This has all gone down hill, I don't understand.
She says I'm gaining weight.
I know..
No need to tell me.
Don't worry though if i eat more than two meals a day I feel disgusted with myself.
If I have a snack I want to throw up because I've gained weight.
Yet, I still don't understand, I'm not overweight...and even if I was I would still be beautiful because weight does not define a persons beauty.
She says "It was just a joke" when she realized she made me cry.
"Why can't you take a joke?" is what she said right after.
It wasn't a joke, at least it didn't feel like one.
I never joked about someones weight, and I never will.
I understand i'm not the prettiest girl in the world, and I don't want to.
But if that made be enough for you, then I wouldn't mind it.