after eight months of casually dating, I finally got the guts to ask her to be mine officially which she immediately accepted.
We moved in with each other last year and it's truly been nothing but bliss. She's incredibly understanding of how demanding my job could be at times just as I'm understanding about her career. It's been different from being a private person to having cameras following you around at home filming your every move but I understood that's what came along with dating Kendall. "You almost ready babe?" I asked Kendall as she sat at her vanity doing her makeup "yeah just give me ten minutes I just need to change my clothes" she replied. I went back into my closet and found a pair of shoes I thought would look good with my outfit and sprayed myself with some Dior Spice Blend and clipped the diamond cross necklace around my neck that Kendall gifted me on our two year anniversary this year. I grabbed my wallet, cellphone, and the keys to my newest purchase, a 2020 Bentley Continental GT, and went downstairs to wait for my girlfriend. I decided to let our puppy Pyro out to do her business while I waited since I knew Kendall would be a few more minutes and I wanted to let our dog get all her energy out so she slept while we were gone.
I watched as the little Doberman ran around the back yard chasing after a ball I was throwing to her making me laugh. "You ready to go now, baby?" Kendall said snaking her arms around my waist startling me "holy shit you scared me I didn't even hear the door opening" I responded as my heart hammered in my chest. Kendall chuckled and stuffed her face in the crook of my neck and breathed deeply "you smell good" she mumbled making me laugh. I turned around and wrapped my arms around her waist "thanks babe it's the Dior one you bought for me remember?" She nodded and smiled "but to answer your earlier question, yeah I'm ready" Kendall called Pyro's name and the black dog came running up to her "come on let's go lay down," Kendall said in a baby voice as she petted the dogs head. I made sure to lock the door behind me as we all got inside. Kendall made sure the dog had food and water and we were set to leave. We walked into the big garage that held our vast collection of cars which always reminded me how lucky we were to have things like this. I opened the door for Kendall and helped her inside earning a kiss from my girlfriend. I walked to the driver's side and got in and started the car. I waited for the garage door to open before I pulled out and began the journey to Beauty & Essex where we would be eating tonight.
The first few minutes of our drive were good before Kendall's phone kept going off which was honestly beginning to annoy me because she wasn't answering any of the questions I was asking her. So the rest of the drive to the restaurant was filled with dings from her phone and me trying to drown them out by turning the volume up on the music I chose to listen to.
Finally, we pulled up to the restaurant I pulled into the parking lot and parked it in the valet area. I got out and thanked the guy who gave me a ticket which I stuffed in my jacket pocket. I came to the passenger side and opened the door and heard multiple clicks of the paparazzi cameras going off as Kendall grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. It was typical hearing them shouting out questions as we went anywhere which annoyed me in the beginning but by now I was used to it. Of course, there were times when some of the questions they asked made me want to do nothing more but sock them in the face but I always held myself back not wanting to embarrass myself but more importantly Kendall.
We walked inside and were greeted by a young blonde woman who smiled wide "welcome to Beauty & Essex how can I help you?" She asked as she stood behind a small podium "uh yeah reservation for Y/LN" I replied she looked at an iPad and nodded "your table is all set follow me" we followed the blonde woman into the restaurant to a more secluded part of the restaurant as I requested. We thanked the woman before she left. I pulled the chair out for Kendall and took a seat across from her. Once again Kendall's focus was on her phone which literally made me roll my eyes. I just grabbed the menu and didn't even say anything "hi I'm Alex I'll be taking care of you two tonight can I start you off with some drinks or appetizers?" I looked up and smiled at the man "yeah I think I'm going to try The Flying Dutchman and water as well." The man smiled and nodded as he wrote my drink choice down "and for you?" He asked looking at Kendall who had finally put her phone down to look at the menu "um I think I'll try the Beauty Elixir and water too. Do you want to try the tuna poke wonton tacos babe?" I nodded. The man finished writing down our orders before telling us that he would be back with everything.
"So how has work been?" I asked my girlfriend doing anything to gain her attention before it went back to her phone "it's been great Kylie actually asked if I wanted to do another collaboration together. This time it would be with clothes so we've been having a lot of meetings just to get some designs done and figuring out all the materials we want to use. I'm pretty excited about it" she replied, making me smile, "that's amazing baby. I'm sure you guys are coming up with some great stuff. I can't wait to see it." I replied honestly I loved seeing how passionate Kendall got with her work. It was one of my favorite things about her and it pushed me to be as passionate at everything I did. I wanted to be the absolute best version of myself for Kendall because she deserved nothing less.
