tw // harassment + assault
panic.
that's all renjun felt as he ran with tears falling down his cheeks.
panic, fear, regret, guilt.
guilt.
the friend group eventually found each other and they were having the time of their lives. donghyuck and chenle were wasted at this point, renjun and jaemin were just a little drunk and jeno, jisung and mark were tipsy but aware of everything going on.
jaemin felt a tap on his shoulder and he turned around, a bright smile forming on his face immediately. 'chanhoo, what's up man?'
chanhee only laughed in amusement at the drunk boy, capturing the attention of the other boys. renjun pouted and slung an arm around the blue haired boy's shoulder. 'back off, jeno is my boyfriend.' jeno raised an eyebrow at his drunk boyfriends and let out a sigh.
'renjun, that's jaemin.' chanhee giggled again as renjun turned his head to look at jaemin and a look of realization washed over his face.
'oh you're nana!' renjun giggled and jaemin nodded enthusiastically. 'i'm nana!'
'anyways,' chanhee shook his head at the two drunks. 'a small group is gathering in the living room to play some games if you want to join.' the boys all looked at each other and nodded. mark and jisung felt relieved now that they wouldn't have to stop their boyfriends from doing things like jumping off the different steps on the staircase. it's a long story.
'great, the living room is just over there.' chanhee pointed to a dimly lit room and the boys all nodded, thanking him before the more sober boys guided their boyfriends over. they entered the room to see a circle of around ten people sitting on the floor. chanhee spotted them as they walked in and he waved at them, gesturing for people to make room. the seven boys sat themselves down and smiled at everyone.
'hi! i'm jiwoo, but most people call me chuu.' the boys turned their attention to a bubbly girl and they couldn't help but smile upon seeing her own smile.
'i'm yves, nice to meet you.' the girl next to her said and the two had a nice contrast, this girl seemed more cool and relaxed.
the rest of the group introduced themselves to the group. 'so, spin the bottle or truth or dare?' a pretty boy with white hair that the boys now knew as minhyuk spoke up.
'definitely truth or dare.' this time the girl with silverish hair, dahyun, spoke. the group all nodded in agreement.
'okay, jeongin truth or dare?' chanhee asked the boy sitting across from him. renjun knew the boy from school and knew everyone loved him for his sparkly eyes and innocent personality.
'truth.' the red haired boy chirped and chanhee grinned. 'do you like anybody?' jeongin's face became the same color as his hair as his eyes darted to another boy in the circle. everybody except the boy noticed this. 'um, maybe.'
'interesting, okay your go.' chanhee rolled his eyes at the blonde haired boy that jeongin had previously been staring at, whispering something about how naive he is.
'uh - chuu! truth or dare?' the rest of the group looked between the two who were very alike in the way that they always had a smile on their faces.
'dare, i'm no coward.' chuu flipped her hair with a giggle and the girl next to her couldn't help but smile.
'i dare you to kiss yves' cheek!' yves tore her gaze away from the bubbly girl to look at jeongin with horrified eyes. chuu took this as her chance and pecked the embarrassed girl's cheek.
'hmm, renjun. i dare you to take three shots.' chuu gave him a mischievous smile and ran out of the room, returning within seconds with three shots in her hands. renjun pouted and looked at his boyfriends. 'i never even got to choose truth or dare.'
chuu handed the shot glasses to the blonde and he sighed before quickly downing the liquid. once he had finished all three he cringed at the burning sensation with flushed cheeks. he grabbed on to his boyfriends' hands as a feeling of dizziness came over him and he cursed himself for being such a lightweight.
'woah okay, i think he's had enough.' jeno stood up and helped the blonde up as jaemin stood up. the blue haired boy had sobered up a little in the time that had passed. the two apologized for leaving the game so early and they waved to the group before making their way through the house to the front door.
jeno helped renjun down the few steps when he realized he had left his phone in the room they had just been in. 'ah shit, you two wait here.' jaemin nodded and put an arm around renjun's waist to hold him up while his boyfriend ran back inside the house. they waited a few minutes and jeno still hadn't returned.
'if i go look for him will you be okay here? i'll only be a minute.' jaemin said to his boyfriend who simply nodded, feeling too lightheaded to say no. jaemin pecked his lips before he ran inside to find the brunette. renjun leaned against the banister with closed eyes.
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'so you haven't learned from your mistakes?' renjun's eyes opened immediately and he looked to the source of the noise. his heart dropped once he saw the person he dreaded most. he begged jaemin and jeno to come back at that moment. the male made his way over to renjun and the blonde was frozen in place, unable to move.
'san, stop.' renjun breathed out as san lifted a hand to caress his cheek with a sick grin. he moved his hand from his cheek to graze over his lips.
'why should i?' san's eyes flickered from renjun's eyes to his lips and renjun felt sick. his previous drunk state was gone and he was now fully aware of what was happening. renjun opened his mouth to speak and san took this opportunity to lean in, closing the gap between them. renjun's eyes widened and he pushed the boy off of him and without thinking, he slapped him.
san's grin disappeared and a frown replaced it. his eyes darkened as he grabbed the boy's jaw. 'what the fuck was that for, huh?' san hissed and renjun let out a shaky breath, practically begging for someone to find them.
