I woke up and the house was quite for once, I changed into black leggings and a hoodie and walked downstairs and all the boys where sitting in silence
Lola: what's going on
The all turned round and josh looked like he had been crying, I walked over and put my hands on him knees, getting down in front of him
Lola: josh....
Josh: m-my......
Bryce: his gran passed away....
I turned to look at Bryce and then back a josh, I felt so bad he looked like he hadn't slept in days
I hug him and he pulls we onto his lap, my two legs at either side of him
Lola: I'm so sorry...
I whispered into his neck with my arms still round him
Josh was crawled up into a ball on my bed, he Didn't leave my side all day, he hardly spoke and hasn't had anything to drink or eat
Lola: josh...
Josh: yeah......
I got up and looked at him
Lola: I'm going to get you food ok
He nodded slowly and I started walking out the room
Josh: wait!
Lola: yeah...
Josh: down leave me
I hugged him and whispered I would be back in 2mins then left the room and went down To the kitchen
Noah: hey how is he
Lola: ehm I don't know not good
Bryce: he's like this, when someone passes away he only talks to one person aka the person he trust most usually me but I guess that's not true anymore
I laugh and grabed some food and walked upstairs and sat it on my desk and josh came over and sat on the seat eating
~a few days later~
Josh was in Canada with his family the now for the funeral, I was sitting on the sofa with avani who I have been super close with
The door open the tall brown haired boy stood there, I got up and ran over jumping into his arms
Josh: hey Lola
Lola: I missed you
Josh: I missed you aswell
He kissed my head and the boys came over , me and jaden are ok now I guess mads still hates me but who needs her and well me and josh are close but not dating or talking or whatever
Josh: Lola we need to make tiktoks my fans are hating me now
I laughed and he set up the phone and we made a few
1,2,3 one
1: @joshrichards : can't take big di**
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2: @lolabeck: the sun was cute
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3: @joshrichards: she's cute
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Lola: is she...
Mads: talking crap
Bryce: ship!
^lola: braddison?
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She's so into the movie she won't even give me attention
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