Our waiter got back to our table with our drinks and appetizer which honestly looked amazing. "Have you two decided on what you want for your main course?" I looked at Kendall who nodded "I'll have the roasted cauliflower bolognese" she said and the man wrote down her order and looked to me "and for you?" I looked at the menu one more time "and I'll take the oven braised chicken meatballs." Our waiter wrote down our order and then walked away and once again Kendall was all about her phone.
"What's so important?" I asked making Kendall look up at me "what do you mean?" I shrugged "you've just been more focused on the phone than on me it's supposed to be date night" Kendall rolled her eyes "yeah we were supposed to have date night like three times already and you canceled." Her tone took me aback for a moment "it's not like I canceled for no reason Ken you know that. I had an emergency surgery that I needed to handle on all three occasions not just because I didn't feel like coming out with you. You know how work gets sometimes." Kendall scoffed "yeah I know work is more important to you Y/N you've made that clear" I furrowed my eyebrows trying to figure out where the hell this animosity was coming from. "You know that's not true at all Kendall" was all I could muster up.
Kendall didn't say anything but went back to whatever she was doing on her phone "you know I brought you here for another reason too" Kendall hummed as she stood focused on her phone "today I got word that I'm-" was all I got out when I noticed someone from the corner of my eye. I turned my head to see my dad being led to a table making me furrow my eyebrows. What really raised my eyebrows was the fact that he was being followed by a young redheaded woman. My dad was a lawyer so dinner meetings weren't unfamiliar to me. But the fact that he was back in California when he was supposed to be in Florida for work was the thing that was weird about everything.
I didn't want to jump to any conclusions so I didn't move but kept my eye on him. They sat down at the table just as Kendall and I had. "Kendall, did you hear me?" I asked she didn't move her head or even acknowledged what I said. I was beyond pissed off now all I wanted was a nice date night with my girlfriend but someone or something else had her attention. So I reached across the table and pulled her phone out of her hand "Y/N what the hell?" Kendall said as she reached over trying to grab the phone back I looked at the phone and saw the contact name Kyle🏀 I looked at the last message where he called her babe and that set me off. I chuckled bitterly "here I am trying to tell you about the biggest accomplishment I just achieved and you're sitting here texting another fucking guy are you serious?" Kendall looked at me with wide eyes and her mouth opened and closed several times like a fish out of water "Y/N it's not-" I looked over to where my dad was seated and saw his chair was now moved next to the younger woman his arm was around her shoulder and them engaging in a kiss. Tears welled up in my eyes my dad was fucking cheating on my mom his wife of over twenty-eight years. And my girlfriend was sitting here entertaining another man. "Fuck this," I said as I slammed Kendall's phone on the table causing everyone to look in our direction my dad and I locked eyes and it was like he had seen a ghost. I grabbed my jacket and quickly got up from my chair and walked as fast as I could out of the restaurant "Y/N wait!" I heard someone yell and footsteps trailing behind me.
I got outside and it was pouring rain. I got to the valet and gave them the ticket "Y/N". I looked back to see my dad and Kendall now standing behind me with looks of horror on their face. "Y/N please you can't tell your mom about this" my dad pleaded "don't tell her what dad? That you had your fucking tongue down some chicks throat that looks to be the same age as me. Or the fact that you weren't in Florida like you said you were? Fuck you, you cheating piece of shit. How fucking dare you!" I seethed back at him my tone causing him to flinch a bit. "Babe I swear it's not what you think" Kendall began as I raised my hand "it's not what I think? The motherfucker was calling you babe. You've been all into your phone for days now I brought you here to tell you that I was named head pediatric surgeon today but you were too fucking busy talking to Kyle. You and my dad should have dinner together so you can swap stories about you both being fucking cheaters take some notes from each other."
The valet was back with my car so I quickly ran to the driver's seat and jumped in ignoring the calls of my name. I peeled out of the parking lot and raced down the street. I choked back a sob not being able to wrap my head around what just happened. My dad was cheating on my mom, and my girlfriend was probably doing the same to me. I jumped on the highway and decided I was going to my parent's house my mom needed to know what the fuck was going on. I didn't realize how fast I was going until I looked down and saw 180 MPH. I didn't have enough time to stop when I saw the semi-truck in front of me. The last thing I heard was metal scraping on the concrete before everything went black.
