TW: topic of eating disorder, mature language
Female reader (she/her), 2 POV's
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For around 30 minutes, you sat in front of the mirror poking and grabbing at your skin, looking repeatdly at the spots you hated most on your body. You didn't want to feel like this, you were tired of it.
I don't wanna do it.. but... I feel like I do..
The bathroom door clicked shut. Your knuckles turned white gripping the rim of the toilet. Slow tears ran down your face, becoming more rapid dripping into the water. You felt weak crying, it was a constant pain for you
Just shut up.. god for once, just shut up!
You raised two fingers, brought them to your mouth and...
DENKI'S POV
It's finally Friday, I finally get a break to see (y/n)!
Denki hummed quietly walking to your room, you guys had planned to hang out eariler this week, so he didn't trouble to text you about him coming and your mom let him in, so he figured you were ready. With every step he took his arms swung back and forth, you loved the way he walked for some reason. It just made his apperance more dorky and cute.
"-n all I need is to be struck by your eletric..."
He came to a puase when he didn't see you in your room
Huh-- Where is she?
YOUR POV
You didn't feel like getting up, not anytime soon atleast. You were slumped on your side by the toilet. All the food you'd eaten, which was barley anything, was out of your body. There was no clear emotion you felt right now
It's out.. alteast it's out..
But your body twitched from being startled from hearing the door open
"I knocked and got no answer so I opened it and holy shit (y/n) are you okay?!-" Denki was talking very fast, he always does when he's worried. He knelt down to you in a panic
Last thing I wanted to fucking happen.
You sat up slowly, clenching your arms around your stomach. God, it hurt like hell, but you managed to put on a small smile
"I'm fine, really I'm fine" you lied, you hated lying.
He shook his head and grabbed your arms wrapped around your torso lightly and brought you to your feet. After you were standing, Denki immediately pulled you into him
"I hate it when you do these things.. you gotta talk to me baby please.." His voice was low like a whisper and soothing
Denki knew about the past times you had forced yourself to throw up. He knew about the way you saw your body and he'd talked for hours about what he loved about you, yet you shut that out. You'd been hiding from him recently that this old habit came up, now you were stuck on how to explain
I love him, I do but I'd do anything to look go-
"Why do you wanna change so badly? You're gorgeous. Every inch, every body part." His hand rubbed your upper back slowly. "Can I tell you my favorite thing about you?"
You sniffled quietly and lifted your head from his shoulder and noded
"Its when that one song is playing," He said taking off the hoodie and fixing the sleeves that had turned inside out. "-and your face just.. lights up basically" He said smiling giving you the hoodie. "I love it!"
A small shade of pink spread across your cheeks, you couldn't help but smile a bit too. You eyed his band tee, you loved the color (fav color) on him
"You want my shirt too?" Denki questioned. "I mean I dont mind getting nake-"
"Denki no- I just like the shirt--"
This made you both laugh, but you fell down to the ground clenching your stomach. It still hurt hell and you could barley stand up. He quickly picked you up and layed you on your bed
"Here, stay put while I go get something alright?" slowly backing up, spinning around and leaving your room going downstairs
What is that dork doing?-...
DENKI'S POV
He quickly prepared dinosaur chicken nuggets for you. They wouldn't take too long, so he let you rest while he talked with your mom about his work at UA. He talked on and on about how cool you looked during training, and especically how proud he was
(a lil time skip to when the nuggies are done!! :0)
Denki took the steamy nuggets out of the oven
Ouch ouch ouch- hot!!-
He even more quickly set all the nuggets on a big plate with (your fav dipping suace) in the middle
Lowkey fancy, maybe toooo fancy?.. Nah we good
He raced up the stairs trying not to drop the fancy plate of dino nuggets and went straight to your room
"Look what I brought you!" A few sparks came off his body and he saw you smiling
YOUR POV
This boy I swear to god--
You sat up and motioned with your hands for him to come over
"Gimme gimme!"
Denki put the plate on the bed in front of you and sat down. It was hard for you to eat after these situtations, but he always was there to encourage you to eat and never rushed you. He would occasinonally break a piece off of the nugget, dip it in (fav dipping sauce) and feed it to you
There was a small silence before he spoke, "Does the hoodie fit well?"
You were a bit shocked. "Well yeah- I always wear this one.. why?"
"You look amazing in it." He looked you up and down quickly, "Perfect" he whispered to himself
Your head dipped down in embarrasment as you smiled wide, but he leaned in and lifted your head up gently and his lips made contact to yours with no warning
"I save all my kisses for you. You're my sunshine.. my beautiful, wonderful sunshine"
He is so perfect. Perfect for me.
"I don't want you to ever hide yourself from me. I love every part of you, no matter how you see yourself, I don't care." The glare he was giving you warmed your heart and gave you butterflies. "Baby.. please.. don't keep doing that type of stuff to yourself"
You saw he was upset, you knew he was.
"I.. I'm sorry" Your voiced cracked a little as those words barley came out.
Denki quickly moved the plate and pulled you in faster than before. You two fit perfectly together, and his citrusy smell made you melt into him even more.
"You're always safe with me.. always"
You pulled away gently and kissed him this time, making it passionate and sweet so he knew you were thankful. He had a gentle expression for a few seconds after, but it soon lit up and he had a playful smirk painted of his face.
"Oh god-- what are you thinking Denki?"
"Nothing bad I promise! but.. how do you feel about dancing?" Smiling again, he jumped up and grabbed his phone
"I'm not sure if I wanna dance right no-" Your sentence stopped as he yanked you up and put his hand out
"We're gonna.. ballroom dance?-" You let out a small laugh
"Pfft no- just listen to the song mkay?"
"Ok I guess.."
And the song started playing...
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HEYOOO hoped u liked part one of "dance party" !!
not sure when part 2 will be out, but very soon :)
bye bye for now!