-same time-
Mars POV
I walk out of the class cause I forgot my math book and head to my locker to shove it in before the game when I see dickface and Mads, they stand really close and he tucks a strand of hair behind her ear he then whispers something and looks up at me and walks away Mads followers his gaze and turns around and looks at me.
Mads POV
Me: that was nothing
I say walking towards him
Mar: didn't look like nothing
He mumbles and walks away
...
Mar probably never wants to talk to me again but I head back to the game to sit on the bleachers beside Taylor. I watch as the game just starts and the coach gives Mar shit for being late, he sits on the bench with his arms rested on his legs leaned over looking down at his feet, he looks up and stares at me until Luca blocks his view.
Michelle: what's with all that
She says taking a seat beside me
Me: all what
Michelle: Mar
Me: he's pissed over some drama with Mark
She just nods and we watch the rest of the game when the game ends and of course they tie again. We all hang by the bleachers waiting for Mar since he's taking the longest to grab his stuff, he finally joins our gathering and avoids eye contact with me.
Me: Can we just talk
Mar: there's nothing to talk about
He quietly says looking at me
Me: well you seem bothered
Mar: I'm not
He mumbles again
Me: you are
Mar: just fuck off
He snaps getting annoyed
Me: you're a dick you know
I say walking off and joining Mark to at least settle some shit with him.
Me: Hey guys
I say stopping his conversation with Luca and Maximo
Luca: Hey Mads
He says giving a side hug
Maximo: you still remember it
He says smiling
Me: of course
I do our stupid handshake we made up in 9th grade and we laugh
Me: When are you guys heading back to Toronto
Mark: not till tomorrow
Me: well is it ok if I borrow Mark
Luca: keep him
Luca says as him and Maximo walk-off
Me: can we talk
Mark: Yeah I was gonna come see you after the game
Me: not here
I say making contact with Mar from the other side of the field, he then looks annoyed and looks away
...
Mark and I end up going to a cafe as Maximo and Luca sit at a different table, Mark and I sit in silence for a short minute until we both speak up
Mark/Mads: im sorry
Mark: your sorry?
Me: yeah look I shouldn't have called you like that on that night, I wasn't thinking straight and it wasn't fair to you.
I say sitting back
Mark: I was happy when I saw your name buzzing on my phone
He then looks down
Me: Well I guess you weren't too happy when you picked up...
Mark: yeah
He quietly says
Mark: I just wanted to apologize, I didn't mean to come here and destroy what you have with Castano
Me: you sure about that
I joke
Mark: still debating
We both laugh
Me: Look Mark, I love you...
He looks up at me the second those words come out of my mouth
Me: ... but I have a boyfriend who I also love very much even though he can kinda be... besides the point all I'm saying is that you can't come between Mar and I cause at the end of the day it's gonna be Mar and it will always be Mar.
I could see the sadness in his eyes
Me: that doesn't mean we can't be friends
I say hoping to get a smile, in which he fakes and then looks sad again
Mark: I don't know
Me: you don't know if you want to be friends?
I ask
Mark: I don't know if I want to torture myself
He says getting up
Mark: guys lets go
He tells the boys and Luca and Maximo leave, I get up and face Mark and hug him he holds me tight and let's go
Mark: I love you too
And he leaves, I don't think I'll be hearing from him anytime soon. Considering that sounded like a goodbye.
...
It's now 8:00 pm so I head to Samys where they're all hanging out. I head upstairs to see Mattia once again avoiding Vanessa, Michelle and Kairi actually getting along, Samy and Taylor on the bed, Ale on his phone and...
Me: wheres Mar
Michelle: he never left the field
Me: well...
Vanessa: just go we get it were not your favourites
She jokes, I laugh and then I leave, I pull up to the school seeing that the parking lot is empty I then head towards the field seeing Mar sit on the bleachers looking like he's lost in his thoughts.
Mars Pov
-flashback-
Mads: Can we just talk
Me: there's nothing to talk about
I say quietly looking at Mads
Mads: well you seem bothered
I am
Me: I'm not
I mumble again
Mads: you are
Yeah well no fucking shit your dickface of an ex pulls up and thinks he has the right to be all touchy with you and you don't seem to see it n ur my mamas, not his
Me: just fuck off
I say annoyed then regretting it
Mads: you're a dick you know
Me: Mads Im..
I look to see that she's already gone to... Mark. I watch as she greets the other two boys we just played against and does some weird handshake with one of them, dickface then says something and the other two head off I watch as Mads looks up and talks to him and eventually looks at me catching me stare I look away annoyed and sit on the bleachers.
Mattia: yo man you good?
Samy then nudges Mattia in the direction of Mark n Mads n then Mattia gets the OOO face and pats me on the back
Samy: were leaving you coming?
Me: Nah
-end of flashback-
Mads POV
I eventually reach Mar and walk up some bleachers and sit a couple of steps down by him
Mar: I shouldn't have spoke to you like that
He says quietly, we sit there in silence before I speak up
Me: Mar why are you upset
Mar: don't ask stupid questions Santiago
Me: Well I get it Mark came and he tried to get in between us and...
Mar: it's not even about that
He says actually looking at me
Mar: you called up Anastasio before you spoke to me
He says getting quiet again
Mar: how tf do you tell your ex before you tell me, the dad
Me: I know
I say looking down
Me: I wasn't thinking straight and I would take it back if I could
Mar: but you can't
He says quietly
Me: no I can't
I also say being quiet, we sit there again in silence
Me: im sorry Mar but I can't take back the past but I felt alone alright, I didn't know what I was doing I broke down one too many times and I was just stressed the fuck out, Mar I wanted to tell you, I wanted you to be the first to know but I couldn't cause I didn't want to be alone.
Mar: you thought I was gonna leave you?
He says now sitting up on the bleachers
Me: I don't know
I say quietly, I then hear him come down a couple of steps to join me on the one I'm sitting on
Mar: Mamas you're not alone
Me: im really sorry
I say with watery eyes
Mar: yo tambien lo siento (I'm sorry too)
He says hugging me
Me: are we good
I say pulling away wiping my eyes
Mar: why you crying, Mamas
Me: I don't know
I say hugging him again wanting him to hold me, damn I hate crying like a little bitch but I hate being apart from him more
Me: I love you Mar
I whisper during the hug
Mar: I love you too Santiago
He says as he holds me
...
Mar and I are standing by the large fountain our school has for some reason
Me: remember when you pushed me in
I say looking at him
Mar: yes
He smirks
Me: don't be proud that sucked
I laugh
Mar: I am proud it was the first time you wore my jersey
Me: your smelly practice one
Mar: still had my last name on it
He smiles
Mar: our last name
He mumbles
Me: what
Mar: nothin
I then basically tackle him
Me: no, no you said our last name
Mar: Nah
Im now on top of him as he lays on the grass pushing me off as we laugh
Me: do you want to marry me Mar
I say smiling, he just smiles before pushing me off
Mar: not yet
I just start laughing
Me: you're like hot and adorable at the same time
I say and he gives me a weird look
Mar: just don't go off telling Mark that ur knocked up when were 20
We laugh
Me: oh so not only are we getting married but we're having kids in our 20s
He looks at me and lightly shoves me
Mar: shut up Santiago
Me: I was down but whatever
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