*Kendall's POV*
After Y/N spead off I was a sobbing mess what the fuck did I just do? How could I have been so blind to notice that my girlfriend came home even happier than she usually was? But how could I have been so fucking stupid to be texting and flirting with someone else when I had an incredible girlfriend. It never went past harmless flirting but things should have never even gotten that far and I absolutely see that now.
"Fuck Deidra can't find out about this. Kendall, you need to call and stop her!" Y/N's dad yelled as he grabbed his hair I turned around and glared at him "are you fucking serious right now? Look at how upset Y/N was and how she could potentially hurt herself but you're worried that your wife will find out you were cheating on her! She was right you are a piece of shit and right now I'm unfortunately no better than you are. But unlike you, I'm gonna do whatever it takes to make things right with her because she's the love of my life." I quickly pulled out my phone to call Khloe and told her I needed her to pick me up. Luckily she was fairly close so I didn't need to wait for long.
When Khloe pulled up I immediately jumped in the Range Rover and began sobbing "what happened Ken?" Khloe asked as she rubbed my back "I'm so fucking stupid and Y/N looked at me with pure fucking disgust she's never looked at me that way before I fucked up so bad." Khloe pulled me into her embrace and did her best to calm me down. She pulled away but never let go of my hand and started driving towards our house the first place I thought Y/N might have gone. She was so pissed so it wouldn't have been surprising to see her packing a bag. When we got close to our gated community my phone began ringing. I didn't even look at the name that popped up but immediately answered. "Hello?"
"Yes is this Kendall Jenner?" A man asked from the other side of the phone "um speaking may I ask who's calling?" The man took a deep breath "yes my name is Frank Regan I'm with Cedars Sinai Medical Center. You were on the emergency contact list for Y/N Y/LN unfortunately she was just brought in critical condition. It appears she was in a car accident could you come down here as soon as possible please?" It was like a knife through my chest hearing the words that fell from the man's lips I let out a scream which startled Khloe I let out a loud sob "Kendall what happened?" My older sister asked as she pulled the car to the side of the road "Y-Y/N we need to go to Cedars Sinai c-call her mom" I choked out as I handed Khloe my phone. She didn't question anything. I heard her speaking to who I assumed to be Y/N's mom. Everything around me was muffled and hazy. I couldn't think about anything else but Y/N I caused this to happen. If I didn't upset her none of this would have happened.
After what seemed like a lifetime we finally pulled up to the hospital I didn't even give Khloe a chance to fully stop the car before I opened the door and jumped out. I ran into the main entrance of the hospital catching some people's attention "how may I help you?" An older woman asked from behind the receptionist's desk "someone called me about my girlfriend Y/N Y/LN she was just brought in." The woman typed away on her computer and looked at me sympathetically "it looks like she's in surgery she'll be in the ICU on the top floor go ahead and wait in the waiting room and I'll let someone know you're here. Can I just get your name?" My heart dropped hearing that she was in surgery "um yeah my name is Kendall Jenner" the woman gave me a small smile as she typed in the computer "hang in there sweetheart" she said softly. I didn't say anything as I walked away wiping the tears that were streaming down my face.
Khloe came in and looked around before we made eye contact. She pulled me into a hug and I let her know what the woman had just told me. She said she called my mom and she was on her way as well we walked to the elevators and waited for it to take us to the top floor and walked into the waiting room luckily this one was empty I didn't want to see anyone right now I still didn't even fully understand what was going on. About thirty minutes later my mom walked into the room alongside Y/N's mom. Looking at her instantly made me cry she walked over and hugged me and placed a kiss on my head. A small knock on the door averted our attention and a middle-aged man came in "I'm Frank Regan, the one who called you. I just needed to come in and inform you about everything that happened. Y/N is currently in surgery. She has bleeding in her brain so they're doing their best to find where it started and obviously stop that. She also suffered what we call a burst fraction in her back. She had a broken arm along with some broken ribs as well. She's very banged up. She slammed into a semi-truck and then flipped her car and it was hit by another semi-truck. She's lucky to be alive but right now I have to be honest with you all and say that this is one of the worst cases I've seen in a long time. I'll come back out with the doctor when surgery is over or I'll keep you updated as I get word on things. I'm very sorry." And just like that, he walked out of the room. My world was absolutely shattered. I couldn't believe this was real.
