Elsa
We done our pillow fight. It cost a lot of our energy. We all said night and back to our room
I'm laying right now facing a white silver hair man sleeping soundly. He's so adorable. I can't help but smiling while staring at him
I'm trying to deny my feelings toward him. I never knew I would say this, but I have a strong feelings toward him
Not a chance. I don't even think I could hangout with adrien agreste or jack frost
I drift to sleep smiling and realize that...
I fell in love with him
~~💮~~
"Please stop" I begged
He put on evil smirk and threw me to the floor hard. He walked to me and said "here"
He threw the money to my body like I was his sl*t
"Next time do it better elsa" he left
I jolted up sitting on the bed and breathing heavy. That nightmare stopped for a long time but came back again
Sweat all over my neck and face
It was me being raped at school for those money. I don't have any choice
I looked at jack, luckily I don't wake him up. I slowly walked down from the bed and go to the wardrobe
I saw jack's blue hoodie
"He won't be mad if I borrow right?" I whispered
I put his hoodie on my nightgown and walked outside and head to the kitchen
I make a hot chocolate for myself then I walked outside sitting on my bench
I hold the cup using bottle of my hands. I clear my mind, enjoying the cold wind brushed my face
I started to hummed a song then a voice startled me "can't sleep?"
I looked at the person and there jack standing "did I wake you up?"
"No, what about you?"
"Nightmare" I sipped my hot chocolate
"I borrowed your hoodie, it's warm" I said
He chuckled and sit next to me "don't worry" he paused "you can have it if you want"
"No, I will return it to you" I said
"But for now you wear"
"Sure whatever" I giggled and took a sip of my chocolate
I rested my head on his shoulder and hummed a song again
Jack
I was playing my phone and took a peek at elsa, she's asleep
I took her hot chocolate from her and placed beside me. I picked her up bridal style and walked to our room
I placed her on the bed and walked back outside, took the cup and washed it
Once I was done, I walked to our room and drift to sleep
~~💮~~
We're done packing our things, now elsa is sitting on the make up table combing her hair
I walked to her, grabbed the comb and comb her silky soft hair
She looked at me through the mirror while I was looking at her hair
"I wanna ask" she broke the silence
I hummed in response
"I like someone" she said
I froze for a while and nodded
"I'm not sure yet, if he likes me back, but he told me before that he likes me, now I'm not sure if his feelings are the same" she explained
"Just tell the lucky guy" my voice cracked a little
She likes someone yet I am the one who's here with her, not him...
She looked at my reflection with a little pain in her eyes while my eyes turn into a cold stone
I'm sorry elsa, but I won't interfere you with that guy. I'll be away from you
~~💮~~
Elsa
It's been a week since jack and I talked. When he walked passed me he just nodded like I am a stranger
I thought I would finally have a person who will stay by my side, but I was wrong
Jack walked passed me and give me a nod, a cold nod then looked at other direction
He looked like want to avoid me forever. I can't help but my heart hurt, hurt so much
I miss him
"You guys have a fight?" punzie snapped me from my thoughts
"No" I answered
"Then why does he look like trying to avoid you?" she asked curious
"I don't know" I sighed
Punzie
"You know what's wrong?" I asked
"No, this is sooo bad" alya said
"You guys have a serious man talk" I said to flynn
"Tonight, we'll meet, just boys, including agreste" he replied
"Good, ask him why is he acting like that" I said
"Sure ma'am" he replied jokingly
~~💮~~
Elsa
I was walking to my apartment tiredly, thinking about my happy moment with jack
Then a strong grip grabbed my wrist and pulled me to the room. A room which hans use to....
Rape me
There's a shadow standing "h-hans?" I stuttered
He threw the bottle beside me and it broke startled me and the shadow walked closer meanwhile I backed away
I saw his face clearly now, it's not hans, it's...
Tadashi
"Tadashi?" I asked
"Shut up!" he yelled angrily
I could smell a heavy alcohol from him, he might be drunk
He grabbed my wrist and pushed me to the bed
"Ta-tadashi th-this is not y-you" I stuttered and tears started to form
"Shut up!" he yelled
He began to rape me
It's been a while since I experienced this. I begged him to stop, my tears flow again uncontrollably
He even make me drink an alcohol. I try not to pass out
~~💮~~
He finally stop and went out leave me there. My head is dizzy. I try to gain my vision for a while and shook away my dizziness
I could tell my body once again fill with bruises. I slowly put my clothes and walked to my apartment
When I almost arrive someone called me "elsa are you ok?"
It's mari, she stood right in front of me worriedly, I just ignored her
I walked to my apartment and went to my bedroom. Anna hasn't gone home yet, might be sleepovers with her friends
I walked to the bathroom and yelled frustrated. I can't find my razor anywhere
Then one thing caught my eyes. A cup, a glass cup
I threw the cup to the wall hard. It break into pieces, same as my heart and my body
I grabbed one sharp piece and sat down and started to cut
Marinette
What's wrong with her?
There's definitely something wrong
Then only one name popped up in my mind
Jack
I quickly called taxi and got in and began to called adrien
M : adrien adrien!
A : yes what's wrong
M : where are you?
A : usual spot
M : jack with you?
A : yes
M : hold him there, I'll be there soon. I promised I'll explain to you
A : sure
Then I hanged up and I told the driver to drive there. Luckily it's not that far
Meanwhile (before the call)
Jack
"Dude seriously? What's wrong with you?" Nino asked
"Nothing, ok? Nothing" I said emphesizing the second 'nothing'
"You're not, you're not ok" adrien said
"Why would you say so?" I raised an eyebrow
"You never drunk" he said
"You never go to the club" continued by hiccup
"You don't even eat properly" continued by flynn
"And you always ignore elsa" nino said
Elsa...
"Nothing" I sighed "nothing"
After the call
"Who's that?" nino asked
"Mari" adrien said
"What she want?" flynn asked
"Dunno, she said she'll be here" adrien answered
Meanwhile (when mari called adrien)
Elsa
I cut again and again. My brain yelled me to stop, but my heart keep asking me to go on, my hand seem to be followed my heart
I was so furious, I don't care how much blood I lost. I was so furious, too furious with my life
Why can't it getting any better? The more I cut the deeper it be
Jack...
He is the one who told me he love me. He lied. All of this time he's just playing!
My tears flow down like waterfall, it can't stop no matter how hard I try
Meanwhile (when elsa cutting)
Marinette
The taxi stopped outside and I quickly rushed inside. I found their table and run there
My hands landed on their table trying to catch my breath
"Elsa" I said breathless
It was the only thing popped in my mind
Jack
Mari came and said "elsa" between her breath. She was in trouble
I quickly stood up and rushed outside. I started to run outside as I peeked my watch
It's 8 pm, she must be in her apartment. I run as fast as I could to her apartment
Once I got there I open the door, it's unlocked. I went to her bedroom and slammed open the bathroom door
I tried to catch my breath and there elsa sitting cutting her arms
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