'i said what the fuck was that for.' san growled lowly and lifted his fist before it made contact with the smaller's jaw. renjun cried out in pain and dropped to the floor, holding his now bruised jaw. san scoffed and bent down to renjun's level. he looked around to see if anyone was around and renjun acted quickly, kicking the male while he was in a vulnerable position. san fell backwards and renjun immediately jumped up and took off in a sprint.
he could feel the tears escaping his eyes and blurring his vision but he didn't care, he was too focused on finding someone, anyone. he moved his hand up to wipe his tears when he collided with a male figure causing both to fall to the floor.
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renjun mumbled a small 'sorry' and rushed to stand up but a hand on his arm stopped him. 'hey hey, renjun right?' renjun blinked the tears away to see that the boy was wooyoung. renjun nodded and sniffed, earning a concerned look from the boy.
'what happened? where are your friends?' wooyoung took renjun's hand and guided him to a quieter spot where they sat on a bench. it was then renjun realized he had somehow ran to the back of the house.
'san.' renjun said weakly and wooyoung's eyes widened.
'fuck i'm so sorry renjun, i was supposed to keep an eye on him.' wooyoung stood up and ran a hand through his hair, guilt evident in his eyes. 'i'm so sorry.'
renjun shook his head and grabbed his hand. 'it's okay, it's not your fault.'
renjun pulled wooyoung to sit back down and the two sat for a few moments in silence. renjun looked to the boy beside him when a question popped up in his mind. 'are you two dating?' he blurted out before he could stop himself.
a sad smile made it's way on to wooyoung's face but he never moved his gaze from the ground. 'no, we're not. you're going to think i'm crazy or disgusting, but i do like him. i've known him since we were kids, he hasn't always been like this. he was such a good kid, always helping everyone and putting others before himself. things happened and it lead to this and it breaks me because i know - i know he's a good person. he's a good person doing bad things and i want to help him but he won't let me. he's broken and i know i can't change that. i can't be his glue to fix him. he's his own glue, but i want to be the hands that connect the glue and pieces. that makes no sense but hopefully you get what i mean.'
renjun nodded with a small smile. he had never experienced what wooyoung was going through, he had two boys who loved him and would do anything for him, but he was an empathetic person. in that moment he didn't hate san, even if he should. he just hated his actions. 'don't stop trying, he'll let you in. be there for him, never let him go.'
wooyoung finally looked at the chinese boy with a bigger smile this time. he pulled the boy into a hug and sighed against his shoulder. 'thank you renjun, i needed to get that out.' renjun only nodded and let the boy hold him for a moment before they pulled away.
'we should probably find jaemin and jeno.' renjun nodded at the boy's words and the pair got up from the bench and walked back around the side of the house. renjun spotted his two boyfriends by the steps where they had left him and he pointed to show wooyoung. the two made their way over and once jeno spotted them his eyes widened and he rushed to the chinese boy, pulling him into his arms.
'where did you go? we were worried sick.' jeno whispered into renjun's ear. jaemin eyed wooyoung suspiciously knowing that he had some kind of connection with san. he walked over to said male with furrowed eyebrows.
'where was he?' jaemin asked with a cold tone and wooyoung smiled politely.
'don't worry, i didn't do anything. he ran into me and i brought him back here.' renjun saw how tense jaemin looked and he pulled away from jeno to put a hand on jaemin's shoulder.
'jaemin, san found me and wooyoung helped me, it's okay.' jaemin instantly relaxed under renjun's touch but almost immediately tensed again at the mention of san's name.
'san? san found you? did he do anything? shit, i shouldn't have left.' jaemin ran a hand through his hair with fearful eyes.
'he kissed me, i didn't kiss back and i'm so sorry. i pushed him away, i promise.' renjun looked down at the ground as his boyfriend's heads snapped to look at him,
'he what?' jaemin growled and jeno put a hand on his arm, signalling for him to calm down.
'jaemin take renjun home, i'll talk to san.' jaemin shook his head at the statement.
'no, you go too easy on him. you take him home and i'll talk to san.' before anyone could stop him, jaemin stormed off inside the house and renjun grabbed jeno's hand, scared for jaemin. jeno kissed renjun's forehead to ensure him that it would be okay before turning to look at wooyoung.
'you're not going to stop him?'
wooyoung shook his head with an eyebrow raised. 'nah, i may like san but he deserves this.'
jeno chuckled and nodded before waving bye to the boy and helping renjun to mark's car. he had already asked the older boy for permission to take his car and he said yes, too busy trying to take care of a very drunk donghyuck. jeno helped renjun into the passenger seat before climbing in the driver's side and praying that jaemin wouldn't go too far.
a/n: jonghyun says hi
anyways heres a facereveal that i'll probably delete in a few hours, thank you wattpad for ruining the quality <3
i know i look 12 but i promise i'm not