*Time Skip 6 Months*
It's been six long months when in reality it feels like it's been longer than that since Y/N's accident. It took a while for them to stop the bleeding in her brain and the next step they had to make was inducing her into a coma. That's when my world truly shattered not knowing if or when my girlfriend would even wake up. Staying in the hospital every day since the accident has been tough just watching the person you love the most become a shell of the person they once were. Y/N loved keeping herself in shape and was always in the gym when she wasn't working. She was defined in all the right areas and I loved nothing more to be wrapped in her strong arms. But that's changed quite a bit her natural Y/S/C skin was now almost gray, her hair didn't shine like it once did. Her plump lips were always so dry. It killed me to see her in this condition but I wanted her to know that I was going to stick around because I loved her with everything in me.
The doctors weren't very optimistic about Y/N recovering well if she ever woke up the longer she stayed in the coma the harder it would be for her to get her body working the way it once did. There was definitely time's her parents got into heated arguments about keeping her alive when the doctors gave them the option to take her off of the machines. Y/N's dad wanted to pull the plug on several occasions after she experienced seizures but Y/N's mom always fought him on that and refused to give up on their daughter along with the input from her brothers as well it seemed like they put their lives on hold to be with their sister any chance they could.
Y/N's dad was still a pussy and never told Y/N's mom about what happened that day in fact he took two days to show up to the hospital saying he was "stuck in Florida" which was a crock of shit since he had been in California. I hated being anywhere near him and I knew he felt it. I definitely wanted to tell Y/N's mom the truth but I didn't feel like it was my place and I didn't want to take the focus off of the most important person and that being Y/N. My sisters have come to see her a few times and each time they left in tears they all loved Y/N and I together and were the biggest supporters of our relationship. When I opened up to them about what happened that day they were all super disappointed in me but none of them as disgusted with me as Kylie was. Y/N and Kylie had become best friends when they first met and they had an amazing friendship Kylie looked at me just as Y/N did when everything happened and that broke my heart knowing I hurt my sister that much. Things were picking up once again with my career and as much as I hated it I had to leave and fulfill my duties that I had agreed on a while back. Fashion week in Paris was in a few days and I would be leaving after I left the hospital to head to Paris. I didn't want to leave my girlfriend but I knew that I had to but it didn't help with the guilt that I felt if something happened while I was away working I wouldn't know what to do with myself. Y/N's mom went to get something to eat so it was just me in the room that I had become all too familiar with.
"I'm going to be leaving for a little bit, baby. Fashion week is coming up and I'm going to Paris. I remember how much you loved it the last time you went and I wish with everything in me that you could have come with me this time. I don't know if you've heard anything I've said to you every day since all this happened but I want you to know that I'm so fucking sorry for hurting you babe I know that I fucked up majorly and I'll never be able to forgive myself for hurting the person that I love the most in the world. I wish you could wake up and talk even if it's to say that you hate me. I miss hearing your voice, I miss feeling you kiss me back, I miss just cuddling in bed and watching movies all weekend long. Pyro misses you so much every time I come home she's always looking around for you. She sleeps with your hoodie every night. I wish you could wake up Y/NN. I love you more than anything in this entire world and I'll be back as soon as I can." I said as I rested my head on her lap and caressed her hands as she loved. I wiped the tears that I hadn't realized had fallen from my eyes. I gathered my things and then leaned over the bed and pecked her lips a few times wishing I could feel her kiss me back.
I began walking out of the room but not before glancing back at my girlfriend one more time before closing the door behind me.
*Time Skip 9 Months Deidra's POV*
"It's almost the fourth of July Y/NN we won't be having our usual barbeque, it just doesn't feel the same without you there. Your brothers refuse to have any celebrations or family dinners without you. Dad has been working a lot lately which I really could care less about. Things just aren't the same without you baby. We all miss you so much I want to see those Y/E/C eyes again and that smile. Please wake up baby" I said as I caressed my daughter's face. Seeing her like this killed me constantly, life wasn't the same without all three of my kids home and being able to talk to each of them daily. I talked to her for a while when I suddenly felt a weak grip on my hand "Y-Y/N can you hear me baby? Squeeze my hand again if you can hear me" and then I felt a small squeeze I gasped and hit the nurses button on the bed. "What's going on?" The nurse asked as she walked in "I think she's waking up I felt a grip on my hand and then I asked her if she could hear me squeeze my hand and she did." The nurse looked at me wide-eyed and then paged her doctor to come in a few minutes later the doctor came in and the nurse gave him the rundown on what was going on.
"Alright mom we're going to see if we can get her up, if she can I want it to be your voice she hears so just ask her if she can open her eyes" Dr. Andre instructed me. I nodded in response and grabbed Y/N's hand "baby girl if you can hear me can you open your eyes?"
*Y/N's POV*
I heard talking around me but I heard a sweet voice asking if I could open my eyes. I tried a few times but it felt like my eyes were glued shut but then I heard the voice again I knew that voice all too well. It was my mom asking me to open my eyes again so I tried again and finally I could begin to see the outline of a few people but the room was so bright it hurt my eyes. I finally got them open wide and blinked a few times before things started to look normal. I could see my mom with tears streaming down her face. "Hi baby," my mom said through her sobs it was hard to breathe. When I tried to close my mouth I couldn't, there was a tube down my throat which freaked me out and got my heartbeat racing. "Y/N I'm Dr. Andre I need you to calm down a little bit alright? We need to remove this tube so I'm gonna need you to stay very still and breathe out of your nose. It's going to feel very weird but it'll be over quick."
I did what he said and didn't move and began to breathe through my nose. The feeling of the tube being taken out of my throat gave me chills throughout my entire body. But it was momentary and finally I saw the tube fully out and I choked at the feeling. My jaw felt tight and my throat felt drier than ever before "can I have some water?" I croaked out and my mom reached out to the small table next to my bed. She put the straw to my lips and I sucked the cold water basking in the feeling of the cool liquid running down my throat. "What happened?" Everyone looked at me with sympathetic eyes "you were in a very bad car accident you suffered from several pretty bad injuries and you've been in a coma for a little over a year now" I couldn't believe what I heard. When I heard I had been in an accident it was like everything hit me again and I remember that day distinctly.
"Where's Kendall?" I asked my mom to see her avert her eyes to the other side of the room. I looked in that direction to see nothing. "Your dad and your brothers should be getting here soon" she replied making me furrow my eyebrows, "I asked where Kendall was mom where is she?" She looked at me and sighed "let's not talk about that right now alright?" The doctors cut in and began taking all of my vitals and all that good stuff taking my mind off of my girlfriend for a while. During that process my brothers came in the room both of them with tears welling up in their eyes "we didn't know if we would be able to see you like this again we fucking missed you brat" my older brother Ryan said as he kissed my head which I playfully gaged at making him chuckle. My younger brother Joseph was way more emotional which I understood he and I were super close so I know that he was probably way more affected by everything.
What really sent my head spinning was my dad and who he walked in with the redhead chick from the restaurant the night of my accident. I furrowed my eyebrows as she trailed in behind him "the fuck is she doing here?" I seethed. "Y/N calm down baby," my mom said trying to calm my nerves "no what the fuck is she doing here mom?" She looked at my dad and at the redhead and shook her head "she's my intern Y/NN we were out meeting with a potential client she had to come with me." I let out a laugh "your intern? That's the story you're telling people that she's your intern how fucking dare you bring that bitch here with you." I hissed back at my dad. "Y/N why are you acting like that? She works with your dad baby" my mom replied as she grabbed my hand I shook my head "then that piece of shit you call a husband isn't being honest with you. I might have been in a coma but I didn't forget anything. He was fucking kissing that girl the night of my accident they looked real loved up at the restaurant he's one of the reasons why I wasn't paying attention to what I was doing when I was driving. He wasn't in Florida like he said he was. He was with that little bitch and when he spotted me he chased me out of the restaurant and begged me not to tell you. That's why I got in the accident because I was driving home to tell you what I saw."
My dad looked at me with a mixed look of fear and hatred my mom looked at me like she was still trying to process everything. And my brothers? Both of them looked like they wanted to rip our dads head off "you fucking what?!" Ryan yelled as he charged after my dad, my dad tried fighting Ryan and Joseph off but Ryan got a few punches in on him before my mom got off my bed and stood in between the three men. "No more. Go over there by your sister" and she used the tone with my brothers which they reluctantly listened to and came over to the bed. If looks could kill my dad and his little hoe would have been six feet under "you fucking piece of shit. How dare you David, how fucking dare you bring that little bitch to the hospital with you after you found out your daughter was up. Is that why you were so adamant about wanting to pull the plug? So that Y/N wouldn't reveal the truth? You better get both of your cheating lying asses out of this fucking room now or so help me God both of you will end up in a room in this hospital."
The tone in my mom's voice was unlike anything I had ever heard her talk with in my life. My dad looked over to the girl and grabbed her hand and began walking out of the room "oh and David, I'll see your ass in court and don't you dare think about stepping foot on my property I won't hesitate to throw your ass in jail for trespassing." My mom added my dad didn't say anything but continued walking. Hearing that he wanted to pull the plug on me hurt he wanted me to die just to cover his affair. "Mom I'm sorry but you needed to know I thought he would have been man enough to tell you by now." I said solemnly "you don't need to apologize like you said he should have had the balls to tell me himself but I won't even lie and say I wasn't suspecting something between the two of them. She's the same fucking age as you are. But it's fine I don't need him. Let that be a lesson to all three of you. You don't need a man or a woman to complete you. But I'm gonna go talk to Dr. Andre and see what he thinks about you eating I'm sure you're starving I'll be back in a few minutes." My mom replied she gave all three of us a kiss on the cheek before walking out of the room.
My brothers still looked pretty pissed off and I won't lie. I was too from this day on. I would never have a relationship with my dad and I was fine with that. He could go on and live his life without me in it. "I asked mom but she didn't answer me. Where's Kendall?" My brothers looked at each other and then looked to the ground "come on tell me we don't keep secrets from each other whatever it is I could take it." Joseph pulled out his phone and then reluctantly held it in front of my face what I saw made my heart drop to my stomach
Tears sprang to my eyes seeing Kendall with someone else "h-how long has that been going on?" I asked as my voice cracked my brothers looked at me sympathetically "we really don't know Y/NN she left for fashion week a while back and she just never came back. She was here everyday for the first six months but after that nothing. Kylie comes all the time but she's the only one. It wasn't until recently the paps have caught her with this dude but we have a feeling it's been going on for a while. We never asked Kylie anything because we didn't want to put her in a bad situation." Joseph replied my heart was broken how could Kendall just leave me like I was nothing if the roles were reversed I could have never even begun to imagine leaving her no matter how bad things were. I guess I just loved her way more than she loved me and that was the cold hard truth.
"We're sorry Y/NN" Ryan said as he sat on the bed and grabbed my hand I let out a small chuckle "you don't need to apologize you didn't do anything wrong I mean I guess I can't blame her watching someone waste away couldn't be easy. Maybe things just got hard or something" I replied holding back a sob.
There was just way too much shit that happened for one day. I know I've been asleep for a while but I just couldn't handle this pain I was feeling so after eating a small meal I let sleep take over me.
*Time Skip 2 Years Later*
The last two years of my life have been hard. I began doing some intensive physical therapy. I had to learn how to do everything all over again. I felt like a toddler learning how to walk and how to move my arms again. There were days I just wanted to give up because it was beyond frustrating not being able to move my body the way I once did. But my mom and my brothers were my strength through it all. My parents divorced. It was pretty ugly but in the end my mom came out the true winner. We refused to have a relationship with him because the man he had morphed into wasn't the man we once idolized and we wanted no parts in what he had going on.
Our family had grown within the last few weeks. Ryan was a new dad to a beautiful little girl named Sasha who already had me wrapped around her little finger. He had begun a secret relationship with one of my nurses Giselle a few months after my accident and kept things on the down-low with her but after I woke up from my coma he made things known to us and we couldn't have been happier for him.
Joseph was killing things in Denver and I was so proud to see my little brother living out his dream. And then there was me I was in the best shape of my life and I had been back at work for the last month and I couldn't have been happier to be back doing what I loved the most. Working with babies daily sent the baby fever I was going through into overdrive and only fueled the want of having a family of my own but dating was the last thing on my mind. I still wasn't in contact nor had I seen Kendall since everything happened. I did see Kylie often and made her promise not to tell any of her siblings about me because I just wanted to focus on getting my life back on track before even thinking about having a conversation with any of her siblings. The one thing I missed more than anything was Pyro, my four-legged baby and I highly doubted that she remembered me. Everything that I had back in the home I shared with Kendall was left behind besides the important paperwork my mom had gotten for me which Kendall didn't fight her on. I didn't want anything else so I started fresh.
I bought myself a nice penthouse apartment about twenty minutes away from the children's hospital and I was really enjoying the new area I called home now. Today was my first day off since going back to work and Joseph was back in town so we decided to have a night on the town with our friends since it was way overdue.
I jumped in the shower and did my usual routine. Sometimes I still had pain in my arms and legs but it wasn't something that bothered me much at all so the hot water definitely helped. After I was done with the shower I got out and brushed my teeth and washed my face and then moisturized it when I was done. I put on some lotion and deodorant and then walked into my closet to put on a clean pair of briefs and a sports bra and some socks. It took me a few minutes to decide on an outfit but I decided to wear this
I left my outfit on my bed and walked back into my bathroom to dry my long Y/H/C hair. I put some diamond studs in my ears and put on my diamond Rolex and then my cross chain around my neck. I went back into my room and put on my clothes and my shoes when I looked at myself in the mirror I was definitely loving the way I looked. I sprayed myself with some Tom Ford cologne and grabbed my phone, wallet, and keys off of my side table. I texted Joseph to let him know I was on my way to the restaurant. I walked down to my building's parking garage and got in my new McLaren 720s and let the engine roar to life. For a while, the thought of getting behind the wheel of a car petrified me but with some therapy sessions I was driving again and I loved it. I turned on some music and just vibed out as I drove to the restaurant. It didn't take me too long to get to my destination. When I pulled into the parking lot I handed the valet my keyfob and waited for my ticket before making my way inside. "Y/N!" I heard someone yell before I opened the door. I looked behind me and my breath was caught in my throat as I saw my ex-girlfriend standing behind my best friend along with a few of their friends. "I thought that was your car," Kylie said as she gave me a hug while Kendall just looked like she saw a ghost. "Y-Y/N" Kendall whispered as tears welled in her eyes. Seeing her again fueled a vast variety of emotions I wanted to kiss her again but then I was reminded of that night all over again. Texting someone else, and then leaving me in her past like I was trash. She had no issue getting into a relationship with this basketball player not once did she ask my family how I was.
"I don't wanna be rude but I got friends waiting on me. But it was good seeing you guys Ky I'll call you tomorrow" I said as I gave Kylie another hug and made my way inside without giving Kendall another glance. I let the host know I was meeting some people and she pointed me in the right direction. "There she is. I thought you got lost" Joseph said as I walked towards the table where he and our friends were sitting. I chuckled and shook my head "Nah I ran into Kylie up front" I replied as I sat down across from my brother. Joseph laughed before his eyes went wide "holy shit Kendall is with her too" he replied as he motioned his head in the direction of where the girls were now being sat. I internally groaned seeing how close they were but I wasn't going to let that ruin my evening.
Hours had passed and I was having a blast catching up with my brother and my friends after we ate. We went up to the rooftop where they had a bar and some pool tables where we spent the rest of our night. It was about one in the morning when we decided to call it a night. I told my brother I would see him in the morning at our mom's house for brunch and then made my way outside to get my car. "Y/N wait" I stopped in my tracks at her voice. I turned around to see Kendall standing there with her arms wrapped around herself "what Kendall?" I replied she opened and closed her mouth a few times before she spoke again "when did all this happen?" I scoffed and shook my head "you would know if you didn't just up and leave" tears formed in her eyes "I know I fucked up and I'm sorry." She replied "you have a history of that now huh? Fucking up and being sorry" I shot back "you don't have to pretend that you care anymore Kendall you made that crystal fucking clear to me. I'm alive and well and I'm doing good. Enjoy your life with your new dude" I said as I turned around and began walking towards the valet booth.
I felt a hand grab the back of my jacket "I've always fucking cared about you Y/N I never stopped caring about you. I know that I've fucked things up and I'll never be able to tell you how sorry I am for messing things up with us. But do you understand how hard it was to be in the hospital day after day and just watch the woman I love become a fraction of the woman she once was? Not knowing if you'd ever wake up again, all the times I had to hear your dad tell your mom and the doctors that they should have just taken you off the machines. That was the hardest fucking thing I had ever experienced in my life Y/N.
For six long months, I put my entire life on hold to be there for you I practically fucking lived in that hospital with you. I had so many people coming at my mom's neck because I didn't want to do any work. Fashion week came and I had no choice but to leave and that was the hardest fucking thing I've ever done was having to walk out of that room not knowing what would have happened to you next." Kendall said as tears streamed down her face. I didn't realize I was crying myself until I felt the tears hit my lip.
"I'm not saying things were easy for you Kendall but you literally fucking left and never went back. If the roles were reversed I would have come back without a second thought. I saw all the articles about you and your boyfriend. Fashion week is where you met wasn't it? You met some guy and completely forgot about the woman you claimed to love with your entire being within a fucking week. So maybe that love you had for me wasn't as strong as we both thought. When I woke up my first thought was you and where you were. Hours after I woke up I saw pictures of you and this guy the motherfucker was walking my damn dog! Do you know how that made me feel Kendall? Like complete fucking shit all that time had passed and not once did you ask my mom or my brothers how I was doing. When my mom went to the house to pick up those papers for me you didn't even fucking ask her anything about me. I thought you were the one I was going to marry and have a family with but I was sadly mistaken."
"Y/N-" Kendall began saying but I cut her off "I don't want to hear anything else, Kendall. All I really want from you is to let me see Pyro. If you could do that for me I'd appreciate that. Give her to Kylie and I'll get her from there. Other than that take care of yourself Ken tell the family I said hi." I left her with that and got in my car and drove home.
When I was settled in bed everything hit me all at once. Did I miss Kendall? More than anything in the world but seeing her again just brought back all the memories I wish I could forget about. I truly never thought there was anyone else for me besides her. She was the one I truly did want to spend the rest of my life with. I didn't know what the future had planned if I was meant to be with someone else or if by some miracle we'd find our way back to each other. I just knew that I appreciated everything life had for me now, good or bad I would run with it because I was given a second chance at life and I wouldn't let it go to waste.
*Time Skip 3 Years*
"I, Kendall Nicole, take you, Y/N Y/MN to be my wife. I will share my life with yours and build our dreams together. Support you through times of trouble, and rejoice with you in times of happiness. I promise to give you respect, love, and loyalty. This commitment is made in love, kept in faith, lived in hope, and made new every day of our lives." I smiled wide as Kendall slipped the ring on my finger. I still couldn't get over how gorgeous Kendall looked. I felt like I was dreaming.
"Having pledged their fidelity to one another, to love, honor, and cherish one another in the presence of this gathering and by the authority vested in me by the constitution and the laws of this state, it is my honor to now pronounce you married. You may kiss the bride. Ladies and Gentlemen, it is my honor to be the first to introduce you to Mrs. Y/N and Kendall Y/LN!" Our officiant announced making our family and friends go wild. Kissing Kendall's lips were unlike anything I had ever experienced in my life.
Kendall slipped her arm through mine as we walked down the aisle "I can't believe we're married" Kendall said as her eyes watered "the universe has a crazy way of working I knew if it was meant to be we'd find our way back to each other. We just had to do all the hard work to get there again." I replied as I kissed the back of her hand admiring the rock I put on her ring finger.
Only a week after we had seen each other for the first time after I woke up from my coma Kendall showed up at my apartment with Pyro she said that Kylie had given her my address. I was going to turn her away but I could tell there was so much on her mind so I made the decision to let her on. And for the next nine hours straight we did nothing but talk about everything that had gone on in our relationship and everything that happened after my accident. She had been broken up with Devin for a while at this point and was in therapy dealing with some of her own issues along with the guilt she carried with her about me.
We got to know each other all over again like we did all those years ago back in Fiji. We took things fairly slow. I wasn't just going to forgive and forget right away. We decided to go to therapy together and that was honestly the most amazing decision we could have made. We were able to work through every single problem we had in our relationship. It was like a breath of fresh air and it revived our love once again. A year later we took a trip back to where our love story began and that's where Kendall surprised me by asking me if I would marry her. I didn't have to think twice when I accepted her proposal.
Life was incredible. We were new parents to our perfect little girl Milan Nicole Y/LN who was five months old now and my heart couldn't have been fuller watching her grow every single day. She had my eyes and skin tone but everything else was all Kendall. She was the most perfect baby I had ever laid eyes on and I would never be able to thank Kendall enough for bringing her into the world. Right now I felt like I had everything I could have ever wanted. I had an amazing career, the most perfect little girl, and now I called the woman of my dreams my wife. Forgiven mistakes had led to me living the life I had always wished I had and I would be thankful for the rest of my life for everything that brought me to this point.
**A/N- After several of you commented and DM'd me I have decided to make Narco Love into a story. Some changes will be made to it. But it's coming so make sure you're following me if you aren't yet so you can stay up to date on everything!**